The Wedding

Connor MacAlister’s mood was just as grim as the dark blue paint smeared across his face and arms. The laird wasn’t happy about the duty he’d taken on, but he was an honorable man, and he would do whatever was required to gain justice.

Connor had vengeance on his mind and in his heart; though, in truth, he didn’t think he was unusual. Every Highlander worth his sword was vengeful. It was simply the way things were.

Five soldiers rode with their laird. The men were also finely turned out for battle, but their collective mood was much lighter, because none of them was going to be saddled with an English bride for the rest of his days.

Quinlan, the first-in-command, rode beside his laird. The warrior was almost Connor’s equal in height, but he wasn’t quite as muscular through his shoulders, upper arms, and thighs and, therefore, didn’t measure up to Connor’s strength. That wasn’t the reason Quinlan had stayed on with the MacAlister clan, however. It was Connor’s intelligence, his relentless thirst for justice, and his unwavering leadership abilities that kept the warrior by his side. As his loyal follower, Quinlan would give his life to keep his laird safe. Connor had already saved him once, and Quinlan knew his laird would willingly do so again and again, regardless of the risk. The other men felt the same way Quinlan did, for Connor treated all of his followers as valuable members of his family.

Quinlan wasn’t just a loyal follower; he was also a close friend, and like all the other MacAlisters, he too embraced his grudges, stroking them like lovers for years and years if need be, until he could find a way to right a wrong done to him or his family.

“It isn’t too late to change your mind,” Quinlan remarked. “There are other ways to retaliate against MacNare on my father’s behalf.”

“No. I’ve already sent word to my stepmother that I am taking a bride, and nothing you can say to me will make me change my mind.”

“Do you think Euphemia will finally come back then?”

“Probably not,” Connor answered. “She finds it too difficult to return to our land since my father was taken from her. She mourns his passing even to this day.”

“What about Alec? Your brother ordered you to end this feud, and you gave him your word to do just that.”

“Yes, and this will be my last insult. It will surely pain MacNare for a long, long time. I’ll have to be content with that. You know how hungry the pig is for an alliance with the English. We’ll use his greed to our advantage. Remember, friend, he shamed and humiliated your family.”

“And we warred against him for his treachery.”

“It wasn’t enough,” Connor decreed. “When I’m finished, your father will be able to hold his head up again. He’ll be vindicated.”

Quinlan suddenly laughed. “I’m thinking God had a hand in this, Connor. We didn’t know until this morning the name of the daughter you meant to take. Do you remember her yet?”

“She wasn’t easy to forget. Besides, I now have a better reason to give to Alec. That is more important to me.”

“Your brother’s going to be furious all the same.”

“No, he’ll be pleased once I make him realize the Englishwoman betrothed herself to me long ago.”

“And what will you tell him?”

“The truth. She did ask me to marry her. You haven’t forgotten that fact. You laughed for a week.”

Quinlan nodded. “She asked you three times, but I would remind you that was years ago. She will surely have forgotten.”

Connor smiled. “Will that matter?”

Lady Brenna was suddenly overcome with the eerie sensation that someone or something was watching her. She was kneeling by the side of a shallow stream, drying her face and her hands with her embroidered cloth, when she felt a presence behind her.

She didn’t make any quick movements. She knew better than to jump up and run back to camp. If a wild boar or worse were close by, any sudden actions would only draw more attention to herself.

She pulled her dagger free and slowly turned as she stood up, bracing herself for what might be lurking in the dark underbrush.

There wasn’t anything there. She waited several minutes for the threat to present itself, and still nothing moved. The only sound she heard was the loud thundering of her own heartbeat.

It had been foolish for her to walk so far away from where her father’s men had made the nooning camp. If anything happened, she had no one to blame but herself, and if she hadn’t been so desperate for a moment alone, she would have thought more about the possible consequences. She still would have gone in search of privacy, of course, but she would have taken the necessary precautions and carried her bow and arrows.

Had she left her instincts at home? She thought she must have because she still felt she was being watched, and that didn’t make a bit of sense to her.

Brenna decided she was just being foolish. If someone or something was there, she would have heard him or it approaching long before now. Papa had often told her how exceptional her hearing was, and wasn’t it a fact that he often boasted to his friends that she could hear the first leaf of autumn falling on a field of battle? Of course, this was an exaggeration. Still, there was some truth in what he said. She usually did hear every little sound.

But she didn’t hear anything now. Brenna decided she was simply overwrought. The journey had been difficult for her, and she was tuckered out. Yes, that was it. Fatigue had to be the reason she was imagining threats that weren’t there.

Laird MacNare. Heaven save her, every minute she had to spare, her mind turned to thoughts of her future husband. Then she usually threw up. She was thankful she hadn’t eaten today, knowing she’d be doubled over now if she had. Granted, she had never met the man and could be jumping to all the wrong conclusions. He might be quite pleasant. All those horrible stories about him could be exaggerations. Lord, she fervently hoped so. She didn’t want to be married to a cruel man, couldn’t even begin to imagine what it would be like, and, oh, how she’d tried to dissuade her father from making such a choice for her. He wouldn’t listen to any of her arguments, but then he rarely did.

He’d been terribly cold in the way he’d told her, too. He shook her awake in the middle of the night, informed her of his decision, and then ordered her to help her mother and the maids prepare her baggage. She would leave for the Lowlands of Scotland at first light. The explanation he gave her on his way out the doorway wasn’t comforting. The marriage would help her father extend his fingers into Scotland, and since the king had decided Rachel should marry one of his favored barons, Haynesworth would give Brenna to MacNare. What was implied but not said was more painful for her to bear: her father loved her, aye, but he loved power and influence more.

And gifts as well, she thought. MacNare had sweetened the kettle by adding more treasures. Granted, the king didn’t know about the betrothal and was sure to be angry, but her father didn’t seem overly concerned. Greed filled his heart, leaving little room for caution or fear.

Once she’d stopped crying, her mother had tried to give her advice. She suggested Brenna quit worrying. Everything was bound to turn out all right, providing her daughter learned to get along, and let go of her childish dreams.

Thinking about her parents was making her homesick. She couldn’t understand why, given the fact that they had forced her into this unwelcome marriage. Yet, she wanted to go back home. She missed everyone, even her old, cranky nursemaid, who was still bossing everyone around.

Enough of this self-pity. She knew she’d be weeping like a baby if she didn’t stop. Her future was determined, and only God would be able to change her fate.

Her father’s soldiers were probably anxious to be on their way. She thought they might already be on MacNare land, but she knew they still had a good full day’s ride ahead of them before they reached his fortress.

Brenna hastily tried to repair her braid. The thing had fallen apart while she was bending over the water washing her face. She started to refashion the braid, then changed her mind. What did she care what she looked like when she met the laird? She pulled the ribbon free, threaded her fingers through her hair, and, in the process, dropped both her dagger and her ribbon.

She had just picked up her dagger when she heard an abrupt shout from Harold, the soldier in charge of her escort.

She picked up her skirts and went running back toward the camp to find out what was wrong. Her lady’s maid, Beatrice, intercepted her. The heavyset woman came barreling down the narrow path, grabbed hold of Brenna’s arm, and tried to keep on going. The look of terror in Beatrice’s eyes sent chills of dread down Brenna’s spine.

“Run, mi’lady,” she screamed. “We’ve been attacked by demons. Hide yourself before it’s too late. The savages are going to kill the soldiers, but it’s you they’re wanting most of all. You mustn’t let them find you. Hurry now.”

“Who are they?” Brenna demanded in a frightened whisper.

“Outcasts I’m thinking, so many I couldn’t keep count, and all with blue faces and demon eyes. They’re as big as Satan himself. One has already boasted to kill Harold first if he doesn’t tell him where you hide.”

“Harold won’t tell.”

“He did tell, he did,” she cried out, bobbing her head up and down for emphasis. “He threw his sword down and was giving them your whereabouts when I saw my chance to run. Your father’s men will still die. The heathens only wait now for their leader to join them, and then the butchering is sure to begin. They’ll drink their blood and eat their flesh.”

Beatrice panted with her hysteria. In an attempt to get her mistress to move, she tightened her hold on Brenna’s arm, drawing blood as her nails dug deep into skin.

Brenna struggled to get away from the woman. “The soldiers were still alive when you left?” she asked.

“Aye, but it’s only a matter of time before they’re killed. For the love of God, run.”

“I can’t leave the soldiers. Go, save yourself.”

“Are you daft?”

“If they want me, perhaps they’ll listen to my pleas and let Father’s soldiers leave. It’s a poor substitution, one life for twelve. I know it’s foolhardy, but I must try.”

“You’ll die for your stupidity,” she muttered as she shoved Brenna out of her way and ran on into the forest.

Panic-stricken, Brenna wanted to follow her maid, but couldn’t. It took all of her courage not to give in to the lure, because if the maid was telling the truth, Brenna knew she could well die in just a few minutes. Dear God, she was scared. Dying required bravery, a noble quality she suddenly feared she’d left at home, but she couldn’t let Harold and the others die because of her own cowardice. Even though it was a remote possibility that she would be able to persuade the demons to let the soldiers leave, she had to try to save them, no matter how frightened she was.

She hurried toward the clearing and began her final prayer to God. She didn’t waste precious time asking forgiveness for each transgression. It would have taken her a month to get them all remembered, categorized, and confessed, and so she lumped them all together and simply begged for absolution for the lot. She finished her supplication with the request that He please give her enough cunning to find a way to keep on living.

Then she started chanting. “Oh Lord, Oh Lord, Oh Lord.”

By the time she reached the curve in the broken path just outside the campsite, she was trembling so fiercely, she could barely stand up straight. She remembered the dagger she still held in her right hand, hid it behind her back beneath a fold in her gown, and forced herself to take a deep breath.

It was going to be extremely difficult to get the savages to listen to a woman. If she stammered or looked afraid, any chance she might have would be lost. She had to be bold, she told herself. Fearless.

She was finally ready. She kept up her chant to God to please help her get out of this, and if He wasn’t in the mood to let her live any longer, then couldn’t He please make her death quick? She tucked in the word painless every other second, and all of her pleas were squeezed into “Oh Lord, Oh Lord, Oh Lord.” In her heart she was certain God understood what she was asking.

They were waiting for her. She wanted to faint when she saw them. She heard several long, indrawn breaths, knew the heathens had made the sounds, and while the sight of her apparently stunned them—the looks on their faces indicated as much—such a reaction didn’t make sense. They’d obviously been waiting for her to appear, because they were all facing her when she walked into their lair.

They weren’t too many to count. Beatrice had exaggerated about their number. There were only five savages, standing in a half-circle behind her father’s soldiers. Still, the five were enough to make her knees start quaking and her stomach lurch.

She barely spared the outcasts more than a glance, as her first concern was for her soldiers. Harold and the others were down on their knees in the center of the clearing. Their heads were bowed, and their hands were clasped behind their backs, yet when she moved closer, she could see none of them had been tied. She looked them over to ascertain the extent of their injuries and was surprised, and relieved, to see they looked as fit as ever.

She had to force herself to look up at the outcasts again. Lord, they were a sight for future nightmares. They weren’t demons, though. No, no, they were just men, she thought a little frantically. Very large men. Beatrice had also called them savages, and Brenna was in full agreement with that assessment. ’Twas the truth it seemed to be the only thing the crazed woman had gotten right. Yes, savages. The description fit, given that they had blue paint smeared on their faces. Adorning themselves in such a strange fashion must have been part of some ancient ritual. She wondered if human sacrifice was another ritual they followed, and immediately she blocked the horrible thought.

Their garments were also primitive, yet familiar to her. They wore muted brown and yellow and green wool plaids. Their knees were bare, and their feet were covered in elk boots, laced together with leather strips above their calves.

They were Scots. Could they be enemies of Laird MacNare? They were trespassing on his land now. Were they going to kill her as some sort of repayment for the sins of her future husband?

She didn’t like the idea of dying for a man she’d never met, but then she really didn’t like the notion of dying in any case, she reminded herself. Did the reason really matter?

Why didn’t they speak to her? She felt as though they’d been staring at her for at least an hour, yet knew probably just a minute or two had actually passed.

Fearless, she ordered herself. I must be fearless.

Oh Lord, Oh Lord, Oh Lord . . .

“I am Lady Brenna.”

She waited for someone to attack her. No one moved. And then, just as she was about to demand that they tell her their intentions and be quick about it, the Scots surprised the breath right out of her. As one, they dropped to their knees, put their hands over their hearts, and bowed their heads to her. Their united show of respect stunned her. No, no, not respect, she thought. Weren’t they mocking her? God’s truth, she couldn’t tell.

She waited until all of them had regained their feet before trying to locate the leader so she could address him. None of them was giving her hints. The blue paint made for more confusion. Their faces were like masks with their grim expressions.

She settled on the biggest of the lot, a dark-haired warrior with gray eyes. She stared directly at him, willing him to speak to her, but he didn’t say a word.

Oh, Lord, Oh, Lord . . .

“Why won’t you speak to me?”

The one she’d been staring at suddenly smiled at her. “We were waiting, mi’lady,” he explained in a deep, forceful voice.

She frowned over his half-given answer. Since he’d spoken in Gaelic, she decided to accommodate him. She and her sisters had conquered the language at her father’s nagging insistence, and she was thankful he’d gotten his way. This outcast’s dialect was certainly different from what she’d learned, but she was still able to catch enough to understand what he was saying to her.

“Waiting for what?” she asked in Gaelic.

The Scot looked surprised. He was quick to hide his reaction by staring into the distance.

“We were waiting for you to finish your prayer.”

“My prayer?” she asked, thoroughly confused.

“You seem to have gotten stuck on the beginning, lass. Couldn’t you remember the rest of it?” another Scot asked her.

“Oh, Lord, Oh, Lord . . .”

“There she goes again,” yet another warrior whispered.

Good God Almighty, she’d been praying out loud.

“I was praying for patience,” she announced with as much dignity as she could summon. “Who are you?”

“MacAlister’s men.”

“The name means nothing to me. Should I know him?”

A warrior with a rather nasty-looking scar across his brow and down one side of his nose stepped forward.

“You know our laird very well, mi’lady.”

“You are mistaken, sir.”

“Please call me by my name, mi’lady. It’s Owen, and I would be honored if you would.”

She was having extreme difficulty understanding why the heathen was being so outrageously polite to her, given her horrific situation. Were they going to kill her or not?

“Very well, I shall call you Owen.”

The warrior looked thrilled by her acquiescence, but she felt like throwing her hands up in despair. “Owen, are you going to kill me and my father’s loyal soldiers?”

They all seemed taken aback by her question. The one with the gray eyes answered her. “Nay, Lady Brenna. We would never harm you. Each of us has just vowed to protect you until the day we die.”

The other warriors quickly nodded agreement.

They were out of their minds, she decided then and there. “Why in heaven’s name would you want to protect me?”

“Because of our laird,” Owen answered.

They were determined to talk about their leader, which was all well and good because she really wasn’t able to pay attention to a word they said now. She was overcome by blissful relief. If Gray Eyes had told her the truth, no one was going to die, and all of her fears had been for naught. Thank you, God.

She wasn’t about to celebrate just yet, however, because the intruders still hadn’t explained why they had come here. They didn’t look the sort to be paying a social call, and she knew she would have to find out their real motive before she could ever hope to figure out a way to get them to leave.

She’d best stay on her guard, while she tried to get some answers.

“I know you’re Scots,” she began, surprised her own voice sounded so weak. “But exactly where in Scotland do you call home?”

Gray Eyes looked appalled. “My name is Quinlan, mi’lady, and we don’t consider ourselves Scots. We’re Highlanders.”

The other men nodded their agreement.

She had just learned an interesting fact. Highlanders didn’t want to let go of the old, dusty habits of their ancestors. The way these men were dressed, in such primitive attire, was an indication, and if she hadn’t been so rattled, she would have realized how they felt before she’d tried to address them.

She couldn’t imagine anyone having such a backward attitude, but she wasn’t going to make them angry by telling them so. If they wanted to be savages, she certainly didn’t care.

“You are Highlanders. Thank you, Quinlan, for taking the time to instruct me.”

He inclined his head to her. “I would thank you, mi’lady, for seeking instruction from your humble follower.”

She let out a loud sigh of frustration. “Please don’t take offense, but I really don’t want you to follow me anywhere.”

He smiled at her.

“You aren’t planning to leave anytime soon, are you?” She sounded pitiful.

His eyes sparkled devilishly. “Nay, mi’lady, we aren’t.”

“You really don’t remember our laird?” Owen asked.

“Why would I remember him? I’ve never even met the man.”

“You asked him to marry you.”

“You are mistaken, Owen. I did no such thing.”

“But, mi’lady, I was told you asked him three times.”

“Three times? I asked him . . .”

She suddenly stopped. Three times. Good God, he couldn’t be talking about . . . She shook her head in disbelief. No, no, that was years ago, and he couldn’t possibly know what she’d foolishly done.

Only Joan knew about her plan to find a husband, and she would never have told anyone outside of the family. Brenna didn’t have an actual recollection of proposing—she’d been too young at the time to remember it now—but her sister had told her the story so many times, she felt as though it had happened only yesterday. Like any sister, Joan had delighted in tormenting Brenna about her outrageous behavior. She especially loved to linger over the part about the piglet.

Why Brenna had wanted to catch her own husband or steal a pig to raise as her own pet she couldn’t guess now, and the only excuse she could come up with was that she had been very, very young.

“It happened a long time ago, mi’lady,” Owen said.

They knew. How they’d found out was beyond her comprehension, but then she was so rattled, she could barely think straight at all.

“This man denied my request . . . didn’t he?”

Quinlan shook his head. “Twice he sent back his refusal, but it’s our understanding you’re still waiting to hear his answer to your last proposal.”

“I am not waiting to hear his answer.” Her voice was emphatic.

“It would seem to us that you are,” Owen insisted.

Neither man appeared to be teasing her. Honest to God, they looked sincere.

What in thunder was she going to do?

“I keep waiting for you to laugh, but you aren’t going to, are you, Quinlan?”

He didn’t bother to answer her. In fact, all of them were quite content to stand there talking to her. Their behavior was most peculiar. These warriors didn’t seem the sort to want to linger anywhere, but they were lingering now. Were they waiting for something to happen, and if so, what?

Brenna didn’t like having to be patient. She had the sinking feeling she wasn’t going to find out their plans until they felt like explaining, though.

She refused to believe they had come all this way just to remind her of a proposal she’d made years ago, and they couldn’t possibly expect her to honor it now. She didn’t believe their nonsense about being her humble followers either.

Though it was probably foolhardy, she decided to catch them in their lie.

“You have said you are my humble followers. Were you telling the truth, Quinlan?”

The warrior looked over her head, into the forest, before he answered. He smiled too.

“I am here to protect you and serve you, mi’lady. We all are.”

She smiled back. “Then you will do as I bid you to do?”

“Of course.”

“All right, then. I bid you to leave.”

He didn’t move. She wasn’t the least bit surprised.

“I cannot help but notice you’re still here, Quinlan. Did you perchance misunderstand me?”

The giant looked as though he was about to laugh. He shook his head and said, “I cannot serve you if I leave you. Surely you understand.”

She surely didn’t understand. She was about to ask him if she could leave without worry he’d follow her, but Owen interrupted her with yet another reminder.

“Mi’lady, about your proposal . . .”

“Are we back to that?”

Owen nodded. “You did ask,” he stubbornly insisted.

“Yes, I did ask. I have since changed my mind. Is this man still alive? He must be terribly old by now. Did he send you to me?”

Quinlan answered. “He did.”

“Where is he?”

Quinlan smiled at her again. The others were grinning too.

“He’s standing right behind me, isn’t he?” She thought her nervousness had kept her from hearing him.

Every one of the heathens nodded. “All the while?” she whispered.

“Only just now,” Quinlan answered.

And that was why they’d all been waiting. She should have realized. If she hadn’t been so busy trying to figure out a way to get them to leave, she would have considered the possibility that their leader might come along.

She didn’t want to turn around, of course, but pride prevented her from trying to run. Tightening her hold on her dagger, she braced herself for what she was going to see, and finally turned.

Oh, yes, he’d been right behind her, all right. How could she not have known? The warrior was as tall as a pine tree. If she reached out, she could pinch him. She stared at his massive chest, suddenly too worried to look up. His size was staggering. Why, the top of her head didn’t even reach his chin. He stood just a foot or two away from her, and when she took an instinctive step back, he took a step forward.

She really was going to have to look at his face, she told herself. He’d see it as a sign of cowardice if she didn’t. Trying to run away would probably give him a hint of how intimidating his size was to her, and why, oh, why, couldn’t she find any gumption? She had some just a few minutes ago.

Connor was just running out of patience when she looked directly into his eyes. His own reaction surprised him. The force of her beauty made his breath catch in the back of his throat. He’d thought her pretty when he was watching her by the stream, muttering to herself while she tugged on her braid to get her ribbon undone, but he hadn’t taken the time to observe how truly beautiful she was. He hadn’t been close enough, or curious enough.

The woman really was exquisite. He couldn’t seem to stop staring at her now. The power of her beauty captivated him, and he suddenly realized he wasn’t any better than his men. He’d been furious when he’d seen how besotted they were, and now, he admitted, he was in much the same condition.

How could he not have noticed such perfection? Her skin was flawless; her eyes were a clear, sparkling color of blue, and her rosy, full mouth made him want to think about all the erotic pleasures she could give him. As soon as he realized what he was doing, he turned his gaze to her forehead so that he could regain his concentration.

It took him a little longer to remember how to breathe again. His discipline finally came to his aid, and even though he knew she would be a tantalizing danger to his peace of mind, he was still extremely pleased with her. Her bonny looks would make the sting in his insult all the more painful for such a shallow pig as MacNare to endure. Beautiful women were hard to come by in England, or so he’d heard, and this rare treasure had all but fallen into his lap.

It really had been disgustingly easy. None of her soldiers offered the least resistance. He didn’t even have to make a fist. He simply walked into their camp, commanded them to kneel, and, by all that was holy, they knelt. Meek as lambs they were, and just as cowardly. Several of the weaklings even tossed their weapons away.

Only one soldier had made an attempt, halfhearted as it was, to shout a warning to his mistress. Connor heard the sound while he was keeping watch over Lady Brenna to make certain no harm came to her while she lingered by the stream, but one of his own men—Quinlan, no doubt—silenced the soldier. Lady Brenna also heard the noise, and that was precisely when she dropped her ribbon and her cloth and started back to camp. Curiosity made her hurry, but after the other Englishwoman grabbed hold of her and filled her head with outrageous tales about demons, it took true courage for her to continue on.

He knew she believed she was running toward her own death. The look of fear on her face indicated as much. One life for twelve. Weren’t those her exact words? Connor had been thoroughly confused by her behavior. She was Haynesworth’s daughter, wasn’t she? Yet, she wasn’t like any of the English he’d ever known. In all his years of battles, he’d never witnessed a single act of true courage by any of the English . . . until today. He thought about mentioning that remarkable fact to her, then changed his mind. He didn’t believe it would be a good idea to talk to her just yet. The woman was going to have to get past her fear of him before she would be able to understand a word he said. Aye, silence was prudent now.

He clasped his hands behind his back and patiently waited for her to get hold of herself. He wondered if she still believed he was a demon. The look in her eyes suggested she might, and it took a good deal of restraint not to smile, so ludicrous was the notion.

She really was going to have to become accustomed to being around him. Hell, he planned to bed her that evening, but he wasn’t going to tell her his plan now. She was going to be his wife, no matter how long it took him to get her to agree in front of the priest. If necessary, he would waste the rest of the day waiting for her to calm down enough to listen to him.

Brenna was determined to hide her fear and thought she’d been successful thus far. She couldn’t tell if he was a handsome devil or an ugly-as-sin one. She couldn’t quite get past the blue paint to notice. She certainly noticed his eyes, though, but only because they were the color of darkness and as warm and soothing as a fist coming her way. His bone structure appeared to be intact. He had a straight nose, high cheekbones, and a hard-looking mouth. His hair was overly long, almost shoulder length, and the color of night. Odd, but it appeared to be clean.

She didn’t have any idea how long she’d been staring up at him, and she certainly didn’t notice any movement on his part, yet suddenly his hand was on top of hers. She stupidly looked down as he pulled her hand out from behind her back, and watched him gently pry her dagger away from her fingers.

She assumed he’d either keep the weapon or toss it away to show her his obvious physical superiority, and she was, therefore, astonished when he replaced the dagger in the leather sheath she wore hooked to the ornate belt draped around the tilt of her hips.

“Thank you,” she whispered before she could stop herself.

What in thunder was the matter with her? Why was she thanking him? He’d just scared the curl out of her hair. Shouldn’t she be giving him a blistering for the terror he’d caused her?

Lord, she was out of her mind if she thought she could give him a piece of her mind. How could she shout at him when she couldn’t even find her voice? Besides, her little dagger wouldn’t have done him any real harm. That was probably the reason he let her keep it. The strength radiating from the giant suggested he wouldn’t even flinch if she tried to injure him.

But, the giant wasn’t a god or a demon. He was just a man, very primitive and frightening, yet still just a man. Besides, anyone with a pinch of sense knew women were smarter than men. Her mother had shared that bit of wisdom with her daughters on many occasions, although never in the presence of their father. Mother was always honest, sometimes to a fault. She was also very kind and would, therefore, never say anything that would hurt any man’s feelings.

Brenna wasn’t going to follow her mother’s example. She would try to be a little kind, but she wouldn’t be completely honest. She’d never get out of this mess if she told the truth.

“I don’t remember you.”

He shrugged. He obviously didn’t care if she remembered him or not.

“There seems to be a misunderstanding,” she began again. “I wasn’t waiting for you to answer my proposal.” Her voice sounded stronger now.

“I was just a child back then. Surely you haven’t been considering my request all these many years.” Didn’t the man have anything better to think about? “Your men were jesting with me, weren’t they?”

He shook his head. Her throat began to ache with her need to shout at him. Apparently he was as demented as his followers, though far less convivial. How was she ever going to get through to him?

Her father would kill her if he ever found out about her marriage proposals. The thought actually worried her for a second or two before she realized how ridiculous it was. Papa would have to get in line to do her in, behind the stone-silent warrior, his followers . . . and MacNare. Good God, she’d forgotten about him. MacNare was bound to be furious when he found out about his intended bride’s audacity.

Brenna could see only one way out of her predicament. She had to find a way to make the barbarian understand.

“I have to leave now. Laird MacNare might not be understanding if I’m late. He’s supposed to be sending an escort to meet me. I wouldn’t want to see any of you harmed because of a little misunderstanding.”

The outcast suddenly reached out and took hold of her. His big hands settled on her shoulders in a firm grip, a silent message, she supposed, that she wasn’t going anywhere until he was ready to let her. He wasn’t hurting her though, and in fact, he was being extremely gentle.

She frowned up at him while she tried to make sense out of the madness surrounding her.

“Your arrival here has absolutely nothing to do with the proposals I sent, isn’t that right? You have another motive in mind.”

Nothing. Not a word, not a nod, not even a blink. Was she talking to a tree?

She could feel the heat building in her face, knew frustration was the reason for her blush, and let out a thoroughly loud, unladylike sigh that sounded very like a groan.

“All right, we will assume you’re here because of my proposals. As I explained to you just a minute ago, I don’t remember meeting you. One of my sisters knew all about my foolishness. She told me I’d been worrying about never finding a husband, though I doubt I even understood what husbands were for, and so to ease my worry, Joan told me what to do. She never supposed I’d go through with the plan; but now that I think about it, this is my father’s fault because he told me he’d never be able to find any man who would put up with me, and it’s your fault too, sir, because you smiled at me. I truly don’t remember anything else about our meeting, just your smile. I’ll always remember that. In England, you must understand, proper ladies do not ask gentlemen to marry them. It just isn’t done,” she added in a near shout. “As God is my witness, I really don’t have enough strength left in me to go through this explanation again.”

“What did you say to the messenger, mi’lady? Do you remember the exact words of your last proposal?” She recognized Quinlan’s voice behind her.

How in thunder could she possibly remember? Hadn’t any of them been listening?

She couldn’t turn to face Quinlan because their leader still had hold of her, and he didn’t seem to be the least bit inclined to let go.

“I probably said, ‘Will you marry me?’ ”

Connor smiled. He pulled her toward him, lowered his head, and kissed her just long enough to stun her.

He lifted his head then, looked into her eyes, and finally spoke to her.

“Yes, Brenna. I will marry you.”