The Wedding

Davis swore to Quinlan that he never would have allowed his mistress to even look at their laird’s stallion if he had known what she intended to do. She hadn’t understood why her husband would leave the horse behind, and Davis was happy to explain that the stallion needed to rest and feed because he’d been ridden so hard. She suggested the beast needed a little pampering as well, and Davis hadn’t disagreed with her.

When she asked him if she could take the stallion out for a little stroll, he made her give him every assurance she meant only to walk the black up the hill and back so he could get a little exercise and attention. The stallion had obviously taken to her. Why, the way he let her lead him to the stables on the very first day of her arrival proved he had accepted her, and hadn’t her skill handling the horse been apparent to just about everyone?

Watching the docile way the animal pranced up the hill at her side had assured Davis he had made the right decision. His suspicions surely would have been aroused if Lady Brenna had asked him for a saddle, but she hadn’t asked, now had she?

“I’m not saying our mistress out and out lied to me, Quinlan. That ain’t what I’m saying, or even suspecting. I’m thinking she must have changed her mind once she walked over the crest. The notion must have struck her then, and she couldn’t resist giving it a try. Don’t you worry though. I won’t be so easily swayed again, but I’m not even thinking she might try to lie to me. I’m just saying she might get another one of her notions again. That’s all.”

Quinlan accepted Davis’s explanation. Like the stablemaster, he wasn’t concerned his mistress would ever take such a chance again, because he thought she’d finally come to her senses after the scare she had flying through the air like an eagle suddenly deprived of its wings.

And so, the very next day, while he was checking on the progress of the soldiers working on the wall, she took the stallion out for a nice stroll once again. Because she was walking with such a stiff gait, Davis didn’t suffer a moment’s worry.

But then, he hadn’t realized his mistress was completely daft. At least that was the excuse he whispered to Quinlan, begging his forgiveness all the while because he knew he shouldn’t criticize his laird’s dear wife.

“She tricked me, she did,” Davis told his commander. “I’m not saying she looked me right in the eye and lied to me. No, that’s not what I’m saying at all. I’m thinking it though, because this time I was real specific with her, firm as I could be, and when I demanded her promise she wouldn’t get up on the beast again, she answered me with a big smile, which told me she agreed with my ruling, because anyone with any sense at all knows a woman doesn’t smile at you after being given an order unless she means to follow it. You don’t have to be worried another minute, Quinlan. I’m on to her now, all right. She won’t be fooling me again.”

She did exactly that the following afternoon. Davis conveniently disappeared as soon as word reached him his mistress was once again riding the stallion.

He needn’t have bothered to hide, as Quinlan finally realized he was going to have to take up the problem himself before his mistress killed herself. Davis simply wasn’t up to it.

Determined to prevent disaster, the soldier had every intention of forbidding Lady Brenna to ever take such a dangerous risk again; yet as he strode through the break in the pines at the crest of the slope, he heard her laughter and began to have misgivings. A second later, he saw her sitting upright on the stallion’s back. The look of joy on her face made him smile, and he stood there a long while watching her, even though he knew he should put an immediate stop to her dangerous antics.

Quinlan waited for her to get up. She didn’t move. He started running down the incline, and he swore later to Crispin that his heart had surely stopped when, just as he was about to reach her, the stallion came charging back.

He was certain the beast would trample her. The big black nudged her instead, and quick as a wink, she rolled over, grabbed hold of the horse’s reins, and burst into laughter.

He took the reins out of her hand, slapped the stallion’s hindquarters to get him to move away from her, and then bent down to offer his hand. “When you didn’t move, I thought you were dead.”

“It’s a game we play. If I stay perfectly still, Willie comes right over to my side, and I can grab hold of his reins. Otherwise, he makes me chase him.”

Quinlan was too distraught to pay attention to a word she said. He kept telling himself not to raise his voice to her—she was his mistress, for the love of God, not his younger sister. “Have you lost your sense?”

After giving her his order, he pulled her to her feet, then stood back while she brushed the dust off her plaid. He wanted her full attention so there wouldn’t be any misunderstandings. “You will not take such a risk again. I want your word you’ll never ride without a saddle, and I assure you, a smile isn’t going to work on me.”

She cut him off. “I certainly could have used your advice yesterday. My grip was off as well, but I have already corrected that problem. Poor Willie. For a while there, he kept tossing his head back at me, and I’m sure he thought I was daft.”

The horse had more sense than his mistress did, Quinlan thought. He was still too upset to consider how uncharitable he was being. “It’s amazing he didn’t trample you to death,” he muttered. “Willie . . . did I hear you call the black Willie?”

“It’s short for William,” she explained. She took the reins away from Quinlan and turned to walk back to the stables. He happened to notice she left one of her shoes behind, picked it up, and handed it to her. She thanked him while she held on to his arm so she could keep her balance slipping the shoe back on.

“I’m naming Willie after my brother. If I don’t mention it to my husband, I’m sure he won’t be bothered. Connor doesn’t like it when I talk about my family.”

“He frowns and tries to change the subject. I’m not certain why he feels the way he does. He can’t dislike them, because he doesn’t know them. Perhaps he just doesn’t care. The topic of my family probably bores him,” she added with a nod.

“I would appreciate it if you wouldn’t mention my name for his horse. Connor can be peculiar about some things, and even though I’m almost certain he won’t be irritated, there’s a slim chance he might.”

“I won’t make a point of telling him, but if he asks, I will explain. Are you going to give me your promise you won’t ride bareback again?”

“What would you do if I gave you my promise and then I deliberately broke it? I would never do such a thing, but I am curious about the consequences.”

“Do I happen to have the authority? Don’t look so stunned. I wasn’t thinking of banishing you, even if you dared to lock me in my room, which, by the way, I happen to know you would never do. I was wondering if I could send someone else away.”

She interpreted his explanation to mean she didn’t have the authority. At least now she knew what she was up against, and she certainly wouldn’t threaten Raen with banishment because he would know she was bluffing. She let out a weary sigh and stared down at the ground while she walked along.

Her disappointment was softened by the recollection that she was only going to resort to such a drastic measure if Raen ever came near her again. Thankfully, she had a plan to keep him at bay.

Quinlan couldn’t understand why his mistress looked so disheartened. “Did you wish to hold such a position of strength, mi’lady?”

Quinlan was relieved, and though he felt like smiling, he didn’t, for fear he would injure her feelings and make her think her problem wasn’t important to him.

“You’re having difficulty with Euphemia, aren’t you?” He didn’t give her time to answer him but continued on with a suggestion he was certain would solve her worry. “It would be appropriate for you to speak to Raen about his mother. I’m certain he’ll talk to her.”

She shook her head again, though far more vehemently. “I should be able to solve this problem, and when Connor returns, I’ll discuss it with him.”

She changed the subject then. “You know that ever since I arrived, I’ve been trying to understand how things are done here. There seems to be a set of regulations everyone else understands but me. I constantly fear I’ll offend someone because of my lack of education about Highlanders, and I could certainly benefit from your instruction.”

“Will you and two others you select join me for the evening meal tonight? We could continue our discussion then, and I could learn about the MacAlisters. I’m one of you now and do want to fit in.”

“I don’t want to show any favoritism, however, and so, each night that Connor is away, if you would please select two other guests, then I could also become acquainted with some of my husband’s followers.”

He heard the desperation in her voice and decided then that Connor’s stepmother must be giving her a very difficult time. He imagined the two women were involved in a minor power struggle and was somewhat surprised that Lady Brenna could become upset so easily. Perhaps her loneliness for her husband was making her anxious. She might even feel as though he had abandoned her. Connor had all but snatched her out of one life and put her down in the center of his.

Time was all his mistress needed to find her way. At least that was what Quinlan hoped would happen. Later that day, however, he began to think the problem was more serious than he’d first estimated. Netta caught him on his way up to the soldiers’ quarters to tell him Lady Brenna was acting peculiar.

“She didn’t hear me knock on her bedroom door, and when I entered, she let out a scream and jumped a foot. ’Tis the truth, she reached for her dagger. She looked terrified, Quinlan.”

The cook’s friend, Brocca, happened to overhear the conversation and quickly joined in. “Ada told me she’s worried mi’lady might be ill. She isn’t eating anything at all. It’s too soon for her to be carrying a bairn,” she added.

Quinlan knew there was a chance both women were exaggerating and decided to wait and see for himself. After observing his mistress push her food around on her trencher and barely eat a morsel, he realized they were right to be concerned. He decided he would take his mistress to see Lady Kincaid the following morning, believing that she would surely find out what was wrong, and if his mistress was really ill, then Lady Kincaid would know how to cure her.

Brenna had no idea Quinlan was so concerned about her. For the first time in several days, she felt much more relaxed. The two soldiers he had chosen to share the honor of dining at the table were older men, who took turns telling stories about the early days. Lady Euphemia was blissfully quiet. She seemed to enjoy the conversation, though. She looked as if she was hanging on every word, and every once in a while she would actually chuckle or nod when one of the guests related a humorous incident she apparently remembered.

Raen acted like an overindulged child who wasn’t getting enough attention. He pouted all through the meal and kept his gaze directed on the table. He ate quickly, and when he was finished, he gave Brenna a hard scowl, slammed his goblet down, and went storming out of the hall.

None of the soldiers seemed at all bothered by Raen’s insolence. Quinlan noticed how weary his mistress looked and decided to call a halt to the evening. A good night’s rest might be all she needed to get her appetite back.

One of the older soldiers offered her his arm and escorted her up the steps. He stood at the landing until she entered her room. When she turned to call out her farewell at her door, she saw Raen lurking in the shadows behind the soldier’s shoulder, but before she could demand to know what he was waiting for, he turned around and hurried into his chamber.

Netta was waiting for her inside the bedroom and called out her greeting before her mistress had even entered so that she wouldn’t be startled again. Before Brenna could ask her why she was waiting for her, the servant explained Euphemia had ordered her to light the candles in the woman’s bedroom each night and assist her in her preparation for bed, and if Netta was going to serve her laird’s stepmother, she sure as certain was going to serve her laird’s wife.

“It’s an honor that I’ve been chosen to work in our laird’s quarters. My Deverick is strutting around like a king, he is, telling everyone who will stop and listen how important he is because his wife has been given such a position in his laird’s home.”

“No, I’m safe now . . . I mean to say, I’m capable of taking care of myself. I do have a quick question to ask before you leave. I was wondering who would be able to make a wooden medallion for me.”

“Alan’s clever with his hands, and I think he’s most qualified to do exactly what you’re wanting. I’ll be happy to take you to him tomorrow if you like.”

Brenna thanked her once again, and as soon as Netta left, Brenna bolted the door. She worked on her sewing for another hour before she went to bed. She had just blown the candles out and pulled up her covers when she heard someone knocking on her door.