Maybe This Will Help

Last week I saw a boy walking home from school

by the side of a busy road, walking against traffic

like he must have been told. On his side of the road,

red flamey leaves hung onto maple trees, the sky

was bright October blue-for-boy. He looked

to be about thirteen, was looking all around,

bare-faced and grinny. His coat was thrown open,

his head thrown back and tossing from side to side,

from time to time his arms lifted and flourished

like a magic wand or a conductor’s wand and he was singing,

right out loud like no one was watching, singing

right out loud for all he was worth.

Or this—

Once I dreamed a beautiful white-haired

woman, speaking to a crowd under a tree.

She had a formula, she had a way

of writing books, books everyone would want

to read, to buy, so if you could learn to write

her way, soon enough you’d have

all the money you’d need. But I came late

to the meeting. By the time I reached

the edge of the crowd already she was

being hurried away. I ran after her, shouting,

so great was my need. She wouldn’t

stop for me, but she turned her head

and called back over her shoulder,

Just write me twenty or thirty

beautiful words.

As for the laying on of hands,

I know of a place here in the center

of town where if you stand

in the clear, palms up

and full of black oil sunflower seeds,

chickadees will come and light

and eat from your hand.

Next time you come,

I’ll take you there.