Relief

Stacey's Mom

Tonight reminded me

of school concerts

when she was little and

full of bounce

Up on stage, twirling and

bursting with song,

the fastest reindeer, the

the brightest star

And I would think, that’s my

girl, sprung from me

with such perfection in

every cell.

I’d be the first to leap

to my feet for

for the standing O, blowing

her kisses.

Tonight I didn’t stand,

but I was caught

by the beam of her eyes

piercing mine.

Relief flooded through me

just to know she

was safe and not roaming

in that car

No bigger than a bug,

no protection

in a crash, no escaping

her boyfriend.

I could feel her dad

caught beside me,

pulling pictures from his

memory,

Opening them slowly,

holding his breath,

as though he was scared of

what he’d see.