Syncopation

Unexpected emphasis on weak beats

Mary

I can go to the

cast party now,

because I am one of

the gang.

I don’t need to turn

my shoulders in

and shy away from

people.

Even if I just sit

in a corner and watch

the action and absorb

the fun

I’ll still be okay,

because people look at me

differently now, not

the same

As before when they

didn’t know me,

didn’t know my

music

And just saw me as

some weirdo who never

talked or played

the game

That everyone my age

is supposed to play:

pretending and posing,

the art

Of making yourself

someone who everyone

else wants to get to know,

the way

Stacey does, like a pro,

although tonight she seemed

different, not her usual

loud self.

She even asked me

to wait up for her so we

could walk together to the

party,

Which made me look

around, like maybe

I didn’t get

the joke,

But there was no one around,

just the two of us in the hallway,

eerily quiet and still after

the show.