Trying to Change the World

Christopher

I can’t get the hang

of standingand handing

out the flyers.

I feel I am

being rude

when I say:

Do you know this store

buys from suppliers

who use sweatshops?

I can’t stand

seeing people’s eyes

hit the ground,

or the way they

tuck in their chins

and skulk through

the doors,

some grasping

the flyers, others

waving them away

like wasps.

I try to study

Annabelle

to see how she

does it, her technique

as smooth as honey,

always pleasant,

like she is handing

out candy

and not bad news.

Once or twice she smiles

at me, nods

to encourage me,

and it makes the day

worthwhile,

makes me glad

to be standing

in the October cold

trying to change

the world.

Watching her flick

her hair

out of her eyes

and blow the tips

of her fingers

to keep warm

makes me want

to wrap

myself around her

like the fuzzy blanket

my mom bought

at this store

last week.

At the end of the day,

frozen, we all stop off

for hot chocolate.

When Annabelle

blows a hole into

the whipped cream,

a dab of it clings

to her upper lip.

I want

to lick it off.