In My Pocket

Annabelle

Standing in the parking lot,

waiting for the others to show,

stamping my feet to keep warm,

I peek into a parked car

and see a couple twisting

toward each other.

Suddenly, his face is on top of hers

and he is eating her lips, not stopping

for air, as if they’re kissing

for the last time ever.

I touch the note in my coat pocket,

its corners soft from my fingers

bending, creasing and smoothing

down the paper while I try to figure out

who popped it in there.

I can see the others coming,

placards balanced

on their shoulders,

but all I can wonder

is who actually feels

that way about me

and how can I just be

myself, knowing

somebody does?