Opening Me Up

Annabelle

Christopher

opens me up

like a room

I never knew I had.

Inside

that room is a me

who laughs

and kisses his neck

and combs his hair

with my fingers.

Last night

walking from

his house to mine,

after rehearsal,

counting our steps

but losing track

after two thousand,

the numbers trailing

away in giggles

that turned to kisses

Christopher

said, let’s kiss

every prime number

so we did: 1, 3, 5, 7, 11, 13, 17, 19, 23, 29, 31, 37

until the kisses grew

too far between.

Let’s kiss every

even number, I said

so we did, kissing

every second step

until we were at my door,

the light in my mom’s

room telling me she

was up, waiting.

Hiding

behind a bush

Christopher asked

if I knew how far

we were from

Venus, and when I

shook my head he said,

40,400,000 kilometers

which is how far I feel

from you when you’re here

and I’m at home.

We kissed

behind the bush, away

from the light until

we heard the front

door open and saw

my mom sniff

the night air, as if

she could smell

our wanting

each other

so bad.

Christopher

said 480 degrees—

that’s the temperature

of two things:

Venus and me

right now