Volante

Taking flight

Mary

Only days to go until the show

and even though I no longer seize up

when I sit at the piano, the thought

of playing to a packed house still

makes my stomach flutter like a bunch

of butterflies, trapped and desperate

for escape, colliding and tumbling, wings breaking,

making every bone in my fingers

shake and my mouth turn dry as dust

until all I can do to quell the fear is picture

the wings becoming whole and the insects

soaring, light and breezy, into the sky

making me feel calm and ready to play.