An Absent Friend

Perched on a high stool, the auburn sybil

eats Fig Newtons, elbows on the sink,

the other lively hand exhorting. Think

through these words to silences. Think to refill

the teapot. The water’s come to a boil.

It’s four A.M. Tea steeps. We pour, we drink

it milky, volley talk, talk, link

lines read out loud from some book on the pile

accumulated on the scarred oak table

to some felicity of memory.

The black cat hums like a fridge. The three

daughters are asleep in different rooms.

Through the steamed window on the garden comes

pearl dawnlight, lovely and unremarkable.

Lovely and unremarkable, the clutter

of mugs and books, the almost-empty Fig

Newtons box, thick dishes in a big

tin tray, the knife still standing in the butter,

change like the color of river water

in the delicate shift to day. Thin fog

veils the hedges where a neighbor dog

makes rounds. “Go to bed. It doesn’t matter

about the washing-up. Take this book along.”

Whatever it was we said that night is gone,

framed like a photograph nobody took.

Stretched out on a camp cot with the book,

I think that we will talk all night again

there, or another where, but I am wrong.