She

Is a woman with no face and no name

My birth mother

Everything I know about her

Is in my adoption file

I lived in her womb for nine months

She gave birth to me on December 8th

She was a freshman in college when she had me

She decided not to keep me

She picked my family as her first choice

She could not keep me

She did not want to keep me?

I love her

Some days I hate her

I dream and dream of her everywhere I go