After Everything

It’s always the same.

No liquor in the house.

The last cigar snuffed in its ashes.

And a heavy dose of poems.

At two a.m. you know

that can’t be good for you.

But there I go,

arteries crackling like

artillery when I dial.

East or west.

Central or Pacific.

Chicago, San Antonio, New York.

And when I’m through

hurling words as big as stones,

slashing the air with my tongue,

detonating wives and

setting babies crying.

And when my lovers are finished

telling me—You’re nuts,

Go screw yourself,

Stop yelling and speak English please!

After everything

that’s breakable is broken,

the silence expensive,

the dial tone howling like my heart.