WONDERLAND

Maybe children are always

in training for something.

Always being told to do something

they do not want to do.

Caleb and Michael and I

in jeans and T-shirts and long bangs.

You have to work hard for things

you want

is what parents say,

is what the wind says. The three of us

are skating near the Safeway

and Caleb jumps

off his skateboard,

walks across the street, walks right up

to this other kid and starts

beating him. All hands and legs.

Then he stops. Something stops

inside him. He comes back,

a father

breathing hard, his face like a door slammed shut,

and crosses the street,

returns to us,

some good news

with blood on his shirt,

Attila the Hun smiling, skating

home toward the seventh grade.