13

Blinking away the streaks of blue in his vision, Ren stared at the moon of Erden. A jagged slice through the rock separated the two largest pieces, and debris floated around it in a loose array. The moon was small compared to the planet and the larger drifts Ren had seen, and thus the gravity was less heavy. Ren had stared at this very rock for many of his formative years, wondering what the view would be from another angle. He had it now, and, for all the mysticism that surrounded it on Erden, seeing it this way, a hunk of rock spinning slowly amid a backdrop of stars, much of that mystery was lost. Yet, it was no less beautiful—a reminder of the home Ren once had.

“Erden,” Liam said, from behind Ren.

Ren startled and turned his focus away from the moon. In the corner of the vid screen, Erden was a blue and green sphere. It was stunning, but the memories of the last time Ren had been there bombarded him and made his gut sink to his knees.

“Ren, what did you do? How did we get here? Was that you?”

Darby, for all her glitches, was probably the most socially aware, and pulled Liam away and off the bridge. “Let me tell you all about your brothers freaky science-magic.

“You okay?” Asher asked.

“Yeah,” Ren answered. “It was the farthest place I could think of, and there arent any drifts nearby for Millicent to attack.

“We can hide in the fissure,” Lucas said, arms straining as he piloted the ship closer to the moon. “Good call, Ren.

“Thanks.

“Now what?” Rowan asked, lounging in her chair. “We cant keep running. The Corps will eventually find us, and, after that stunt, we’re wanted fugitives.

“Asher and I were already wanted.

“We were all wanted once the Corps figured out it was us on Bara,” Lucas added. He piloted the ship into a cove between the two parts of the moon. The rough rock cast the ship in shadow, but Ren could still see Erden on the view screen.

“True,” Rowan tapped her foot. “We need a plan.

Ren was at a loss. He had pledged to help everyone he could, but he had his brother back now. He had Asher and the crew. He didnt want to risk them, and any action that put them at risk was that much harder.

“Um…” Lucas said, tapping on his console. “We’re getting a message.

“From whom?” Rowan tapped her mouth.

Lucas spun around in his chair. “Your mother.

“Oh.” Rowan and Asher shared a glance. “That cant be good.

Asher wiped his hair from his forehead, then caught Rens hand in his own. He laced their fingers, and Ren held on.

Rowan crossed her legs and straightened her posture. She cleared her throat and gestured toward Lucas. “On screen.

Ren held his breath. The screen blinked on, wavered, and then focused on Councilor Morgan and General VanMeerten. Dressed in her uniform, her gray hair pulled back in a severe bun, VanMeerten loomed. The harshness of her scar was matched by the cruelty of her frown.

“What have you done?” she shouted.

Rowan tented her fingers. “I have no idea what you’re talking about.

“Dont play coy with me, Rowan. I will have you thrown into prison. You and your brother and your crew and—” she sucked in a breath, “you.” She eyed Ren as if he was a bug under a magnifying glass. “You were dead. I saw the footage of your bloody and lifeless body. How are you alive?”

“Dont answer that,” Rowan snapped. She stood and crossed her arms. “Do you need something, General, or are you here just to yell at me and threaten my crew?”

Her face went nearly purple with rage. “Perilous Space housed dangerous criminals and star hosts and you have set them loose on the Corps and the drifts to fall into league with that girl.

“That girl is your problem. Not the people you had falsely imprisoned. And we didnt do anything criminal unless correcting an injustice is considered wrong. We freed a young man whom the Corps had taken from his home village planet-side. Last time I read the law, not only was kidnapping a crime, but planetary affairs were out of Corps’ jurisdiction. You didnt belong on Erden, you didnt belong on Crei, and you didnt belong on Bara.” Rowan tapped her foot. “Now, if you are only here to scream, Ill end this call now.

Councilor Morgan reached out. “No, dont. Theres more.” She looked worse for wear. Though she was dressed in her usual finery, the lines around her mouth and eyes had deepened in the days since theyd last talked. She wore her makeup caked thick to hide the stress evident under her eyes. She swirled a wine glass and took a gulp. “Theres more,” she said, quietly.

“Get on with it then. I have a business to run.

VanMeerten narrowed her eyes. “Since your little stunt, the star host named Millicent has attacked yet another drift. She continues to vent Corps soldiers and then uses her power to take over the electrical and mechanical systems on the drift. She scares the residents into complying and has an army of zealots behind her. Our efforts have been ineffective.

“What?” Ren asked. “Zag hasnt been able to shoot her? How surprising.

“It worked on you,” VanMeerten said, the lines around her mouth deepening with her frown. “Except it seems death didnt stick.

Ashers hand flexed around Rens own. “You mean when you betrayed me and instead of going after Vos and Millicent, the very girl who is exacting her revenge on you right now, you decided to attempt murder on the person who was not the threat.

“Not a threat?” VanMeerten scoffed. “As I understand it, hes more dangerous than the others combined.

“You betrayed us.” Asher said, not yielding. “You betrayed me.

“You were working both sides from the beginning, Morgan.” She slammed her fist on the desk. “Dont think I didnt know that your allegiance was always with him and never with the Corps.

“That wasnt always true, General. But when you left me in a cell for a year on a planet, injured and afraid, a hostage to a man who wanted to build an army and wage war, then yes, my allegiance changed to the person who actually cared enough to free me.” Ashers eyes flickered to his mother, who had grown even paler. “But instead of rehashing everything the Corps has done wrong since the beginning, lets talk now. What do you want?”

“Shes powerful,” Councilor Morgan said. She finished her glass of wine and poured another one. “And you’re right, the Corps efforts have been unsuccessful. We need help. You can help.

“We decline,” Rowan said. She smiled sweetly. “Sorry.

Councilor Morgan squinted at the screen. “Youd allow one of your kind to wreak destruction on innocent people.

Ren bristled. “Thats implying that Corps soldiers are innocents. Shes otherwise left the residents alone. And why would I want to interfere with a duster doing good?”

Ren lied. He lied and kept a smile plastered to his face, but his stomach churned. He hated the idea of Millicent killing anyone. He hated the idea that she was using her power for her own gain and scaring people and giving people reason to fear technopaths. He planned to stop her, but it would be on his own terms, on his own time.

“I think you have your answer, Mother, and General,” Asher said, clutching Rens hand tighter. “Unless, well, we may be persuaded.

Rowan tapped her chin, sharing a glance with Asher. “You know, you might be right. We could be persuaded. But so far all I’ve heard is a bunch of yelling and no offer.

VanMeerten sputtered. “Pirates! You are nothing but filthy pirates!”

Rowan cocked her head to the side. “So you’ve said. But I also know that I’ve lost a lot of potential jobs because of your incompetence. And I wouldnt mind a little compensation.

“If you dont assist, then there will not be any drifts left for you to run trade between. Your living will become obsolete.

“There are planets and, so far, I have a fairly good reputation with all the dusters I know.” Rowan shrugged. “There may be a little longer transit time, but, hey, when I have a technopath on board, I dont foresee that as being much of a problem.” She winked, and her lips pulled into a smug smile.

General VanMeerten put her hands on her hips and huffed. Councilor Morgan hid a grin behind her glass.

“What do you know about her?” Councilor Morgan took another long drink of the dark liquid, then set the glass on her desk. She brushed her blond hair from her shoulder. “What is her weakness?” She zeroed in on Ren. “What can we do to defeat her? Or persuade her from continuing her rampage?”

“Dont answer that,” Rowan said. “I havent heard a number yet.

“Rowan!” her mother snapped. “This isnt a game.

“No, its not. We offered information last time, and you dismissed us. We tried to warn you a year ago, and again, you dismissed us. If you want our help, then we want a deal.

“Fine!” VanMeerten glared. “What do you want?”

Ren swallowed. “I want my brother and myself to be left alone. I want a place on a drift, and your promise that the Corps will stop trying to imprison myself and other peaceful star hosts. I want the planets to be left alone and allowed to govern themselves without interference from the Corps unless thats requested. I want you to apologize to me and the others.

“I want credits,” Rowan said. “Lots of credits.

“I want an honorable discharge.” Ashers shoulders tightened. “And an apology wouldnt go amiss either.

VanMeerten pressed her lips together in a tight, white line. “I can arrange a discharge. I can arrange credits. I cannot speak to the other requests.

Ren inwardly wilted, and his face drained of color. He should’ve known. Even if he bargained, hed never be free.

“You cant apologize?” Rowan asked. “I find that hard to believe.

VanMeerten clenched her jaw, and a tremble appeared in the hinges. “I cant speak to Corps policies. I cannot grant blanket amnesty to dangerous individuals and I cannot withdraw all the troops on planets as I am not the only individual who makes those decisions.

“Ren is not dangerous,” Asher said. “Neither is his brother. And neither are the ones who had lived quietly in hiding until the Corps began to drag them out. Vos took advantage of a situation the Corps created. Surely, you see that.

“I can give amnesty to Ren and his brother. No one else. And I will remove troops from Erden.

Ren shook his head. “I wont advocate just on my behalf. It has to be all or none.

“Can you even stop her? You cant expect us to bargain so much away when we dont even know the extent of your power. And will you stop her? We cant trust you. You all lied, and you attacked an encampment.

“Ren,” Rowan said, lifting her chin, “show them.

Ren swallowed. He disentangled from Ashers hand, not wanting to hurt Ashers mechanical shoulder accidentally. He took a deep breath and called upon the anger that welled within him due to this conversation, the frustration, and the fear and he concentrated on shaking apart, vibrating into pieces, as he collapsed inward. It came to him more easily, and his vision went blue, then violet, darker by degrees as he crumpled, and then his star exploded outward. A rainbow of sparks dripped from his fingers, and his vision swam in technicolor.

The comms crackled with energy and power, and he reverberated across the cluster, stretched along the communication feeds, and into the councilors office. It was the farthest hed ever gone, and he was weak scattered out along the lines, but he flickered in their lights.

“What are you?” VanMeerten asked, voice breathless with horror.

“I am a star.

“Ren,” Asher took his hand. “Come back.

Ren retracted into his body in seconds and let the power go. He heaved in a breath and locked his knees to keep from staggering. The action left him weak, but he refused to show it, not in front of VanMeerten.

“Impressive,” Councilor Morgan said. “But can you stop her?”

“I dont know,” Ren admitted. “She has abilities that I dont. But I’ve learned more since I last faced her.

“Then what good are you?” VanMeerten sneered. “Why should we waste our efforts on you?”

Rowan raised a finger. “Because everything else you’ve tried has led to people being killed. You’ve been utter dirt at protecting the drifts. We’ve seen it. And you need help.

“We have another ally,” Asher said, shouldering forward. “And he wont work with you without us. Without Ren. Between the three of us, we can work something out.

VanMeerten sniffed, but the apprehension in her features softened. “And what? Youll arrange a meeting?”

“Yes,” Ren said. He caught the look Asher and Rowan shared, but ignored them for the time being. “Yes, if you promise. Promise me youll back off and let us live.

“A moment.” Councilor Morgan placed her palm over the camera and Ren heard a hurried whispered conversation. Rolling his eyes, Ren boosted the sound, and the conversation came loud and clear over the Star Streams comm.

“Handy,” Rowan said with tight smile.

With a huff, Councilor Morgan pulled her hand away. “Speak, Grace.

The general straightened the jacket of her uniform. The medals on her chest gleamed; the braided ropes over her shoulders pulled taut.

“An honorable discharge for Asher. Credits for Rowan.” Her left eye ticked. “And a pardon for the technopath and his brother. Warrants and files deleted. Thats all I will promise. If you succeed, well negotiate for the other pieces.” She cleared her throat. “Does that sound fair?”

“You forgot the apology,” Rowan said sweetly. “I think we all deserve one, but especially Asher and Ren.

VanMeerten grumbled but the councilor knocked her arm into the generals back. “Fine. On behalf of the Corps, I apologize for the treatment you’ve both received.

“Work on the apology,” Asher said. “For when we arrange the meeting. Id like it to be more specific and sincere.

“Otherwise? Do we have a deal?”

Asher wrapped his arm around Rens shoulder. “What do you say?”

It wasnt enough. It wouldnt ever be enough. But his family would be taken care of. Maybe… maybe she would bend when Millicent and Vos were finally dealt with.

“Fine. With further negotiation understood once the threat has been neutralized.

“Yes,” VanMeerten agreed. “And how will you arrange this meeting? It needs to happen fast and—”

“Well take care of it,” Ren interrupted. “Well contact you when we’re ready.

She nodded. “Fine. Dont dawdle.

Rowan cut he feed. “Dont be such a cog,” Rowan muttered once the screen winked out. “Who does she think she is?”

“I think she is the head of a military organization,” Lucas said from his seat. “That was intense.

Ren had forgotten he was there, but was glad he was another witness to their deal.

“Did you record that?” Asher asked.

“Sure thing. I hit that button as soon as she popped up on the screen. Damn, shes scary.

“Shes not scary when you know what scares her.” Ren leaned into Ashers side. “Shes afraid of me.

“So,” Rowan sat heavily in her chair and slumped, “how are we going to arrange a meeting with an escaped convict and us and a general who would as soon see us all thrown into jail as smile at us. We cant go to them. I dont trust VanMeerten.

“I dont trust Vos. Hell turn on us as soon as he gets a chance. And if he managed to free Abiathar, he could turn Ren against us, or any other star host he may have freed.

Ren bit his lip. “Well use a dream.

“What?” Rowan stood. “Well do what?”

“My brother can enter dreams. My powers dont work there. I’m certain he could find Vos. He might not remember, but hes done it before in the prison. And we know where VanMeerten is hanging out.

“That was Mothers office.

“Can he get all of us there? Would it be safe?”

Ren shrugged. “It would be safer than a physical meeting.

“Well ask him.

“Not now,” Ren said. “He needs to rest. Hes been through a lot.

“Soon though. VanMeerten is right. We cant dawdle. Millicent has three drifts under her control that we know of. And with each passing moment, Vos is either getting farther into hiding or starting to rebuild his own forces.

“Ill talk to him tonight.

_

The rest of the day passed uneventfully. Restless, Ren stayed in the cargo bay, rifled through the crate Ollie had bought him before the incident, and fixed the spare parts he could and trashed the ones he couldnt. Asher left him to his thoughts. Liam rested, and Ren checked in on him often, traveling through the circuits to watch the slow rise and fall of his chest. He slept like the dead, sprawled out, unmoving, leaden in the sheets—the sleep of the truly exhausted. Ren intimately knew the feeling.

Ren dreaded asking Liam to use his power to help them. Hed been manipulated by the Corps, tortured if he didnt comply, and resisted in his own small ways. And now he was rescued, only to be asked to do the same thing. Lost in thought and work, Ren didnt notice the passing of time until Asher touched his arm.

“Ren?”

Ren blinked, and Asher frowned. “I’m going to bed. Are you okay?”

“Yeah, I just… lost track of time.

“Not like before?”

“Huh?” Ren set a piece of tech aside. “No, not like before. Thinking about Liam.

“Ah,” Asher sat next to him. “Do you want talk about it?”

Ren scrubbed a hand over the back of his head. “Not really. I need to talk to him.

“You do.

“I dont have much time.

“You dont.

Those were the facts and Ren appreciated Asher for confirming them and not trying to pry anything else out of him or try to offer unwanted platitudes.

“Talk to him, Ren. If he doesnt want to help us, thats fine. It means we have to figure out another way. We can do that.

Sighing, Ren stood. He checked the feeds and was surprised to find Liam was gone from the room hed been assigned and was on the bridge. Lucas was there as well, tapping away at his console, but otherwise, they were silent.

“Okay. Ill see you in a few minutes.

Ashers mouth tipped up in a grin. “Ill wait for you.

Ren padded up the metal steps from the bay into the heart of the ship. He passed the common area, where Penelope and Darby played a card game, laughing at each other, then walked down the hall past the crew quarters. He jumped up the small set of steps and ducked onto the bridge.

Lucas looked up from his calculations and stood. He didnt say a word, only acknowledged Ren with a tip of his chin and a small pat to the shoulder as he walked past.

Liam stood at the viewing screen, dressed in clothes that didnt belong to him, barefoot, and swaying like an apparition.

Ren waited a few moments before addressing him.

“Hey, how are you doing?”

Liam didnt turn around.

“I’m fine.

“Thats good.” Ren knotted his hands behind his back. “I need to talk—”

“Its right there.” Liam pressed his hand to the viewing screen. “I want to go home.

Ren wandered toward the screen. “I know.

“When you were there last, did you see anyone other than our parents? People from the village?”

Ren crossed his arms. “A few. Our home isnt there anymore, Liam. The village is gone. Our house… well, it was standing, barely, but I doubt it is any longer.

“Well rebuild it. Dad and I can. I know you two didnt always get along, but between the three of us, we could fix it.

“Liam—”

“You could convince Sorcha and Jakob to move the village back to the lake. Theyd listen to you.

“I dont think—”

“Mom told me she was sorry for everything that happened in the laurels.” Liam cast a look over his shoulder to Ren. “She wanted me to tell you. I talked to her through my dreams, when I could. She was harder to contact than you were, and I think it had something to do with her power. I’ve been too exhausted to try for the past few weeks. Shell be worried.

“I’m sorry.

“I want to go home. Please?” He turned wide, wounded eyes to Ren. “We could run down there, and you can drop me off. Or you could transport us. I know you can. I saw that you can.

Ren ducked his head. “We’re not going to Erden. We dont know whats happening down there or where our friends are.

“Ren—”

“I said no,” Ren snapped. “We’re not going. We have other things to deal with. We have other things to do than worry about anyone planet-side.

Liams features screwed up in anger. His cheeks went red, and his lips trembled. “Just because you dont want it to be your home anymore doesnt mean you can keep me from going. I want to go to the lake. I want to see Mom and Dad. I want to be back on the soil.

“Liam, thats not why.

“Yes, it is! Just because you hate it doesnt mean I do!”

Ren sighed. He scrubbed a hand over his face. “Liam, I dont want to fight with you. Ill get you home. I promise. But later. Too much is at stake right now.

Liam crossed the room and pushed Ren hard in the shoulder. Ren staggered back.

“You just want to use me like they did, dont you? I heard you talking to that general. She needs you, and you need me.

Stricken, tears sprang to Rens eyes. “Thats not true.” His voice shook.

“Liar!” Liam pushed again. “Liar! Come on!” He pushed until Rens back hit the bulkhead. “Fight back! I know you can! You never did at home, but I’ve seen you now. I know what you can do!”

Pushing his forearm across Rens chest, Liam pinned him against the metal. Rens heart slammed against his ribs.

“Liam, stop.

“Why? Why should I? Thats how it works up here, right? You got what you wanted by fighting; maybe thats what I have to do.

Ren pushed against Liams shoulders. “Will you cut it out? You’re right. I dont want to go back to Erden. I dont want to take you there. Happy?”

“No! I want to go home! Why wont you let me?”

“Because I just got you back!” Ren shouted. Tears threatened to spill down his cheeks. “You may have spent a year in that prison, but I’ve been in chains and chased across a countryside. I’ve been possessed by a ship. I was betrayed, and I was murdered, and the whole time I looked for you. I wouldnt stop looking for you.

Liam shoved Ren one last time. His elbow caught Ren in his wound; then he released him and stalked across the deck. The pain stole Rens air, and he gasped, knees weak.

“What? Is that supposed to make me feel guilty?”

“No,” Ren said. “Its supposed to make you feel loved.

Liam bowed his head and covered his eyes with one hand. His shoulders shook. Tentatively, Ren came up behind Liam and touched his back.

“You’re my brother. You’re my family. You’re the only family I have.

“Thats not true,” Liam said, voice thick.

“Our mother and your father arent… they’re not… I dont think…”

“Not them,” Liam said, saving Ren from having to find the thoughts and feelings associated with his mother and stepfather. “The crew. This crew are your family. Asher is your family. I… dont have that.

“You could have that. They’ve spent almost as much time looking for you as I have. They welcome everyone who wants to be a part of the crew.

Liam shook his head. “I dont want them to be my family. I have one.” He pointed to Erden. “There.

Ren closed his eyes and blew out a breath. “You’re right. Its not just that we dont have time. I need you. I need your power. I cant let you leave, yet.

“I know.” Liam shrugged. “You want me to arrange a meeting between those people.

“I do.

“So you can kill her.

“I dont want to. I dont want to kill her. And maybe we can disarm her and keep her from hurting anyone else.

“And if you’re not able to.

“Thats why we need to have a meeting. To go over our options.

“I thought you hated the Corps and Baron Vos.

Ren smiled ruefully. “The enemy of my enemy is my friend. And VanMeerten promised shed let us go if I do this. If I help them, they will let you go home and theyll give Asher a discharge, and Rowan will be able to do business again.

“And you?”

“Ill get to be free.

Liams brow furrowed. “What are you planning?”

“I’m not planning anything.

Liams defensive posture dropped. “You’re a bad liar.” He waved his hand. “Dont. I just… you need to consider Asher before you make any big sweeping decisions. He loves you.

“I am considering him.

“Okay. I just think hed be happier with you than without you.

Ren didnt have any intention of leaving, of dying again. But he wasnt naïve. He was a supernova, destined to explode. “I’m sorry for not telling you everything,” Ren said. “You’re not a child anymore.

“Neither are you.” Liam smiled sadly. “Sorry for pinning you against the wall and thanks for not frying me or something.

“It doesnt work like that.

“Sure, it doesnt. You could’ve totally toasted me, and I would’ve deserved it.

Ren ruffled Liams hair, and Liam ducked, laughing, and batted Ren away. “Go to bed,” Ren said. “You’ve had a trying day.

“Yeah, in a bit. I want to stay and look a little longer.

Ren knocked his shoulder in Liams. “Okay. Night.

“Night, big brother.

Ren left the bridge and headed to the crew quarters. In the crew hallway, Asher waited, feet twitching on the deck plate, arms crossed over his bare chest, hair sticking up.

“I heard shouting.

Ren looped his hand through the crook of Ashers elbow. “Everything is fine.” He tugged Asher back toward their room.

“Are you lying to me?”

Ren stopped short.

“We made a promise we would be upfront and wouldnt hide things anymore. You lied to me at the prison.

“Come on,” Ren said. “I want another night of sleeping with you before things get out of control again.

Asher followed, frowning. Once inside their room, Ren guided him to the bed.

“I’m not lying,” Ren said. “I didnt tell you about feeling the trouble on the top floor because I was scared youd have us abandon Liam when we were so close. I was afraid. I’m sorry.

Asher sat heavily on the edge of the bed. “I wouldnt have done that.

“I know.

“And now?”

Ren lowered next to him, their bodies flush from hip to knee. “The others in the debris told me that I am a supernova.

“What does that mean?”

“Its what I did on the bridge. If I allow myself, I will collapse and explode outward. Its why everything is burning darkly now. It makes me more powerful, and its how I can defeat Millicent. I can overwhelm her, maybe.

“But?”

Ren winced. “Supernovas explode.

“Youll… explode.

“Not literally,” Ren said. “I dont think. My power might become too much and Ill…” Ren mimed a blast with his hands.

“Huh,” Asher said. “So, you’re at risk of losing your humanity if you become too entrenched in the ship, which I’ve seen and is frankly terrifying, or you might tear your star to pieces trying to defeat Millicent.” Asher laughed. “Nothing is easy with you.

“You’re not mad?”

“I’m confused and frightened, to be blunt.” He shrugged. “But what can I do? Other than protect you and be at your side.” He twined their fingers. “Ill be your anchor when you need one. And Ill piece you back together like a puzzle if I have to.

Ren blinked. “Are you serious?”

“Absolutely.

Ren smiled, the relief of Ashers words a balm to his worry and anxiety. “I cant believe you.

“I told you, Ren. You’re it for me. And Ill want to be with you in all your weirdness, whatever form that takes—star host or supernova. Get it through your thick skull, you idiot duster.

Laughing, Ren tackled Asher to the bed. “I love you, you arrogant drifter.

“You better,” Asher said, rolling Ren off of him.

Propped up on his elbow, Ren faced Asher. “I cant wait to have a life with you. When this is all over, I want you and me, on a drift, living together and being us.

“Sounds perfect.” Asher pulled their clasped hands and hugged them to his chest. “But until then, get some rest.