FIVE YEARS AGO
MERIT
THE night Victor died, Sydney couldn’t sleep.
Dominic had taken a handful of pills, washing them down with whiskey before collapsing on the couch, and it was only a matter of minutes before Mitch, bruised and bloody and a thousand miles away, sank into his own fitful doze.
But Syd sat up, with Dol at her feet, thinking of Victor’s body in the morgue, of Serena’s charred corpse in the Falcon Price lot, until finally she gave up on sleep entirely, tugged on her boots, and snuck outside.
It was just before dawn when Sydney reached the Falcon Price project. The darkest part of the night, Serena used to say. The time when monsters and ghosts came out.
The construction project was marked off with crime scene tape.
Sydney folded herself small and slipped behind the plywood fence, into the gravel lot. The police were gone, the noise and lights were gone, the chaos of the night reduced to numbered markers, and drying blood, and a white plastic tent.
Inside that tent, Serena’s body. What was left of it. The fire had been hot—hot enough to reduce most of her sister to blackened skin and brittle bones. Syd knew the fire was out, but as she reached a hand into the charred remains, she still half expected the bones to burn her. But there was no heat, no warmth, no promise of life. Half of the bones had already crumbled, others threatened to fold under the barest touch, but here and there a few pieces retained their strength.
Sydney started digging.
She just wanted a token, something to remember her sister, a piece to hold on to. It wasn’t until she was elbows-deep in the scorched heap that she realized what she was really doing.
Looking for a way to bring Serena back.
* * *
SYDNEY started dying, but only in her dreams.
The nightmares began when they left Merit. Night after night, she’d close her eyes and find herself back on the frozen lake, the one that had cracked and broken and swallowed her and her sister up three years before.
In her dreams, Serena was a shadow on the far shore, arms crossed and waiting, watching, but Syd was never alone on the ice. Not at first. Dol stayed close, licking at the frozen ground, while Dom and Mitch and Victor formed a loose circle around her.
And in the distance, walking toward them across the lake, a man with broad shoulders and warm brown hair, an easy stride and a friendly smile.
Eli, who never aged, never changed, never died.
Eli, who made every hair on her neck stand on end in a way the cold never did.
“It’s okay, kid,” said Dom.
“We’re here,” said Mitch.
“I won’t let him hurt you,” said Victor.
They were all lying in the end.
Not because they meant to, but because they couldn’t make it true.
The lake made a sound like branches breaking in the woods. The ice began to splinter beneath their feet.
“Get back!” she called, and she didn’t know if she was talking to them or to Eli, but it didn’t matter. Nobody listened.
Eli made his way across the lake, coming for them, for her. The ice stayed smooth and solid beneath him, but every time he took a step, someone else disappeared.
Step.
The lake shattered beneath Dominic.
Step.
Mitch sank like a stone.
Step.
Dol crashed and went under.
Step.
Victor plunged down.
Step.
One by one they drowned.
Step.
And then she was alone.
With Eli.
Sometimes he had a knife.
Sometimes he had a gun.
Sometimes he had a length of rope.
But Sydney’s hands were always empty.
She wanted to fight back, wanted to hold her ground, wanted to face the monster, but her body always betrayed her. Her boots always turned toward the shore, slipping and skidding as she ran.
Sometimes she almost made it.
Sometimes she wasn’t even close.
But no matter what she did, the dream always ended the same.