At the Stilli’s Mouth

This river ground to quiet in Sylvana.

Here, the quick birds limp and age

or in flight run out of breath and quit.

Poplars start and then repeat the wind

and wind repeats the dust that cakes the girl

who plays a game of wedding in the road

where cars have never been. The first car

will be red and loaded with wild grooms.

August rain says go to blackmouth,

violate the tin piled derelict against

the barn and glowing like the luck

a fugitive believed until he found

this land too flat for secrets

and the last hill diving on him

like a starved bird. The crude dike,

slag and mud and bending out of sight,

left gray the only color for the sky,

wind the only weather, neo-Holland

printed with no laughter on the map.

That hermit in the trailer at the field’s

forgotten corner, he has moments, too—

a perfect solo on a horn he cannot play,

applauding sea, special gifts of violets

and cream. In bed at 5 P.M.

he hears the rocks of children on his roof

threatening his right to waste his life.

With the Stilli this defeated and the sea

turned slough by close Camano, how can water die

with drama, in a final rich cascade,

a suicide, a victim of terrain, a martyr?

Or need it die? Can’t the stale sea tunnel,

climb and start the stream again

somewhere in the mountains where the clinks

of trickle on the stones remind the fry

ending is where rain and blackmouth runs begin?

Now the blackmouth run. The Stilli quivers

where it never moved before. Willows

change to windmills in the spiteless eye.

Listen. Fins are cracking like the wings

of quick birds trailing rivers through the sky.