The Way a Ghost Dissolves

Where she lived the close remained the best.

The nearest music and the static cloud,

sun and dirt were all she understood.

She planted corn and left the rest

to elements, convinced that God

with giant faucets regulates the rain

and saves the crops from frost or foreign wind.

Fate assisted her with special cures.

Rub a half potato on your wart

and wrap it in a damp cloth. Close

your eyes and whirl three times and throw.

Then bury rag and spud exactly where

they fall. The only warts that I have now

are memories or comic on my nose.

Up at dawn. The earth provided food

if worked and watered, planted green

with rye grass every fall. Or driven wild

by snakes that kept the carrots clean,

she butchered snakes and carrots with a hoe.

Her screams were sea birds in the wind,

her chopping—nothing like it now.

I will garden on the double run,

my rhythm obvious in ringing rakes,

and trust in fate to keep me poor and kind

and work until my heart is short,

then go out slowly with a feeble grin,

my fingers flexing but my eyes gone gray

from cramps and the lack of oxygen.

Forget the tone. Call the neighbor’s trumpet

golden as it grates. Exalt the weeds.

Say the local animals have class

or help me say that ghost has gone to seed.

And why attempt to see the cloud again—

the screaming face it was before it cracked

in wind from Asia and a wanton rain.