In Your Blue Dream

You are fishing a lake but so far no fish.

The other men fishing are old. They nod approval

of your rod, limber and green. One yells advice

over the lake: develop the eyes of an osprey.

The sun goes down. You row to the shore.

A warden is there. He arrests you. He says

your bait is illegal, live meat. The old men

pay your bail. You sweat when the girl counts the money.

The sky fills with fish hawks each with a trout

in his beak. The streets fill with men enroute home.

You lose your sense of time. You ask the men,

all young, is this afternoon? They don’t answer.

You run from man to man asking the time.

You forget your address. You knock on a door.

A luscious blonde tells you you have the wrong town.

You run through the swamp. The town ahead

glitters warm in the dark. You yell at the town,

where is my home? A mob of men with bloodhounds

is back of you somewhere. You hear them. You rush

for the lights. You are in the streets dirty in rags.

The people are elegant, dressed for the clubs.

You show them your key. They answer firmly,

you have the wrong country. Go north. You sob

in the streets. You say, this, this is my land.

The streetlamps dim. A cop says, go home.

When the posse of women find you in the desert

you are terribly ashamed. You babble on and on.

They point at you and laugh. One says, you look good

bleaching, good for a weathered skeleton.