I think my friend Ilse
was working so hard
to write her poesie
in her fanciest formal script
that she forgot what year it is.
It’s a mistake many of us make
in January,
even when writing
in ordinary script.
After twelve months
of writing 1937,
the habit is not yet broken.
Or maybe it’s wishful thinking.
Maybe Ilse wishes
she could flip the calendar
backward to January 1937.
One year ago,
there was Hitler,
there were Nazis,
there was hate,
but it was softer,
quieter.
Father says
it was because of
the Olympic Games,
held in Berlin in 1936.
With the world watching,
the Nazis behaved,
for a while.
I wish I could turn back time, too.
Not only because the hate was softer,
but also because my very favorite uncle,
Uncle Max, was still here,
with his wife, Aunt Alice.
I loved to sleep over
at their apartment.
They have no children,
but they love children,
me in particular.
At night
in their apartment,
we drank cups of tea
with sugar cubes
and ate pieces of linzertorte.
Before bed
we put sugar cubes
on the windowsill—
for the stork, we said.
The stork never came.
Uncle Max and Aunt Alice
have sailed to America.
Maybe there, the stork will find them.
Maybe there, their hands will be filled
with the baby they crave,
with luck and blessings,
with the softness and quiet
of a different year
in a different place.