Mr. Grieves was out of his tiny mind. First, he fixed on the notion of cycling back to the Academy in the dark with Morgan perched on his handlebars. This quickly proved impossible, as Morgan had predicted. Undeterred, Mr. Grieves insisted Morgan balance on the book rack, which promptly broke, again as Morgan said it would. Mr. Grieves, ever resolute, instructed Morgan to sit on the bicycle seat whilst Mr. Grieves himself attempted to pedal standing up. Not until Morgan had fallen painfully onto the pavement did Mr. Grieves concede defeat.
By this time, Morgan knew, he could have been halfway home through Grindalythe Woods, but as he was not at liberty to explain his route, he could not dispute Mr. Grieves’s view that Morgan had little chance of regaining his bed undetected even if he ran his best cross-country race of the term. Thwarted in his schemes, Mr. Grieves accepted the only logical solution.
—Right then, he said with the sternness of the classroom, you will take this bicycle and ride back to the Academy on your own.
When Morgan asked what transport that left Mr. Grieves, Mr. Grieves asserted, with stoical air, that he would walk. Morgan was to conceal the bicycle behind the disused shed some distance from the gates. Mr. Grieves would retrieve it and ride up at his usual hour. But first, Mr. Grieves enjoined Morgan to take a vow, solemnly looking him in the eye, promising that he would indeed return to St. Stephen’s Academy, that he would brook no detour, that he would above all else extinguish any notions of running away—to Wales, to Westmoreland, yea even to Wetwang or Warte Wold.
The oath embarrassed Morgan. Whatever had taken him from the Academy had shrunk to mere fancy. He had no more intention of running away than he did of hanging himself from a rafter somewhere; that is to say, none at all. The sooner he was out of the place—hideous Fridaythorpe, Mr. Grieves’s squalid digs, the whole uncolored night—the sooner he would feel right in his mind again.
—I promise, sir.
Mr. Grieves relinquished the handlebars; Morgan mounted the bicycle and pedaled down the Wetwang road.
The machine needed grease. The squeaking of the brakes and noise of the gears were enough to wake the neighborhood. As he swerved to avoid the dark potholes and pumped painfully up the slight incline, his earlier embarrassment ripened into mortification. How long had he spent cracking up, saying who knew what demented things, across Mr. Grieves’s table? An ordinary person would never have behaved so. An ordinary person would be asleep in the frigid dorm, or perhaps, if awake, consoling himself with—no, an ordinary person did not console himself with such things. An ordinary person would be thinking of the coming rugby match. A person such as Spaulding, for instance, were he now awake, would be reviewing maneuvers, pondering his opponents’ weaknesses, or retiring to the toilets to do press-ups.
It hurt quite astonishingly to pedal a bicycle with one squiff arm. Mr. Grieves had worried like a flapping sister over that as well, but Morgan had assured him that his arm was nearly better. Now, having spent the whole, torturous night out of its bandages, the arm was staging a fit of temper, extending its cramp across both shoulders and down his rib cage. He’d never noticed until just that moment how much one used one’s arms to pedal a bicycle.
There remained the more nauseating task of facing Grieves in lessons. How would someone like Spaulding manage it? Spaulding would flash that grin of his, the one that drew everyone to him as magnets drew pins. Spaulding might even proceed to slack twice as hard in History and treat Grieves with as much coolness as he’d treated Morgan in the changing room. Spaulding would put the past behind him. He would permit no one—no undermaster, Housemaster, Headmaster, or friend—to perturb his calm. Whatever the circumstances, Spaulding would carry on—
Two figures moved in the darkness ahead. He clamped the brake and skidded to a halt; the figures froze, but after an exchange of whispers, they continued down the lane.
His hands shook. Both he and the figures were less than half a mile from the gates. Down this path, the figures could be headed nowhere else. He couldn’t see any detail of their appearance except to notice that they were neither stooped nor juvenile. Morgan waited until their footsteps faded and then dismounted to push the bicycle the rest of the way.
He soon gained the disused shed where he was to store the thing. Thus unencumbered, he jogged as best as he could through the alley of trees. Darkness was fading, and he had no trouble seeing that the two figures had reduced to one. He had no trouble observing that single figure climbing through the Tower window, the window Morgan had used to escape, the one he required to return. And he had no trouble now recognizing that figure. Spaulding: ordinary, extraordinary.
A light appeared in Fardles’s window. The gatekeeper was rising from sleep, preparing to extinguish the lamp and unlock the gates. As the Tower window closed behind Spaulding, Morgan dashed for it, confident that he could haul himself through before Fardles could stuff wrinkly legs into trousers. As he reached for the casement, though, he encountered firmness, a firmness hitherto unknown.
This window had never greeted him firmly. Ever since he had made its acquaintance in the Fourth Form, proud in his stewardship of the poacher’s tunnel, it had treated him as friend and accomplice, permitting him to depart and return more evenings than he could count. But now, as Fardley stirred in his rooms, the window ignored the prying of his fingers. It stood latched in its frame, resolute against the likes of him—a boy who had shrunk off in cowardice, who had abandoned the Academy and all it had asked of him. Spaulding may have transgressed in the night, but Morgan had quit the field, and even though he was now returned, the Tower knew his traitorous heart. It knew what had caused him to charge Spaulding during that match. The Tower knew every dream he’d dreamt while lying unprotected within it. The Tower knew the covenant he had entered into with the Academy, whether or not he had realized it at the time, when Silk had passed to him the secret of the poacher’s tunnel, making him its guardian, the heir of Hermes, that prankster Old Boy who had discovered the route. The Tower knew of wish slips in the Hermes Balcony; it knew of Mr. Grieves and the trenches they had dug that first year; it knew of every Old Boy to enter and depart, of Silk, of Gallowhill, of Hermes himself. And yet, the Tower refused him entrance, no longer caring for such a one, a boy who ran away.
* * *
John got under the covers and closed his eyes. He thought he ought to sleep, or at least instruct his body to repose. He could feel weariness overcoming him just as it always did when there was no longer any chance for rest. His mind’s eye saw Morgan Wilberforce at his table, red-eyed, drawn, pretense shattered. He felt the thrill of the boy’s raw appeal, his eyes begging the relief he could not ask.
The timepiece at John’s ear erupted. He slapped it silent and dragged himself into the dank, chill room. With cold water he shaved, cleaned his teeth, and bullied his hair into presentable form. He changed his shirt and socks, arranged his necktie, gave his suit a cursory brush. With an anxious yet excited glance at the mantel clock, he shouldered his bulging satchel and departed.
If he could understand somehow what burden Morgan Wilberforce needed to have carried, then perhaps he could find a way to pick it up for him. Perhaps John actually was needed, and perhaps the night was a sign writ large that he must not quit the field even if Burton and the Eagle did. Perhaps Morgan Wilberforce would abscond again during Prep tonight and meet him at the Keys. They might talk again. They might make a custom of it for the nights that remained to the term. They might—but he mustn’t get ahead of himself. It was his unhelpful habit, he knew, to allow his mind to fly far in advance of facts, losing the plot altogether.
He had a composition to spring on the Remove that morning, and a lecture for the Third on Vikings. The Fourth would have to be flogged through a revision of their Charlemagne paragraphs, if such a thing was possible without actual anarchy, and as for the Sixth, he doubted he could stomach another day of their jaded complacency. He hadn’t marked their compositions from four days ago, and he knew they would ask. The mere thought of the dog’s dinner they would have made of the Reform Act, not to mention the English language, was enough to make him throw up his breakfast, if he’d eaten any.
But he could see the shed now where he expected his bicycle, and if Providence possessed a measure of mercy, Morgan Wilberforce would have kept his word and John would be permitted to cycle the last stretch and take the pressure off the blister that had formed vengefully in his left shoe. And in fact, there was the bicycle! He mounted it and filled with hope—that the blister would fade, that the highly irregular night would not lead to disaster, that despite his somewhat late arrival he would be able to cadge a bit of breakfast before prayers. He wheeled up to the gates, almost triumphant, and found them … locked.
Beyond them, in the middle of the quad, a heap of debris smoldered, filling the air with the scent of gunpowder.
John’s heart began to race. He called out. No one answered. The Tower clock began to toll. As if in reply, Fardley burst into the quad from the cloisters arch.
—Hello! John shouted.
Fardley raised his hand as if silencing a nuisance of a child and disappeared into Burton-Lee’s House. John called after him, annoyance rising. Whatever had transpired, Fardley ought to enlist John’s help. He might be only an undermaster, but he’d been on a battlefield; it made no sense to leave him standing in the road like some kind of patent-medicine salesman.
Minutes passed. At last Fardley emerged from Burton-Lee’s and waved his arms in the direction of the playing fields:
—Go round!
—Pardon?
—Go round! Fardley elaborated.
—Go round where?
—Thataway! Hazlehurst’s study.
—What happened? John demanded. What’s the matter with the gates?
—No time!
Fardley veered towards Clement’s House, issuing over his shoulder another foghorn Go round!
John went round. Suppressing panic, he picked his way across the flooded playing fields, but his shoes broke the skin of ice, plunging his feet entirely into water. He cursed Fardley for his idiocy, cursed Hazlehurst for the location of his study, and cursed S-K for everything else.
* * *
Morgan lay under the covers mentally retracing the madcap route he had been forced to take across the playing fields, through his Housemaster’s French windows, ajar thanks to indolence or to the benevolence of some god, and up the back staircase to the changing room. The windows were glowing gray when he slipped back into the long, open dorm, but no one had been awake, and he’d regained his bed undetected. He was lying there, eyelids off duty, when Rabbet burst in to wake the dorm prefect at the other end. A fierce, hushed exchange, and Rabbet dashed away. The dorm prefect, after a moment of resentful hesitation, lunged from bed, snatched dressing gown, and followed their Head Boy.
Morgan realized he had been holding his breath. They were apparently not exercised about him, yet his mind raced: Had he left Hazlehurst’s windows as he’d found them? Had he left anything amiss in the changing room? Had he been seen?
A pair of fags at the other end were whispering, and now it seemed they were out of bed, clattering about, receiving clattering visitors. Morgan could not, after a sleepless night, countenance fevered gossip. Whatever had roused the prefects would make itself known to everyone soon enough. Perhaps there had been a break in the recent mystery … what was it, again? Oh, how distant school business seemed! How could he drag himself, cotton headed, through the day?
Whatever was exciting the fags now stirred others from their beds. Morgan burrowed farther under the covers, his arm tingling and sore. He would get up in a moment, but now his limbs refused to budge, longing for the sleep they were owed, bewailing the failure of night to knit up their ragged sleeves, heavy, aggrieved, allergic to the day.
* * *
It took John longer than he considered decent to decipher what was happening. Prefects, hastily dressed, dashed two steps at a time up and down staircases. Masters, half dressed, barked things after them and shouted orders to the servants, who moved more quickly than their sullen demeanors usually allowed. John sat at the masters’ table for breakfast, joined only by Clement. A prefect said the grace, which seemed to disconcert everyone, as if the words were sacrilege if spoken by anyone but the Headmaster. Clement, in his typically serene manner, provided John a précis: Those with windows giving onto the quadrangle had been wakened that morning by a fizz and a crack and a whoosh, all announcing fire in the center of the courtyard. Various parties had rushed to extinguish it, but had been thwarted by doors whose locks were frozen with a substance thought to be wax. Two of Burton-Lee’s prefects had climbed out windows, but by the time they reached the fire, it was waning. The collection of canes had burnt quickly, and the conflagration had not spread to the architecture, thank the Lord. In addition to the gates and the doors of the Houses, a good many of the school’s other locks had been bunged-up, to use the language of the Third Form, and John was exceedingly fortunate that Hazlehurst’s study possessed no lock, else he might even now be standing outside the gates, freezing like a tradesman. The fracas, Clement concluded, had been rousing.
Clem’s serenity usually irked John, but this morning he found it refreshing, even comical. John wondered idly whether the form rooms would be opened in time for lessons, and if not, what S-K would do with the school. It struck him that obstinate normality was the only suitable response. If form rooms could not be opened, lessons must occur standing in the cloisters, seated on gravel in the quad, striding briskly across the playing fields, or in ranks in the refectory. S-K must on no account let himself be drawn by the business. He must not make precipitous announcements or idle threats. Prefects must not be authorized to take justice into their own hands. Investigations must occur quietly, and the school given the impression of solid, unruffled authority.