I forgot! I forgot! Goddamn it!”
Hubbard nearly knocked over the radio stack wrestling with it.
“I’m sorry, sir!” he stammered, fumbling cables. “I just . . .”
A vibration ran through the room. Something impacting the grounds nearby.
“Everything’s been happening all at once, I just . . .”
“You don’t need the retrans?” Black cut in.
“They’re on a different retrans tower!” Hubbard replied, stabbing at numbers on the keypad. “On one of the peaks between there and here!”
He shook his head as though to clear it and punched up more numbers.
“What?” Black demanded.
Hubbard cursed, jamming the buttons.
“Goddamn it!”
He stopped, glaring at the radio.
“What?” Black repeated.
“The frequency!”
“What about it?”
Hubbard looked at him helplessly.
“I don’t remember the goddamn frequency!”
Black was flabbergasted.
“It’s not already in the radio?”
“We’re not allowed to keep it in the radio!” Hubbard shouted. “We have to clear it any time we use it to talk to the O.P.!”
He punched more numbers then cleared them, muttering combinations and profanities one after the other.
“Which is like one time since I’ve been here!”
“Well, get it!”
Paper was strewn all about Hubbard’s station.
“Where’s it written down?”
“We’re not allowed to write it down! Sergeant Caine won’t let us!”
Black resisted the urge to punch the wall. Hubbard cursed and jabbed.
“Wait,” Black said suddenly. “Who’s ‘we’?”
Something Caine had said came to him in a rush, and he answered his own question.
“Oswalt,” he declared.
Hubbard finally tuned in.
“What?”
“Oswalt’s the other guy! That’s allowed to talk to the O.P.!”
Hubbard smacked his head.
“Right! Oswalt! Wait, how’d you know th—”
“Get him!”
Hubbard scrabbled through the mess for his walkie-talkie, pinching the little dial on top and turning it several clicks.
“Yo, Oswalt! Oswalt, it’s Hubbard!”
The radio crackled back without delay.
“Oswalt.”
It was very noisy wherever he was.
“Where are you at right now?”
“Taking ammo to Tower Three.”
“I need you to come to the C.P. right now.”
Black, lying on his back, threw up his hands.
“Just tell him to tell it!”
The classification level of the frequency was hardly top priority at the moment.
“Hey, buddy,” Hubbard said, lowering his voice. “I need the freek.”
“The what?” came the staticky reply.
“The FREEK,” Hubbard said, full volume.
“The freek?”
“Yeah, man, the freek freek. I need it right now. I can’t remember it.”
“We’re not allowed to—”
“Give it,” Black ordered.
Hubbard tossed the radio across the room. Black barely caught it using both hands.
“Oswalt, it’s Lieutenant Black,” he said briskly. “It’s okay, I’m authorizing it, but we need it right now.”
“Four-oh-six,” came the instant reply.
Hubbard smacked his head again and started punching numbers. Black keyed the mic.
“I also need you to go to Sergeant Merrick’s quarters right now and check to see if the satellite phone is in there.”
“Roger,” came the unquestioning reply through the chaos.
“I told you, sir!” Hubbard cut in. “The phone doesn’t work here!”
“Take the master key,” Black continued, ignoring him. “Bring the phone here as fast as you can.”
“Roger.”
He keyed off. Hubbard was yanking a connector out of one speaker and cramming a different one into it.
“What was that?” Black asked.
He could have sworn while he was talking to Oswalt he’d heard someone call his name over one of Hubbard’s radio nets.
“Got it!” Hubbard shouted, not hearing him. “Hopefully these fuckers out there didn’t take out the retrans already, or we won’t be able to talk for sh—”
An earsplitting splash of static and reverb washed out the speaker, causing them both to jump.
An agitated voice cut midsentence through the noise.
“—p the goddamn radio one of these days!”
Hill.
“I say again,” Hill went on, voice all annoyance. “Vega X-Ray, this is Traynor X-Ray, how about a damn acknowledgment!”
The chatter of automatic weapons was clearly audible through his words.
Hubbard snatched up the handset.
“Traynor X-Ray, this is—”
He was holding it upside down.
“Hill, it’s me, Hubb!” he cried, righting it. “It’s Hubb, man! We’re here!”
Hill came back through the din, angry.
“Nice-a’ you to answer the goddamn phone!”
“What’s your situation?”
“There’s a fucking fuck lotta fighters out here, that’s our situation!”
Black heard urgency in Hill’s voice, but he couldn’t hear panic.
“Casualties?” Hubbard asked.
“Chen’s K.I.A. and Snoop’s K.I.A,” Hill rattled off, Hubbard cursing after each name. “Everyone’s pretty much shot one way or the other but we’re still fi—”
An explosion on Hill’s end overloaded the speaker.
“Fightin’,” he finished tersely.
He left the mic open as he lowered the handset to yell something at someone. Black and Hubbard could hear the horrible patchsmack din.
“But we, uh,” Hill continued, bringing the handset back up, “we could use some help in a hurry if it ain’t too much trouble down there.”
“Roger,” Hubbard sent back. “We’re in some heavy shit down here too, but we’re, we’re trying to figure—”
“Tell him stand by,” Black cut in.
“The L.T. says stand by,” Hubbard transmitted.
There was a long moment’s pause.
“Uh, roger that,” Hill came back. “But there ain’t a lotta ‘by’ to be standin’ on right now, if you get the picture.”
“Roger, we’re working it.”
Hubbard keyed off and turned to Black.
“What’re we gonna do, sir?”
Black was already on the walkie, calling Oswalt.
“Oswalt,” came the reply.
“Status.”
“I’m in Sergeant Merrick’s now, sir. I’m not seeing it here.”
“Sir,” Hubbard said urgently, “I’m telling you the sat phone doesn’t work down here.”
“How do you know?”
“Whatta you mean, how do I know?”
“How do you know?”
“Sergeant Merrick said so!”
“Have you ever tried it yourself?”
Hubbard hesitated.
“No, I . . . I just . . .”
“Tear the place up,” Black said to Oswalt over the radio. “Hurry.”
“Roger.”
He keyed off.
“Sir,” Hubbard pressed, “even if the sat phone works, which I’m telling you it ain’t gonna work, it’ll take ages to get birds up here! We gotta do something for those guys now!”
He hopped from foot to foot.
“We gotta send a squad or something!”
Black looked at the kid and stated the obvious.
“There’s no squad.”
“Well, goddamm it, sir! What?”
It was madness. Units kept backups upon backups of every form of communication possible. Communication was life. You could always improvise something. Hell, an American officer in Grenada had used a calling card and pay phone when everything else failed, to route a call through his unit and get air strikes.
There was no pay phone in the Valley.
Wasting time.
Whoever was attacking COP Vega had come prepared, systematically taking out any long-range communications capability that . . .
Son of a bitch.
“Oswalt!” he called into the walkie.
“Here.”
“Forget Sergeant Merrick’s hootch! Go to Danny’s!”
“What?” Hubbard cut in, confused.
Black jabbed a finger impatiently at Hubbard’s radios, which clamored relentlessly. Hubbard grabbed them up.
“Go to Danny’s,” Black repeated into the walkie. “Look in there!”
“Roger.”
Black heard it again. Someone calling his name on one of the nets.
“What was that?” he asked Hubbard.
Hubbard, drowning in crosstalk, cocked his head uncomprehendingly.
“What was what?” he called over the din.
“Someone was calling m—”
“Yo, Vega X-Ray,” Hill cut back in on the big speaker. “I get ya that it’s hot down there, but if y’all can maybe divert some of your air over here, that could, uh . . .”
He trailed off a moment, the sound of weapons filling the space.
“That could make a difference.”
Hubbard looked helplessly at Black, who waved him to go ahead. Hubbard took up the handset, lips pursed.
“Uh,” he transmitted. “We don’t got no air support down here right now, Hill.”
Several seconds went by.
“Roger that,” Hill came back through hails of noise.
He keyed off and keyed on again.
“Standing by, over.”
Hubbard lowered his handset and looked at Black somberly.
“Sir,” he said in a low voice. “We need to do something to hel—”
WHUMP.
Something very large and powerful exploded within the compound, shaking the walls of the CP and setting the radio stacks buzzing. Black felt the air in the windowless room compress all around him, sending light washing through his vision.
He cried out and clutched his head, which felt as though two cars had run into it from opposite directions.
“What the fuck was that?” Hubbard shouted, grabbing at the radio stacks to steady himself.
Black was doubled in a situp crunch, forearms clutching his head.
“Recoilless rifle!” he heard himself shout through his hands.
It was only a guess, but the blast had been different from the others. Someone was trying to break through the walls.
“They’re supposed to be suppressing that shit!” Hubbard cried, rooting among his handsets.
Hubbard’s other radios were all squawking at him at once again. He’d been neglecting the rest of the outpost while they’d been hailing the O.P. A junior sergeant hurled curses and epithets at the CP through his walkie.
No one had been calling Black’s name. One of the guard posts had been frantically reporting “black” on machine gun ammo—meaning, they were out—for the past couple minutes. While Hubbard and Black had been talking to Hill, fighters from that direction had been able to move a mobile artillery tube into position unmolested and get it online.
It had just blasted a hole somewhere in one of the compound’s stone walls, and the sergeant was letting them know all this in the most colorful terms imaginable.
Black knew how it would go. That kind of lapse would only build on itself if not stopped. That’s what the forces surrounding the COP were counting on. Death by a thousand huge cuts.
Hubbard worked the radios and verified that guys were already en route to the tower with fresh ammo. When he finished he tossed the handset and kicked the little desk chair, sending it spinning to the corner.
“Goddamn it!” he shouted.
Lying on his back again, palm across his forehead, Black held out a hand toward Hubbard.
“Give me Hill.”
Hubbard stopped his venting and looked at Black’s outstretched hand in silence.
“C’mon!” Black spat sharply.
Hubbard stretched the black telephone cable of the handset across the desk and put it in Black’s hand. It barely reached.
Black took the hard plastic handset and pulled it to his throbbing head, one hand covering his eyes. He hoped there wouldn’t be more blasts like that one.
Hurts.
He keyed the rubberized transmit button, waiting for the signature beep of encrypted radio communication.
“Hill, it’s Lieutenant Black.”
Nothing.
“Hill, you there?”
Static.
“Hey there, L.T., watcha got?” came Hill’s drawling voice at last through the ongoing torrent.
Black swallowed.
“Listen, man,” he began. “We’re doing everything we can here to get some birds up to you guys. Break.”
You didn’t want to let an important transmission run longer than a few seconds. The signal tended to drift, especially on a poor connection. He keyed the radio afresh. Beep.
“You will be ahead of the COP in order of priority as soon as we get air on station. Break.”
Hubbard closed his eyes.
“But I cannot tell you when I can get you help. Break.”
Hubbard crossed his arms and lowered his head. He kicked the desk again, hard.
“Probably not soon,” Black finished. “How copy?”
Nothing came back for several seconds. Hubbard raised his head and looked at Black.
When Hill opened the mic, all they heard at first was the merciless cacophony from his end.
“Roger that, bud,” came the breezy reply, as though he’d just been told the week’s mail would be an hour late. “I gotcha. Keep us posted.”
“Do the same.”
“Out.”
Black let the handset snake back along its taut cable, clattering against the metal side of the desk. Hubbard didn’t retrieve it.
“Oh, man,” he moaned, arms still crossed.
“Get the radios back up.”
“Oh, Jesus, we’re just leaving all those guys to die, aren’t we?”
“No we’re not.”
“Yes we are!” Hubbard wailed, rocking back and forth and hugging himself. “Aw, fuck, they’re all gonna die!”
“Focus on now,” Black told the ceiling.
“Oh, God.”
He looked very pale.
“Get on your nets!”
Hubbard lurched and bent sideways, falling to his knees and vomiting explosively into the wastebasket that sat next to his desk.
“Stay with me,” Black muttered, his own voice sloshing around in his head.
Hubbard hung his head over the wastebasket, panting, eyes closed, hands clutching its sides.
“Oh, Jesus,” he murmured.
The volume of unanswered radio traffic pressed and seethed at them like a barely contained mob.
“C’mon, Hubbard,” Black urged woozily. “C’mon, stay on your radios and forget everything else.”
Nothing.
“You’re doing good, Hubbard, but you gotta stay on it. You gotta keep on the nets and get a picture of what’s happening all over so you can guide the defense.”
He could hear his own voice growing taut and desperate.
“C’mon, man, they need you to do it.”
Hubbard just shook his head.
“We’re dead.”
“We’re not dead. We just gotta hold this place until the convoy gets here.”
Hubbard screamed at him.
“How the fuck are we supposed to h—”
WHUMP.
Another concussion, as powerful as the one before, shook the walls visibly and crushed the air in the room. Hubbard ducked, shielding himself with his arms.
Black clutched his head and yowled in pain, curling to the side. His skull felt like it was going to collapse in on itself.
“Goddamn it!” Hubbard’s distant voice shouted from behind the desk.
Subdividing phosphorescent blotches filled Black’s vision.
Ohh, hurts.
He nearly rolled off the cot.
“Find out,” he heard himself yelling from somewhere, “where that ca—”
“CHARLIE IN THE WIRE!”
The single transmitting voice cut through the rest of the clamor. Black opened his eyes in time to see the splotchy image of Hubbard’s head pop above the desk, uncomprehending.
The rest of the radio traffic fell away.
“I mean, enemy in the wire!” came the same voice. “ENEMY IN THE WIRE!”
Hubbard leaped for his radios as the report was passed throughout the COP, cascading across the nets.
Charlie in the wire, Black repeated dumbly as Hubbard hollered into his handsets. Some kid had Vietnam on the brain.
They were breached.
—
Qadir burst ahead, sandals pounding dirt downhill. He felt the group surging forward on either side of him. Felt his long legs fly, his feet glide across the slope like he was made of air.
No, water. A droplet in the wave of red justice that would break upon the walls and rage through the openings, course through every rotten vessel and dark space inside. Wash it clean.
He stomped ahead of the older men and the younger boys, crisp air filling his lungs, the far hillsides of his stolen home rising above the looming compound. He would be first.
Welling tears bent his vision and he understood. Understood that if only for this moment alone it was worthwhile to have drawn his first breath, to have walked on this Earth.
Thank you.
He bounded over the scattered rubble and leaped through the ragged gap in the wall, his heaving breath in his ears, eyes adjusting instantly to the dim light. The racket of weapons was deafening in here. He turned to face it, raising his rifle without aiming, and shot the first wide-eyed American he saw in the face. Qadir saw nothing after.