PART I

Smith College 1950–1955

Having bitten on life like a sharp apple

Or, playing it like a fish, been happy,

Having felt with fingers that the sky is blue,

What have we after that to look forward to?

Not the twilight of the gods but a precise dawn

of sallow and grey bricks, and newsboys crying war.

—Louis MacNeice
“Aubade”

We only begin to live when we conceive life as Tragedy.…

—W. B. Yeats

Hold to the now, the here, through which all future plunges to the past.…

—James Joyce

These were epigraphs in Plath’s original notebook.