men

(he never did)

his roommate/best friend/my then boyfriend.

when z was gone he came out to smoke

cigarettes with me.

“i like your skirt.”

“do you think i need to wear leggings under

it since it’s so short?”

“no.”

[sic]

How embarrassing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[“When men say ‘I love you’ they mean ‘I own you’”]- Simone de Beauvoir

(he never did.)

i feel like i’ve learned and been told over and over again that sex won’t make men fall in love with you and pretending like it will is hurting me, but i never knew a man could hurt you so much by withholding sex.