They Will Always Be More Beautiful Than You

I

They will always be

more beautiful

than you

the people you are killing.

You think it is hatred

that you feel

but it is really envy.

You imagine if you destroy them

we will forget

how tall they stood

how level

their gaze

how straight their backs.

How even the littlest ones

stood their little ground.

Meanwhile

you stand

hunched as a cobbler

in your absurd

killer’s gear

yelling

like a crazy person,

your face contorted

dripping sweat

from what would be

with or without

your lethal weapons

a bullying brow

and feral chin.

Killing everyone

but especially children,

for sport.

Looking cool

in your own mind;

as you crunch bones

beneath your boot

that are still

forming.

Conquering.

II

Don’t forget the entertainment value

of your daily work

for the folks back home.

Who witness from the hillsides

in their lounge chairs.

What beautiful fun!

We are not like

those people being broken

over there

they tell each other. And for this moment

they are right.

They are not.

But what does this mean

for broken humanity?

Selfie this.