Ancestors Never Sleep

Ancestors never sleep

and always seem to know

what they’re doing.

How is this possible?

I ask myself.

Sometimes I am weary

enough to expire—

what a relief

I will think. No more obsessing

about this madness;

whatever it might be

this year, or even this century.

But ancestors merely

yawn

and send me off

for a nap.

Not only is life not over,

they sniff,

it has barely begun for you.

There are eternities

waiting just beyond

the next bad movie

you fear you’ll be

starring in.

Go to sleep. Rest your brain.

Rest your heart. Rest your eyes

and all your thoughts.

We have been with you

from the beginning

which didn’t exist

and we will be with you

until that moment of

nonexistence

swings round again.

You are attempting to carry

the suffering

all around you

but your back is bending.

Let us bear it for you.

Knowing as we do

that it is only

a difficult turn

on a never ending

journey

of dissolving

and becoming

and dissolving

again

and becoming

once more;

forever & ever

on

and

on.

Save despair,

our beloved

sweetcakes,

for a couple of eons

later.