Cosmic Pitching

Fidrych would lift his wild golden curls

and talk to the sky. Hrabosky the same,

and he’d talk to the ball, circling

the mound, face twitching. And then he would

face the centerfield fence, whirl back

around, go into his stretch, and

pitch.

It’s best not to take chances. You

get your mind stalking and empty.

You slap your glove on your thigh, pace

your pattern. You make a ring of not-caring

around the thing. Too much pressure on one

point and the energy’s down a black hole.

Carlton, on the watch for UFOs, what he might

have been doing is picking up an

archipelago as it moved through its

calculations. His mind was just breathing

in and out.

So much that’s far-fetched

lodges between the in and the out.

Did I mention Luis Tiant, flinging his

head to the sky as his arm came down?

Proof that the center of the world is in

the body, not the sight. You get these actions

together that don’t care about each other.

They don’t stand for anything.

Listen, ball.

Bless you, ball. You and I, ball.

You get into a rhythm. Inside the rhythm

is a pitch. You keep your mind on the

rhythm, waiting to feel the pitch coming on.

You don’t know how to speak directly to

the thing you want more than anything.