If Names Started Coming Loose

Cow, for instance, might hook itself

like a horseshoe around a fencepost.

Chair might land on a cat, try to

assimilate. Chickadee could shudder

loose, to discover itself staid, roomy,

with a two-car garage. The ones

left behind? Vaporous, probably

afraid, not yet knowing how to live

inside discontinuities. Meanwhile,

cow would quite naturally be grafting

itself as efficiently as possible to

the fencepost, upright, unflinching,

drawing no flies. Like the rest of us,

it would be willing to go for a small part

of the truth, a little more onomatopoeia,

a little less floating. Try to think of it:

your name, the one you’ve repeatedly

handed out to strangers, now landed,

say, onto the huge steel patio grill.

“I’ll just throw these burgers on the

Maryann,” someone might say. And you—

the you that’s running on empty—

would be moving like a rumor among

named objects, not unnoticed entirely

but treated with the maneuvering

of the other guests who know they

must know you but can’t quite

recall . . . Makes you want to hang on,

doesn’t it? It does, me. To admit to myths,

vow beliefs you never thought you’d

settle for. That’s the part of you that

wants to live inside mere obedience

forever, place the salad fork on the outside,

pass the potatoes clockwise. But then,

suppose there’s the lightness beginning

to come on, incredible continents

inside you, rising and breaking apart,

the voice you never knew was yours.

Suppose it’s so good it has no name.