Year Eighteen
Dog patiently retrieved the three spears Mal had just thrown. The target, a large, lone tree trunk with buds just emerging on the tips of its branches, was largely unmarked, though Mal had been attacking it all day.
“I am tired. I do not know why we have to do this anymore,” Mal whined churlishly.
Dog grinned down at him. At seventeen summers, he was now the tallest man in the Kindred, while his brother Mal was shorter and stockier than normal. “Because,” Dog responded, “we migrate soon and this will be your fourteenth summer. It is time for you to take your place among the Kindred as a man.”
Dog was a spearman and, many said, as good as Urs. He could send his spear flying with such force and accuracy that it was often his weapon that struck the target right after the hunt master’s. Even Valid, the spear master, spoke of Dog’s special skill.
“Now,” Dog said firmly. “Again.”
Frowning, Mal picked up the first spear with his right hand—his man’s hand. Normally, a man would put his woman’s side foot forward and use that as a pivot while lifting the man’s foot off the ground to give the spear extra lift, but Mal’s left leg was his weak one, so they had developed a technique of throwing with the right while stepping off the right. Man hand, man leg.
They were thirty paces away from the tree trunk. Concentrating, Mal threw as hard as he could manage, but the spear simply had inadequate power behind it, and fell to the grass in front of the target—accurate, but short.
“Again,” Dog instructed. “We drill until perfect.”
“Arghhhh!” Mal yelled. He picked up the next spear and tossed and this one went forceful but wild.
“If a cave lion were charging us right now, your throws would have us be killed,” Dog remarked.
“If a cave lion were charging us right now, I would hide behind you,” Mal retorted.
Dog handed him the spears. “I am serious to you, Brother. Nothing will make me more proud than when you are out on the hunt by my side.”
“All right,” Mal muttered. He knew his brother—the only male member of the Kindred utterly unbothered by the crippled leg—loved him and only wanted him to succeed. He threw one set of spears, then another set, then another. Dog had him lower his man’s side elbow, then raise it, but nothing seemed to be able to provide the power Mal needed to slam the spear point into the wood. Mal’s frustration began to rise again, sweat matting his hair.
“Again,” Dog murmured.
Mal stood ready, a spear in his hand, two more at his feet, and then his shoulders slumped. He relaxed his grip and let the spear fall to the ground.
“I cannot do this, Dog,” he sighed.
“You must.” Dog bent down and picked up the spear. “Take it.”
“No.”
“Mal. Please!”
“No.”
“Take it!”
“I cannot!” Mal shouted. He yanked the spear away from Dog with his left hand, spun, and hurled it into the woods.
Dog’s mouth dropped as the weapon soared high, vanishing in the forest.
Mal stood panting, his eyes hot. Dog started to laugh. Mal frowned. “What is it? What?”
“Did you see how far that went?” Dog exulted. “Mal, we have been using the wrong hand!” Dog began running to get the spear, taking leaping steps. “You nearly hit the sky, Mal! You just need to use your other hand!”
Mal watched his brother cavort. Now that he considered it, he realized that he tended to do everything with his woman’s side hand, especially if no one was watching. Perhaps having a twisted leg on that side gave him more strength in his left arm to compensate.
“You are going to be a spearman! A spearman!” Dog was calling from the woods.
* * *
Lyra found the two boys later that afternoon, lying in the grasses and laughing and talking about nothing. She carried with her several pieces of cooked meat impaled upon a stick, as well as a pouch full of eggs that Calli had allowed to simmer in hot water all morning.
She was a pretty girl with a shy smile, just a few months younger than Mal. She liked to take small stems and chain them together and weave them into her braids, an exotic new style that some of the older girls had started to emulate. Dog and Mal scrambled to their feet at her approach.
“I brought you some food,” she greeted. “Calli said you were out here practicing hunting, but I see that instead you are lying around doing nothing.”
Dog laughed, but Mal’s grin was tempered by a sense of injustice. “We were practicing,” he objected.
“When on the hunt, then, do you lie in the grass and wait for a winter mammoth to step over you so you can spear it from below?” Lyra asked.
“That is exactly how we do it,” Dog affirmed.
“Well then. Please eat. Clearly all I thought I knew about hunting has been wrong,” she said agreeably.
They sat cross-legged on the ground. Lyra offered the stick first to Dog, then to Mal. Both young men noticed she had fashioned a vine around her wrist, something they had never seen.
“Thank you very much, Lyra,” Dog said formally.
“When you crack the eggs, you may find the centers are still warm,” she advised.
Mal looked impatient for his brother to share their news. “We have been trying a new technique for throwing the spear,” he told Lyra.
Dog nodded, but did not elaborate on Mal’s statement.
“It is going very well,” Mal continued forcefully.
Dog was assessing Lyra. She met his gaze and he flushed.
Boys were named men when they were in their fourteenth summer but females were deemed adults when the women decided the girls were capable of bearing children—though how they knew that was a mystery to the men. “So Lyra, this coming summer or the next you will be taken into the Kindred as an adult. What will be your craft?” Dog asked.
“We are assuming I will be a spearman,” Mal interrupted almost desperately.
“I am hoping to apprentice to Renne. I like making rope,” Lyra answered with a soft smile.
“Because you are very good at cooking,” Dog told her, smiling through a mouthful of meat.
“Let me show you,” Mal exclaimed, bounding to his feet. When he threw the spear, it went nearly thirty paces before striking a tree. It did not stick, but fell to the ground. Still, a triumph. Mal turned back to his brother and Lyra, and they clapped.
Lyra had known Mal her whole life, and could not remember a time when he appeared so happy.
* * *
Two days later, the Kindred left for their summer quarters. The departure was so different than the migration made at the start of winter—they were excited, looking forward to a bountiful season, better food, and gloriously warm days spent in a far more beautiful place.
Dog, as a spearman, did not need to help his mother anymore, but he still came to take the travois from her, a respite Calli was grateful for. Coco did her best but had weakened in the past few years and simply was not up to the task, and Mal—Mal always tried, but for him, just keeping up with the Kindred was challenge enough.
“Thank you, Dog,” Calli said as her tall older son unburdened her. “Just for a while, and then I am happy to take it back.”
Dog grinned and nodded. He was always grinning—he made everything seem as if it were fun. He was so tall and was finally filling out a little. Calli looked often at his arms, wondering if they might someday fill out like Hardy’s, but mostly he was lean, tall and lean.
They walked side by side in contented silence, and then Calli gave her son an appraising glance. “So, Dog, the women on the council have been talking openly about who you should marry. As your mother, they naturally are eager for my opinion.”
As she spoke, Calli’s eyes involuntarily found Albi, who struggled along as far away from Calli as could be managed, leaning on her walking stick more than ever. Things were so much better with Bellu as council mother. The women talked uncensored, they aired differences, they achieved consensus. How it must gall Albi to see everyone so much happier!
“Well, I do not know about marriage,” Dog replied.
Calli searched his face. “Are you afraid what has happened between your father and me will happen to you?” she asked softly.
Dog cocked his head, considering. “No, I do not believe so. My father has turned against all of us because of his mother. My own mother only cares about me.”
They smiled at each other. Calli reached out and touched his arm.
“Also,” he continued slowly, “the one girl I would be interested in is not yet eligible. She has yet to be declared a woman—perhaps this summer.”
Calli’s jaw dropped. “What? Who? Who?” she demanded. She began mentally listing the girls she thought might make sense, but then stopped—it was obvious. “Lyra?”
“Shh,” Dog replied, his face turning red.
Calli smiled. What a wonderful choice. She decided she would speak to Council Mother Bellu about it soon, as well as Lyra’s mother, Sidee, and make it known among the council, so that when the time came, Dog might have the woman he desired. It was not the same as allowing a couple to determine for themselves, but it was so much better than when Albi decided everything.
“I think you are probably right. It may not be much longer before Lyra will be eligible to marry. I would like to be a grandmother.”
Dog laughed at her radiant expression.
“What? Why do you laugh?” she demanded, shoving his shoulder lightly, but she was laughing, too.
* * *
The water in the river was frigid this time of year, though the ice had recently melted and moved out. Silex shivered at the thought of bathing in it, but he liked the feel of his skin when it was freshly washed.
He was fond of a place upriver where a series of low sandbars trapped the stream in pellucid pools. He made sure he let people know he was going there in case he was needed, but he headed there alone, wanting time to think. His sons Cragg and Tok thought bathing was torture and were happy not to be invited. The sun was warm and high in the sky—he would lie on the rocks and bask until dry.
Just as he was reaching his favorite spot, Silex started in surprise. Someone was already there. Instinctively, he ducked behind some foliage.
It was a woman, standing naked in water up to her ankles. She was reaching down and cupping water with her hands and ladling it on herself. Her back was to him, her skin smooth and buttocks taut.
Silex took in shallow breaths, his mouth dry. He should turn away, he knew, but he found himself frozen in place, enraptured. His pulse pounded as he watched the trickles flow down her body, dripping from her breasts. He knew who she was.
Denix.
The intense feelings now startled alive within him had been dormant since Fia died: the longing and the lust, the pull. This was not just mild attraction, this was an instant hunger that wracked him, consumed him, compelled him. When she turned her head, it was as if she had known all along he was there, had known he was watching. She met his eyes, her eyebrows raised.
Silex bolted, turning and fleeing as if being chased. The run helped, redirecting his blood flow, the uneven ground demanding his attention and diverting it away from the image of Denix standing naked in the water. But when he made it back to the Wolfen gathering site, she was all he could think about.
He was married. This is not good, he admonished himself sternly. Not good at all.