for Lex Hixon,

who in ways I do and do not understand is spiritual godfather to this book, and who continues to teach me from beyond the grave

for Martín Prechtel,

who gave me a hand down into the well of ecstatic memory

and showed me an earth big enough to hold my grief

for Walter Nowick,

who first pinched my ass so many decades ago

for Sifu Sheng-yen,

who said the word “Relinquish” at just the right moment

for Sant Ajaib Singh Ji Maharaj,

who graciously drew me into his Body of Light

for Alexandra,

and the divine family gifted us in this earthly cycle

and for Joey