Chapter Sixty-two


It took place in the schoolyard of Freedom Junior High. On Saturday morning at ten. Several wet spots still dotted the court, the residue of a few late-night rain showers.

To my surprise, there was a turnout. A bunch of people whom I would have much preferred to do without were milling about, gabbing and laughing, waiting for the game to begin and with it, the chance to rattle the players with jeers and taunts.

Helena Madison was already there when I arrived. She was surrounded by her family, husband Gregory and their two kids, Vanessa and Greg, Jr., who was giggling and pointing at me.

Among those who had shown up was Big Game James Worthy, the former Laker great, who had played in the pick-up game down at Venice Beach where Helena and I first met.

The deck was heavily stacked in her favor and she knew it. She was all attitude, strutting and jiving and carrying on with the assurance of someone who was expecting to seriously stick it to her opponent.

I was aware of how well-conditioned she was and how out of shape I was. But unbeknownst to anyone, I had been regularly sneaking over to the half court rig that one of my neighbors had set up for his teenaged son. The kid and I had played a bunch of half court one on ones, which had sharpened me and made me somewhat hopeful but not cocky.

I was greatly surprised, however, when I spotted my father and stepmother heading toward the stands, led by Johnny Kennerly, and accompanied by District Attorney Michael Lytell and A.D.A. Skip Wilder.

A number of staffers from the Sheriff’s Department had shown up, including Deputies Al Striar, P.J. Lincoln, and the dispatcher, Wilma Hansen. The town librarian, Sarah Kaplow, was there, as were Father Francis Dugan and Rabbi Herbert Weiner.

The presence of all these luminaries served to raise my anxiety level. “What are they doing here?” I wondered. “Are they all nuts?”

James Worthy was to referee the game. He offered me his best wishes, but was clearly unimpressed with my chances. “Just try not to make a total ass of yourself,” he snickered.

That same sentiment was echoed by Marsha Russo, who told me she had arranged for a team of paramedics to be on call. “At your age, you never know.”

The first one of us to score ten baskets would be the winner, but you had to win by two. I bumped fists with a grinning Helena Madison. As always, she looked amazing and I could feel her enthusiasm heighten when, while giving me the once-over, she noticed the bump of a stomach I had developed.

“Nice conditioning,” she said.

“I thought so.”

“You know, Buddy, I have to admit I never expected you to show up.”

“What, and miss the chance to wipe that shit-eating grin off your face?”

“We’ll see who wipes what off of whom, big boy.”

Helena won the coin toss, which gave her first possession.

Before I had even adjusted to the fact I was playing in a competitive game, she hit three baskets. She danced around me as if I was a stanchion pole. The crowd was whooping and hollering, most of them jeering me.

Now it was my ball and I took a deep breath. Making use of my weight advantage, I succeeded in backing her into the post, feinting left, and then sliding around her to the right and scoring.

Three to one.

This time when she had the ball, I played defense. I guarded her closely, bumping and shoving and continually slapping at the ball. Which caught her by surprise. So much so that I succeeded in stealing it and scoring again.

She launched an off-balance two-hander that missed, and I, in turn, hit an outside jumper.

Three to three.

We exchanged baskets until we were tied at eight.

Our respective defenses had tightened considerably and we were now playing tough and close. She was throwing her bony elbows at me with impunity and I was constantly hip-checking her.

We were both breathing heavily when I put on an unexpected burst of speed and managed to glide past her for a layup to take the lead.

I heard a giddy Marsha Russo shouting, “Medic,” from the sidelines.

Helena managed to elude me and downed a hail Mary from the top of the key to tie. It remained that way until the score was twelve to eleven, her lead.

Talk about pressure. Seeing the look of near total exhaustion on my face, Worthy took his time in turning the ball over to me. “Do your best not to die on this possession,” he said.

I whispered my response in his ear.

Helena established her position, extended her outstretched arms, and began waving them in my face. When I feinted as if I were going to move right, she blocked the lane, figuring she would steal the ball and leave me standing flat-footed.

But her mistake came when I took a step backward as if to shoot and she rushed me, her arms wildly slapping at the ball. When she missed, it opened up the lane.

Instinctively sensing my advantage, I rallied whatever was left of my stamina, and raced past her toward the basket. I could feel her gaining on me as we both ran full-steam forward. Then I stutter-stepped and deked to the right. She barreled by me, allowing me to slow down and score an easy jumper from the key.

Twelve twelve.

I nodded to Big Game James.

He held the ball in the air and, as we had agreed, he blew his whistle and yelled, “Game ends in a tie. Twelve Twelve. Both players win.”

At first, a stunned silence came over the crowd. Then the applause began, followed by the cheering. Everyone rushed the court, congratulating us both on a game that had been well played beyond their expectations.

I saw Helena’s husband, Gregory, smiling and giving me a thumbs-up. My father and stepmother made their way to my side and the two of them uncharacteristically locked me in a three-way bear hug.

Helena and I managed to find each other amid all the back-slapping and hugging.

“Good game, Geezer,” she snarled.

“Ditto.”

“Rematch?”

“In your dreams.”

We were enveloped by our respective friends and family. Hugs and kisses all around. Their warmth and joy was infectious.

As I gazed at this ragtag group who had come here to be with us, I found myself dumbstruck with unanticipated emotion.

For the moment, I was totally happy, experiencing happiness as a state of being. The cynic in me regarded this as nothing more than a passing change of emphasis.

But cynicism aside, here I was among friends and family. And, like it or not, I was home.

At least for now.