THE MARCH TO NANTAO
LIKE THE MIGRATION of a shabby country carnival, the march from Lunghua Camp to the dockyards at Nantao began two hours later. Exhausted by the long wait even before they had started, Jim watched the prisoners assemble from his place at the head of the column. Under the bored gaze of the Japanese gendarmerie, the internees stepped cautiously through the gates, the men loaded with suitcases and bedrolls, the women with bundles of ragged clothes wrapped in straw panniers. Fathers carried sick infants on their backs, while mothers steered the smaller children by the hand. As he stood behind the Japanese staff car that was to lead the march, Jim was surprised by the sight of so many possessions, which had remained under the bunks throughout the years at Lunghua.
Recreation had clearly come high on the prisoners’ list of priorities while they packed their suitcases before being interned. Having spent the years of peace on the tennis courts and cricket fields of the Far East, they confidently expected to pass the years of war in the same way. Dozens of tennis rackets hung from the suitcase handles; there were cricket bats and fishing rods, and even a set of golf clubs tied to the bundles of Pierrot costumes carried by Mr. and Mrs. Wentworth. Ragged and undernourished, the prisoners shuffled along the road on their wooden clogs and formed themselves into a procession some three hundred yards in length. Already the effort of carrying the baggage had begun to tell, and one of the Chinese peasant women seated outside the gates now clutched a white tennis racket.
Lounging against their vehicles, the soldiers and NCOs of the gendarmerie watched without comment. Well fed and well equipped, these security troops so feared by the Chinese were the strongest men whom Jim had seen during the war. Yet for once they seemed curiously unhurried. They smoked their cigarettes in the hot sunlight, gazed at the few American reconnaissance planes and made no attempt to abuse the prisoners or urge them along. Two of the trucks drove through the gates and made a circuit of the camp, collecting the patients from the hospital and those prisoners in the dormitory blocks who were too sick to move.
Jim sat on his wooden case, trying to adjust his mind and eye to the open perspectives of the world outside the camp. The act of walking without challenge through the gates had been an eerie experience, and Jim had been unnerved enough to slip back into the camp on the pretext of tying his shoelaces. Reassuring himself, he patted the wooden case containing his possessions—the Latin primer, his school blazer, the Packard advertisement and the small newspaper photograph. Now that he was about to see his real mother and father he had thought of tearing up the picture of the unknown couple outside Buckingham Palace, his surrogate parents for so many years. At the last moment, as a precautionary measure, he had slipped the photograph into his box.
Jim listened to the crying of the exhausted children. Already people were sitting down in the road, trying to shield their faces from the swarm of flies that had vacated the camp and moved toward the sweating bodies on the other side of the wire. Jim looked back at Lunghua. The terrain of paddy fields and canals around the camp, and the road of return to Shanghai, which had been so real when observed through the fence, now seemed lurid and overlit, part of a landscape of hallucination.
Jim clenched his aching teeth, deciding to turn his back on the camp. He reminded himself of their food supplies in the godown at Nantao. It was important to remain at the head of the procession and, if possible, to ingratiate himself with the two Japanese soldiers beside the staff car. Jim was pondering this when an almost naked figure in ragged shorts and a pair of wooden clogs shuffled up to him.
“Jim . . . I thought I’d find you here.” Mr. Maxted raised his sallow face to the sun. A fine malarial sweat covered his cheeks and forehead. He rubbed the dirt from the open spaces between his ribs, as if to expose the waxy skin to the healing light. “So this is what we’ve been waiting for . . . .”
“You haven’t brought your luggage, Mr. Maxted.”
“No, Jim. I don’t think I’ll be needing any luggage. You must find it strange out here.”
“I don’t anymore.” Jim peered cautiously at the open fields, their endless perspectives broken only by the burial mounds, and at the secretive canals. It was as if these bored Japanese soldiers had switched off the clock. “Mr. Maxted, do you think Shanghai will have changed?”
A faded smile, lit by the memories of happier days, briefly eased Mr. Maxted’s face. “Jim, Shanghai will never change. Don’t worry, you’ll remember your mother and father.”
“I was thinking of that,” Jim admitted. His other problem was Mr. Maxted. Jim had come to the head of the column partly to be first in the queue for their rations when they reached Nantao, but also to free himself from all the duties that the camp had imposed upon him. Because he was alone he had been forced to do too many jobs, in return for favors that had rarely materialized. Clearly Mr. Maxted needed help and was hoping that he could lean on Jim.
Doggedly refusing to cooperate, Jim sat on his wooden case, thinking about Mr. Maxted as the architect swayed beside him. His pale hands, almost worn through by the months of pushing the food cart, hung at his sides like white flags. His bones were held together by little more than his memories of the bars and swimming pools of a younger self. Mr. Maxted was starving, like many of the men and women joining the procession. But Mr. Maxted reminded Jim of the dying British soldier in the open-air cinema.
In the ditch beside the grass verge lay the gray cylinder of a Mustang drop-tank. Looking for some way of leaving Mr. Maxted, Jim was about to cross the road when a burst of hot smoke ripped from the exhaust of the staff car. The Japanese sergeant stood on the rear seat, waving everyone on. Armed soldiers were moving down the road on either side of the column, shouting at the prisoners.
There was a clatter of clogs, as if hundreds of packs of wooden cards were being shuffled and dealt. First off the mark, Jim stepped forward, case in hand and shoes bright in the hot Yangtze sun. He waved to the Japanese sergeant and strode purposefully down the dirt road, his eyes fixed on the yellow facades of the apartment houses in the French Concession that rose like a mirage from the canals and paddy fields.
Guided by the swarm of flies that danced over their heads, the prisoners moved along the country road to Nantao. Across the burial mounds and ancient trenchworks came the sounds of American planes bombing the dockyards and marshaling yards to the north of Shanghai. The thunder drummed at the surface of the flooded paddies. The antiaircraft fire flickered against the windows of the office buildings along the Bund and lit up the dead neon signs—Shell, Caltex, Socony Vacuum, Philco—the waking ghosts of the great international companies that had slept through the war. Half a mile to the west was the main Shanghai road, still busy with convoys of Japanese trucks and field artillery moving toward the city. The laboring noise of their engines droned like pain across the stoical land.
Jim walked at the head of the procession, listening to the men and women behind him. All he could hear was the sound of their breathing, as if the experience of freedom had left them speechless. Jim tried to ignore his own rackety breath. Despite the ceaseless activity in Lunghua, he had never undertaken a task like this shuffling walk burdened by his wooden case. For the first hour he was too concerned about Mr. Maxted’s exhaustion to notice his own. But soon after reaching the Shanghai-Hangchow railway line, Mr. Maxted was forced to stop, defeated by the shallow gradient that led up to the level crossing.
“We’re climbing, Jim . . . feels like the Shanghai hills.”
“We ought to keep going, Mr. Maxted.”
“Yes, Jim . . . you’re like your father.”
Jim stayed with Mr. Maxted, annoyed with him but unable to help. Mr. Maxted stood in the center of the road, hands on the bowllike crests of his pelvis, nodding at the people stepping past. He patted Jim on the shoulder and waved him forward.
“You go on, Jim. Get to the head of the queue.”
“I’ll save your place, Mr. Maxted.”
By then several hundred people had passed Jim, and it took him half an hour to return to the head of the column. Within minutes he had fallen back, lungs aching as he gasped at the humid air. Only the lengthy halt at a canal checkpoint saved him from having to join Mr. Maxted.
They had reached an industrial canal that ran westward from the river to Soochow. Two young Japanese soldiers, forgotten by the war, guarded the sandbag emplacement beside the wooden bridge. Their faces were as pinched as those of the prisoners whose clogs dragged over the scored planks.
While the trucks edged across the rotting timbers, the eighteen hundred prisoners sat on the embankment, occupying the deep grass for a quarter of a mile. Around them they settled their baggage of suitcases, tennis rackets and cricket bats. Like drowsy spectators at a rowing regatta, they stared at the algae-filled water. The current drifted past the burned-out hulk of an armored junk beached against the opposite bank.
Jim was glad to lie down. He felt sleepy in a feverish way, his brain irritated by the hot sun and the hard light reflected from the yellow grass. He could see Dr. Ransome standing in the last of the three trucks, swaying unsteadily among the patients on their stretchers. Jim thought of his Latin prep, now a week overdue, but Dr. Ransome was a hundred yards away.
Watched by the Japanese soldiers on the road above them, many of the men walked down to the water’s edge. They filled their mess tins and stood drinking together in the shallows. Jim was wary of the water, remembering the black creeks at Nantao and the thousands of gallons he had boiled for Basie. Was there a crew of corpses in the armored junk? Inside the iron turret, now washed by the green waters of the canal, perhaps lay the captain of this puppet Chinese naval vessel. Jim could almost see the dead blood running out into the canal, slaking the thirst of these British prisoners, on its way to nourish the roots of the rice crops raised for another generation of Chinese turncoats.
Jim opened his wooden case and took out his mess tin. He walked down the bank between the resting women and their exhausted children. Squatting on the narrow beach, he carefully filled his mess tin with the surface water, hoping that the algae might sustain him. He drank the tepid fluid, watching the dissolving patterns of his golf shoes in the fine sand.
Filling the mess tin, Jim climbed the bank to his case. On his right was the wife of a Shell engineer in D Block. She lay weakly in the long grass, whose blades had already sprung through the rents in her cotton frock. Her husband sat beside her, dipping his fingers into his mess tin and moistening her large, carious teeth with the green water.
Lying on Jim’s left was Mrs. Philips. It irked Jim that she had seen him drinking on the bank and decided to rest beside him. No doubt she had some little chore in mind, and would nag him about his Latin prep. Although he had left Lunghua, Jim felt imprisoned by the camp. Everyone he had ever helped was still clinging to him. He almost expected to see Basie emerge from the turret of the armored junk and call out: “Jobs, Jim . . .”
But Mrs. Philips did not look as if she were about to set him a task. The walk from Lunghua had exhausted her. She lay in the bright grass with her wicker suitcase, all that survived of the decades she had spent in the Chinese hinterland. Her face was now the palest mother-of-pearl, as if she had been drowned and then lifted from the water onto this quiet bank. Her eyes were fixed on a remote point in the sky. Jim touched her cheeks, wondering if she was dead.
“Mrs. Philips—I’ve brought you some water.”
She smiled at him and sipped the water, her small fists clinging to the handles of her suitcase like a pair of white mice. “Thank you, Jim. Are you very hungry?”
“I was this morning.” Jim tried to think of a joke that would cheer Mrs. Philips. “It’s air I’m short of after all that walking, not food.”
“Yes, Jim . . . .” Mrs. Philips opened her case. She felt inside and produced a small potato. “There you are. Remember to pray for us all.”
“Oh, I will!” Jim bit into the potato before she had a chance to change her mind. “I’ll pay you back when we get to Nantao. All our rations are there.”
“You’ve already paid me back, Jim. Many times.” Mrs. Philips resumed her pinpoint scrutiny of the sky. “Could you eat the potato?”
“It was really good.” As Jim finished the potato he noticed the old woman’s eyes move fractionally. “Mrs. Philips, are you looking for God?”
“Yes, Jim.”
“Say . . .” Jim was impressed. He was keen to repay Mrs. Philips’ generosity, if only with a modest discussion of theology. He followed the angle of the old woman’s gaze. “Do you mean God is right above us?”
“Of course, Jim.”
“Above the thirty-first parallel? Mrs. Philips, wouldn’t God be above the magnetic pole? You ought to look at the ground, under Shanghai . . . .” Intoxicated by the fermenting potato, Jim giggled at the thought of the deity trapped in the bowels of the earth below Shanghai, perhaps in the basement of the Sincere Company department store.
Mrs. Philips held his hand, trying to comfort him. Still staring at the sky, she decided: “Nantao—then they’re taking us up-country . . .”
“No . . . our rations . . .” Jim turned toward the Japanese guards. The three trucks had crossed the bridge, and he could see Dr. Ransome moving among his patients with a small child in his arms. Its cries sounded through the overbright sun. The hundreds of prisoners sat in the feverish light like figures in the lurid paintings that advertised the Chinese film spectacles. The Japanese squatted beside the trucks, eating a boiled rice paste that they took from their haversacks. They made no attempt to share their food with the young soldiers defending the bridge.
Up-country? There were docks at Nantao, but why would the Japanese want to move them from Shanghai? Jim watched Mrs. Vincent paddling at the water’s edge fifty yards away. Finding a portion of the current that satisfied her, she filled a mess tin for her husband and child. Dr. Ransome had recruited a human chain from the men sitting on the embankment below the trucks, and they passed pails of water up to the patients.
Jim shook his head, puzzled by all this effort. Obviously they were being taken up-country so that the Japanese could kill them without being seen by the American pilots. Jim listened to the Shell man’s wife crying in the yellow grass. The sunlight charged the air above the canal, an intense aura of hunger that stung his retinas and reminded him of the halo formed by the exploding Mustang. The burning body of the American pilot had quickened the dead land. It would be for the best if they all died; it would bring their lives to an end that had been implicit ever since the Idzumo had sunk the Petrel and the British had surrendered at Singapore without a fight.
Perhaps they were already dead. Jim lay back and tried to count the motes of light. This simple truth was known to every Chinese from birth. Once the British internees had accepted it, they would no longer fear their journey to the killing ground . . . .
“Mrs. Philips . . . I’ve thought about the war.” Jim rolled over in the grass. He was about to explain to Mrs. Philips that she was dead, but the old missionary was asleep. Jim studied her blanched eyes, her mouth open to reveal a broken dental plate. “Mrs. Philips, we mustn’t worry anymore . . . .”
Headlamps flared through the dust. The gendarmerie staff car trundled along the road. Japanese soldiers strode down the bank, waving their rifles and beckoning the prisoners to their feet. The trucks at the rear of the column had started their engines. Men and women were climbing the embankment, children and suitcases in hand. Others remained in the trampled grass, unwilling to leave this placid canal.
Jim lay on his side, making a pillow of his arm. He felt drowsy after Mrs. Philips’ potato, and the rumble of bombing and the voices of the British wives seemed far away. He stared at the blades of grass, trying to work out the speed at which the leaves grew—an eighth of an inch each day, a millionth of a mile per hour . . .?
Then he noticed a Japanese soldier standing in the grass beside him. All but a hundred of the prisoners had climbed the slope and formed a procession behind the staff car. Around Jim a few people lay quietly. Mrs. Philips clasped her wicker suitcase, and the woman from D Block whimpered as her husband pressed his hands to her shoulders.
Grains of rice clung to the stubble around the Japanese soldier’s lips. They moved like lice as he pondered Jim’s condition. His expression was one that Jim had seen before, at the detention center in Shanghai, but for the first time Jim felt unconcerned. He would remain here beside the unhurried water and help Mrs. Philips to look for God.
“Come on, Jim! We’re waiting for you!”
An emaciated figure tottered down the bank. Mr. Maxted bowed and smiled to the Japanese soldier, as if glad to recognize him. He collapsed in the grass and pulled Jim’s shoulder.
“Good boy, Jim. We’re moving on to Nantao.”
“They’re taking us up-country, Mr. Maxted. I might stay here with Mrs. Philips.”
“I think Mrs. Philips wants to rest. They’re holding our rations in Nantao, Jim. We need you to lead the way.”
Hitching up his shorts, Mr. Maxted bowed again to the Japanese soldier and helped Jim to his feet.
The column shuffled forward, following the staff car. Jim looked back at the hundred or so prisoners left behind on the embankment. As the soldier licked the rice grains from his chin, Mrs. Philips lay at his feet in the yellow grass, beside the woman from D Block and her kneeling husband. Other soldiers moved along the bank, rifles slung while they stepped among the resting prisoners. Would they later help Mrs. Philips and the others to Nantao?
Jim doubted it. Shutting Mrs. Philips from his mind, he gripped his wooden case and placed his feet in the dusty imprints left by the man limping in front of him. Already Mr. Maxted had fallen behind. The brief rest on the embankment had fatigued everyone. Haifa mile from the bridge, by the burned-out shell of an ammunition truck, the Nantao road turned at right angles from the canal and ran along a causeway between two paddy fields. The procession came to a halt. Watched by the Japanese, who made no attempt to hurry them along, the prisoners waited limply in the sun. Jim listened to the tired breathing. Then there was a shuffle of clogs, and the procession moved forward again.
Jim looked back at the ammunition truck. He was startled to see that hundreds of suitcases lay on the empty road. Exhausted by the effort of carrying their possessions, the prisoners had abandoned them without a spoken word. The suitcases and wicker baskets, the tennis rackets, cricket bats and Pierrot costumes lay in the sunlight, like the luggage of a party of holidaymakers who had vanished into the sky.
Holding tight to his case, Jim increased his stride. After so many years without any belongings, he did not intend to discard them now. He thought of Mrs. Philips and their talk together by the sunny canal, a setting so much more pleasant than the camp cemetery where he had usually questioned her about matters of life and death. It had been kind of Mrs. Philips to give him her last potato, and he remembered his dreamy thoughts of having died. But he had not died. Jim stamped his shoes in the dust, surprised by his own weakness. Death, with her mother-of-pearl skin, had almost seduced him with a sweet potato.