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NOW MY WORDS ARE SMARTER
my knowledge reflects in them
but I would give anything
for those years of anger
of true anger against the world
when I was naive
when I thought deeds could be done
words could change people
words could change thoughts
but now I am smarter
now I am wiser
as the world darkens
before of my eyes
without being able to do anything
without wanting
not thinking of suicide anymore
not against them nor against me
I just see my shadow in the water
staring at me and smoking a cigar
staring at me with sleepy eyes
disappointed in me as I am
disappointed in it.