The alarm goes off.
6:00 A.M.
No one in the world should have to get out of bed at that hour—except maybe people who do terrible things and deserve awful punishment.
Whoever invented Snooz-Alarms deserves a medal. Hitting mine, I stop the noise and go back to sleep.
6:10 A.M.
I hit the lever again and sleep some more.
6:20 A.M.
6:30 A.M. Whoever invented Snooz-Alarms should be tortured. If I don’t get up now, I’m never going to make it to the bus on time.
Jumping out of bed, I trip over the clothes I wore last night. Messiness comes easy to me.
I stumble to the bathroom, brush my teeth, wash my face, and run a comb through my hair.
Looking at myself in the bathroom mirror, I say, “Come on, Phoebe Brooks, get your act in gear. You’ve got to go to school even if you don’t want to go.”
The face in the mirror has hardly opened her eyes.
I throw on some clothes—undies, jeans, a sweater, socks, Nikes.
I’m dressed like almost every kid in the school, wearing the unofficial uniform of Joyce Kilmer Regional High School.
I hate looking like everyone else. But I’ve tried so I could fit in, have friends.
It doesn’t seem to work. Anyway it doesn’t make me happy.
I add a long pair of beaded American Indian earrings and wrap a scarf around my forehead.
That’s more like it. Maybe I’ll look weird to everyone, but I’ll feel more like me.
As I rush out the door I can hear my father in his bedroom, snoring.
The bus is getting ready to leave.
7:00 A.M. on the dot.
I just made it.
Plopping onto a seat, I think—buses. I’m so sick of them. I bet I spend half my life riding them.
Taking out my notebook, I try to figure it out . . . .
Wow, that means that over three weeks of my life each year is spent riding buses.
And that’s without counting snow, ice, bad driving conditions, gridlock, mechanical problems.
I bet it all adds up to about a month a year.
If it continues all through high school, that’s a third of a year.
It’s a shame I wasn’t born with wheels instead of legs. That would have saved lots in transportation costs—and I could get a special kind of sunglasses with windshield wipers and a defroster attached.
Maybe I should add a bumper sticker to my rear end. Most vehicles in Woodstock seem to have messages on them, like ANIMALS ARE TO LOVE, NOT TO EAT. ABORTION IS A CIVIL RIGHT. RIGHT TO LIFE. I ♥ WOODSTOCK. I guess my license would be 13580 for the number of miles spent on a bus, and my bumper sticker would read HAVE PARENTS, WILL TRAVEL.
Giggling, I try to imagine the way I’d look, certainly not like a typical Kilmer student.
“I’ve never thought doing math was so much fun,” a voice says. “Hey, I like your earrings and headband.”
Looking up, I realize that it’s the girl sitting next to me. I’ve seen her before, but we’ve never spoken. She always seemed surrounded by friends—not the school “in crowd,” but by lots of different people.
I touch my earrings to remember which ones I put on. “Thanks.”
“You’re new, right?”
I put my notebook away. “Actually I’m old—fourteen—but new to the school.”
She continues. “That wasn’t really math homework, was it?”
“I was just trying to figure out the hours and miles I ride on buses. School. New York.”
She takes out a makeup case. “I heard you ride the Divorce Express.”
“You heard?” I didn’t think anyone had even noticed me.
She applies a little bit of peach blush-on. “Woodstock’s really a small town. Word gets around. I usually ride the bus, too, but haven’t lately. My father’s a musician and he’s been on tour, so I haven’t been going. I start next weekend.”
“Maybe we can sit together next time.” I blurt it out without thinking that maybe she’s already got someone to sit with. What if she says no or makes some dumb excuse to get out of it?
“Great. It’s been really boring, the times I had to go down there. A lot of kids our age who have ridden on the bus for years give it up by the time they’re in high school. I used to sit with my best friend, Jenny, but she had to go live in New York full-time. There was a custody fight and her father won.”
“I live with my father, too, but there was no custody fight. It just worked out that way.” Even though I’m sorry about her friend leaving, I kind of hope that she’s got an opening for the position of new best friend.
“I bet that the math comes to about three full weeks a year, day and night. Right?” She applies some lip gloss from a round container. “Next you should try to figure out how much money the whole thing costs. It’ll blow your mind. It’s probably enough to put us through college, at least part of it.”
I hadn’t even thought of that. Bus tickets. Bus tokens. School taxes. I don’t know what I want to be eventually, but I do know that I want to go to college. That’s a lot of money.
She hands me the lip gloss. “Want to try this? It’s new. Just got it.”
I take it from her and put some on. It’s strawberry, not my favorite flavor, but who cares?
Handing it back, I take a good look. She’s wearing a red sweat shirt–like top, red sweat pants, black-and-red cowboy boots, and a glittered shawl. She’s about my size, a seven, but she looks a little taller than me, about five seven.
“Your outfit looks great too,” I say, meaning it.
“Thanks.” She shows me that she has two pierced-ear earrings on one side and four on the other. “I like looking different.”
“I was going to wear a feathered boa,” I say, “but didn’t think it would quite go at Kilmer.”
“Feathers aren’t in this year. You can’t put designer labels on them.” She shakes her head.
“My mother would love it here,” I say. “She’s into labels and names written all over clothes. Sometimes I think she looks like alphabet soup.” I make a face.
“Not my mother. She loves to shop in thrift shops and flea markets,” she says.
It’s been so long since I’ve had someone my own age to talk to. “You’ve got a great tan. Did you get it over the summer?” I ask.
“Neither. My mother’s white. My father’s black. I’m a natural tan.”
I wonder if anyone’s ever thrown themself out of the school bus window because they’ve embarrassed themselves by dumbness.
Before I have the chance to open the window, she says, “If I’d lived in the South, back in the old days before the 1960s, I wouldn’t have known where to sit on a bus.”
I stand up and look to the front and then the back of the bus. “We seem to be in the right place, here in the middle.”
“You’re all right,” she says as I sit down. “Why don’t you sit with me and my friends at lunch? By the way, my name’s Rosie. What’s yours?”
“Phoebe.” I want to stand up and cheer. “I’d love to. I was getting sick of spending the whole time hiding out in the bathroom. I was afraid that I’d die of smoke pollution there.”
“The bathroom’s a rotten place to spend lunch, though I’m not sure the cafeteria’s any more appetizing. Sometimes it seems like they have the same stuff in both places. School lunches are a real waste.”
“Gross. The lunches . . . and so’s your pun.” I grin to show her that I really like it.
“Wait till you taste the food.”
The bus pulls up at the school.
We get off together and walk outside.
Maybe this is going to be a good school year after all.
