What You Are

you are the cat’s paw

among the silence of midnight goldfish

you are the waves

which cover my feet like cold eiderdowns

you are the teddybear (as good as new)

found beside a road accident

you are the lost day

in the life of a child murderer

you are the underwatertree

around which fish swirl like leaves

you are the green

whose depths I cannot fathom

you are the clean sword

that slaughtered the first innocent

you are the blind mirror

before the curtains are drawn back

you are the drop of dew on a petal

before the clouds weep blood

you are the sweetfresh grass that goes sour

and rots beneath children’s feet

you are the rubber glove

dreading the surgeon’s brutal hand

you are the wind caught on barbed wire

and crying out against war

you are the moth

entangled in a crown of thorns

you are the apple for teacher

left in a damp cloakroom

you are the smallpox injection

glowing on the torchsinger’s arm like a swastika

you are the litmus leaves

quivering on the suntan trees

you are the ivy

which muffles my walls

you are the first footprints in the sand

on bankholiday morning

you are the suitcase full of limbs

waiting in a leftluggage office

to be collected like an orphan

you are a derelict canal

where the tincans whistle no tunes

you are the bleakness of winter before the cuckoo

catching its feathers on a thornbush

heralded spring

you are the stillness of Van Gogh

before he painted the yellow vortex of his last sun

you are the still grandeur of the Lusitania

before she tripped over the torpedo

and laid a world war of american dead

at the foot of the blarneystone

you are the distance

between Hiroshima and Calvary

measured in mother’s kisses

you are the distance

between the accident and the telephone box

measured in heartbeats

you are the distance

between power and politicians

measured in half-masts

you are the distance

between advertising and neuroses

measured in phallic symbols

you are the distance

between you and me

measured in tears

you are the moment

before the noose clenched its fist

and the innocent man cried: treason

you are the moment

before the warbooks in the public library

turned into frogs and croaked khaki obscenities

you are the moment

before the buildings turned into flesh

and windows closed their eyes

you are the moment

before the railwaystations burst into tears

and the bookstalls picked their noses

you are the moment

before the buspeople turned into teeth

and chewed the inspector

for no other reason than he was doing his duty

you are the moment

before the flowers turned into plastic and melted

in the heat of the burning cities

you are the moment

before the blindman puts on his dark glasses

you are the moment

before the subconscious begged to be left in peace

you are the moment

before the world was made flesh

you are the moment

before the clouds became locomotives

and hurtled headlong into the sun

you are the moment

before the spotlight moving across the darkened stage

like a crab finds the singer

you are the moment

before the seed nestles in the womb

you are the moment

before the clocks had nervous breakdowns

and refused to keep pace with man’s madness

you are the moment

before the cattle were herded together like men

you are the moment

before God forgot His lines

you are the moment of pride

before the fiftieth bead

you are the moment

before the poem passed peacefully away at dawn

like a monarch