Holiday on Death Row

1

new dead flowers in

living room. First

Wasp of Spring. Time

for writing. Sap and

dying. Ashes and seed

lie scattered etc.

In kitchen, Wife

cook sunday dinner

for herself. Upstairs

Husband push drawing

pins into scowling

mouth of penis.

2

Wife is out. Has taken

clichés to launderette.

Husband, withdrawn, stare

overlong at photographs

of himself, in hope

of being recognised.

In front of mirrors

he bob and weave,

turn suddenly to catch

reflection off guard.

Reflection always on time.

On occasions, lying in wait.

3

Wife, downstairs midnight

putting cholesterol in his

Flora, decide their life

together has become anathema.

Stuffed toad in birdcage.

Husband, upstairs writing

poems she will never

read, decide holiday

abroad would be best

thing for both of them.

Next day he leave for Anathema.

Wife give toad kiss of life.

4

Husband, penis loaded

with drawing pins, swagger

into kitchen. Unimpressed,

Wife snarl matteroffactly.

‘You rat a tat tat

rat a tat tat

Take that a tat tat.’

Wife is pinned against wall

like fading Wanted Poster.

Husband pack away

empty shotgun and return

upstairs to collect reward.

5

she hang on his every word.

Pull, pull and pull.

Hand to his mouth

he fight back. Wife

drag him to floor.

Words cry out in pain:

‘Words, we’re only words,

we don’t mean anything.’

Wife release grip

and return to kitchen.

‘That what you always

say.’ She say.

6

in Husband’s dreams, her

stockings burst at seams.

She is centre-fold

of all his magazines.

Pinned up each night,

she disport herself

as he befit. As he

thought she used to do

or might have done.

Prickteasing series of

saucy pix. His memory

playing safe, playing tricks.

7

except for sound of their breathing.

In bed Husband mustn’t touch.

Put arms around body he

helped shape. He fight impulse.

Do what is not natural.

Keep his self to himself.

Nerve ends tingle. He become

Electric Chair and move in.

She asleep on Death Row.

He wonder what would be

her last request. Chair

get erection. Chair know best.

8

Wife hoard hazelnuts

in cunt Husband

train squirrels to

fetch hazelnuts. Wife

keep fox in petticoats

to chase squirrels. At

break of day, Husband,

in coat so gay, unleash

hounds in bedroom to catch

fox. Wife join Anti-blood-

sports League. Husband join

Anti-nuts-in-cunts Brigade.

9

Wife want life of own.

Husband want life of Wife.

Husband hire hitman.

Hitman hit Wife.

Wife hit back.

Hit, hitman run.

Wife run harder.

Hurt hitman.

Hurt hitman hit Husband.

Tired Husband hire second

hitman to fire first hitman.

Fired hitman retire, hurt.

10

Husband keep live rat down

front of jeans for rainy day.

One rainy day, drunk on

cooking sherry, Wife slip

hand inside Husband’s jeans.

With brutal strokes she

skin it alive before

pulling off its head.

Wiping blood on pinny

she return to cakemix.

Husband bury dead rat

for another year.

11

upstairs, Husband wrestle

with major themes. Wife

in kitchen putting

two and two together.

Always Wife in kitchen.

Always Husband wrestling.

On kitchen table is

flour, water, drawing pins,

salt, blood, ashes etc.

On desk upstairs,

major themes (or parts

thereof) lie scattered etc.

12

photographs of hitmen.

Hazelnuts for rainy day.

Dead flowers in fading

penis. Clichéd toad

bursting at seams. Empty

shotgun in birdcage. Holiday

on Death Row. Words,

we’re only words.

Husband, upstairs, painting

out light in painting

of end of tunnel. Wife

in garden, digging up rat.