Muffin the Cat

Written at the Arvon Foundation, Lumb Bank, Yorkshire

I had never considered cats

until Nadia said I should:

‘If a person likes a cat,

then that person must be nice.’

So I seized the chance to be good

by taking her advice.

When Muffin (not the mule) called

around midnight to inspect the room

I was, at first, distinctly cool.

Until, remembering the New Me,

I praised felinity and made tea.

Offered him a biscuit. A cigarette.

Tried to make conversation.

He’d not be drawn. Not beaten yet

I showed him my collection

of Yugoslavian beermats.

He was unimpressed. (Queer, cats.)

At 2 a.m. I got out the whisky.

He turned up his nose.

After a few glasses I told him

about the problems at home.

The job. My soul I laid bare.

And all he did was stare.

Curled up on the duvet

with that cat-like expression.

Not a nod of encouragement.

Not a mew. Imagine the scene;

I felt like that intruder

on the bed with the Queen.

But I soldiered on till morning

and despite his constant yawning

told him what was wrong with the country.

The class system, nuclear disarmament,

the unions, free-range eggs.

I don’t know what time he left.

I fell asleep. Woke up at four

With a hangover the size of a Yorkshire Moor.

And my tongue (dare I say it?) furry.

Since then, whenever I see the damn thing

He’s away up the mountain to hide.

And I was only being friendly.

I tried, Nadia, I tried.