Body Apology

TodayIleft aspaceso whitebodies could inhabitmorecomfortably.

Today I got out of my seat

soawhitefamily couldsit

in my place.Today I accommodated awhitebody.

No thank you.

I am often accommodating. Today, awhitefamilystoodbehindmytable,

pressing against my back. I was expected to leave, never asked. I should have planted my black body instead of being uprooted from my seat like a weed to be plucked. Today I was an apology. I apologize for my presence, and no one says

thank you. I apologize for my presence often. I get cut off. I end up apologizing. I ampushedpast.

Walkedinfrontof. Excuse me.

No response. Sometimes, I go towhitespaces, plant myself. I know my roots aren’t welcome there.