After hearing that Jean thought she’d come to Australia by ship, an incredible idea was beginning to grow in Daisy’s mind. Could Jean, by any miraculous chance, be Rosie? She didn’t want so much as to hint at it to Jean; not until she’d been to see Deeley, until she’d been told the name of Rosie’s adoptive parents. No word to Rita, either. Raising her hopes only to have them dashed again would be the ultimate cruelty. Studying her carefully, Daisy wondered if she could see the childlike face of Rosie in the gaunt and scared face of Jean. She had fair hair, though scraped off her face and lacklustre it had none of the youthful curls Rosie had had. Her eyes were blue, but shadowed with permanent fear, nothing like the bright, round eyes of the five-year-old Rosie.
I’m just trying to make what she’s told me turn her into Rosie, thought Daisy despondently. There must be hundreds of little girls who arrived on a ship and were adopted by Australian families.
So, she kept her thoughts to herself, deciding that the best thing to do would be to speak to Deeley in private.
On her next half day Daisy managed to get off work early and went to catch Deeley as she left the nursery.
‘Daisy!’ Delia greeted her in surprise. ‘Hallo! What brings you here?’
‘Need to talk to you, Mrs Watson. Private. Without Reet.’
‘Rita’s got a late lecture at college,’ said Delia. ‘We can go home.’
‘No,’ Daisy insisted. ‘She might come back early.’ She glanced along the street and seeing a tearoom further along, said, ‘Can we go there?’
Delia shrugged. ‘If you really want to, Daisy. What’s all this about?’
They ordered a pot of tea, and once it was poured, Delia looked expectantly at Daisy. ‘Well, Daisy. Come on, tell me.’
‘What was the names of them people what adopted Rosie?’
Delia looked at her sharply. ‘Waters. Why do you want to know?’
‘I think I may have found Rosie,’ Daisy said. She spoke calmly, trying to suppress her rising excitement when she heard the name.
‘You what?’
‘I think I may have found Rosie.’ And she told Delia all about Jean.
Delia listened in horrified silence until Daisy had finished. ‘And you think this could be Rosie?’
‘Dunno, Mrs Watson, but she said her new name was Jean Waters. I couldn’t remember the name of the people you’d been looking for, but…’
‘It’s the same,’ murmured Delia.
‘We can’t tell Reet, not till we’re sure,’ Daisy said, ‘so will you come and see her? Come and talk to her?’
‘Of course,’ Delia agreed at once, and picked up her bag. ‘I’ll come now. Is she at your hostel?’
‘I hope so,’ Daisy said. ‘She should be. She’ll go out to work, but not till later.’
They arrived at the hostel door to be greeted by Mrs Glazer.
‘Ah, Miss Smart,’ she said, her eyes gleaming. ‘I think we’ve got a runaway upstairs.’
‘What?’ Daisy stared at her. ‘What d’you mean?’
‘I think you know what I mean, Miss Smart,’ Mrs Glazer smirked. ‘I’m not green, Miss Smart. I’m not stupid. You’ve been hiding her, pretending not to know her when she first came here.’
‘I didn’t know her,’ protested Daisy.
‘So you say, but I know better. This is a respectable house, Miss Smart, and I won’t have runaway girls here.’
‘Why do you think she’s running away?’ asked Daisy, wondering if it was just a guess and Lazy was expecting her to confirm it.
‘There’s a poster with her picture on it outside the cop shop up the road. Looking for Jean Waters.’
‘But her name is Jean Smith,’ Daisy said.
‘She says her name is Jean Smith, but it’s her all right. When I went up and faced her with it, I could tell. So I told her I was calling the police,’ Mrs Glazer said righteously. ‘Her poor parents must be out of their minds with worry. I locked her in and I called the police.’
‘And what did they say?’ asked Daisy.
‘Said they’d come as soon as they could.’
‘And did they?’
‘Not yet, but I expect them anytime.’ Suddenly aware of Delia standing behind Daisy, she said, ‘And who’s this, may I ask?’
‘A friend…’ began Daisy.
‘Friends of any sort must be out by nine o’clock,’ sniffed Mrs Glazer. ‘And if I find you’ve been hiding a runaway child, Miss Smart, you’ll have to go, too.’ With this parting shot, Mrs Glazer retired to her own quarters to await the police, leaving Daisy and Delia to hurry upstairs to Jean’s room.
Daisy banged on the door. ‘Jean! It’s me, Daisy. Can you hear me? Jean? It’s Daisy.’ She tried the door, but as Mrs Glazer had said, it was locked. Daisy called again, banging on the door with her fists, but there was no response.
‘What do we do now?’ Daisy turned to Delia in despair.
‘We go and demand the key,’ Delia said.
‘We can try, but she won’t give it us,’ Daisy said, ‘she’s a real mean bitch.’
‘Can but try,’ Delia said.
‘Perhaps mine’ll fit,’ Daisy suggested, taking out her key. It fitted the keyhole, but wouldn’t turn the lock. ‘No, no good.’
‘You go on trying to get Jean to answer you,’ Delia said, ‘I’ll go back down to Mrs Glazer.’
At that moment there was the sound of boots on the stairs and a puffing Mrs Glazer appeared followed by two uniformed police officers. The first, a sergeant, paused at the top of the stairs and glanced enquiringly at Delia and Daisy.
‘Well,’ he asked, ‘what’s going on here?’
Before Mrs Glazer could catch her breath to speak, Delia stepped forward. ‘Mrs Glazer has locked a young girl into this room,’ she said, indicating Jean’s door. ‘We’ve tried knocking, but she doesn’t answer.’
‘And who are you, madam?’
‘My name is Delia Watson and this is Daisy Smart. We are friends of this girl and are extremely concerned that she has been locked in her room all day.’
‘They’re just busybodies,’ Mrs Glazer began to bluster. ‘That girl ain’t answering ’cos she’s hiding. That’s what. She’s that runaway you lot’re looking for.’
The policeman looked at her. ‘Perhaps you’d be good enough to unlock this door, madam.’ He spoke politely enough, but it was clear he did not approve of what she had done. Disgruntled, Mrs Glazer stepped forward and did as he asked.
Daisy pushed past her into the room and then stopped short with a cry of dismay. Delia and the policemen crowded in behind her and both stopped in horror at what they saw. Jean lay, curled up on her bed, eyes closed, her breathing stentorian, and on the floor beside her bed lay a small glass bottle.
The sergeant caught it up and looked at the label. ‘Sleeping pills,’ he said, and turning to his companion he barked, ‘Ambulance, Andrews! Sharpish!’
Andrews disappeared downstairs, as Delia and Daisy ran to the bedside, kneeling beside the unconscious girl. Delia tried to turn her over, and then they saw it, clutched in Jean’s arms, a child’s rose-patterned dress.
Daisy burst into tears and Delia held her close as the policeman tried to resuscitate the girl on the bed.
‘Anyone know her name?’ he asked.
‘Rosie Stevens,’ Delia said firmly before Mrs Glazer could say anything. ‘Her name is Rosie Stevens.’
The ambulance arrived and two sturdy ambulance men carried the unconscious Rosie down the stairs. Delia and Daisy went with her in the ambulance and as the ambulance streaked through the streets, siren blaring, they watched as the medic continued to work on Rosie, trying to bring her round. Daisy was clutching the glass bottle, its label telling them what drug Rosie had taken. When they reached the hospital, Rosie was rushed inside, and Delia turned aside to deal with the admission formalities. She stuffed some money into Daisy’s hand and said, ‘Fetch Rita. Take a taxi.’
Daisy raced outside to the taxi rank and gave the address in Randwick. ‘And please be quick,’ she cried, as the driver pulled away from the kerb. ‘I think she’s dying.’
Daisy had never been in a taxi before, but she had no time to think about the new experience. The sight of Rosie lying, unmoving, on the bed, filled her mind. She had to find Rita and get her to the hospital before it was too late.
‘Wait here,’ she called to the driver as they drew up outside the house. She leaped out of the cab, and running to the front door she kept one hand on the bell and banged on it with the other.
‘Hey,’ called Rita in surprise as she opened the door. ‘Dais? What’s all that about?’ Then she saw the expression on Daisy’s face. ‘Deeley,’ she cried. ‘Has something happened to Deeley?’
‘No,’ Daisy said, grabbing at her hand to pull her out to the waiting taxi, ‘but you got to come now, Reet. Deleey’s at the hospital, she’s with Rosie.’
Rita stopped short, and the colour drained from her face. ‘Rosie?’ she whispered.
‘Yeah!’ Daisy pulled at her again. ‘With Rosie. She’s took an overdose. Come on, Reet, come on!’
Rita allowed herself to be dragged into the taxi and within moments they were headed back the way they’d come.
When they reached the hospital Daisy paid off the taxi while Rita dashed inside to where Delia was waiting for her.
‘Where is she?’ Rita cried. ‘Where’s Rosie?’
‘They’ve pumped her stomach out,’ said Delia, putting her arms round Rita and holding her close. ‘They’ve done everything they can, but darling, I think you must prepare yourself for the worst.’
‘Can we see her?’ Rita begged. ‘I must see her.’
‘They said they’d call us, but I’ll ask again.’
Delia went in search of someone to ask as Daisy joined Rita in the waiting area.
‘Where did you find her?’ Rita asked. ‘How…?’
Before Daisy could start to explain Delia reappeared with a doctor in a white coat.
‘I believe you’re her sister,’ he said, taking Rita’s hand. ‘You can come in and see her now, just for a moment or two,’ adding as Delia and Daisy moved forward, ‘only one of you.’
He showed Rita into a side ward and said, as he closed the door behind her, ‘Just a few minutes.’
Rita looked down at the girl in the bed. She was thin and angular, her face the colour of putty, her fair hair, now tied back off her face, greasy and lank. The sheet covering her scarcely rose and fell as she breathed with faint, shallow breaths. Rita crossed to the bedside and gently took one of her hands and pressed it to her cheek. It was cold as ice.
‘Rosie,’ she whispered, ‘it’s me, Reet. Can you hear me, Rosie? I’ve come to get you. To take you home. Rosie? It’s Reet.’
Rosie’s eyelids flickered and for a moment Rita thought she was going to open her eyes, to see her there beside her, but then the hand in hers seemed to relax and with a last sigh her breathing ceased. With a wave of desolation Rita knew that though they had finally found Rosie, they’d found her too late.
Later, much later, when Rosie was properly laid out on a bed, her hair washed and brushed, her eyes closed in eternal sleep, Delia, Daisy and Rita were able to come back and sit with her for a while.
‘Poor Rosie, poor darling Rosie,’ Rita wept, holding her sister’s cold hand between her own. ‘What a dreadful life she had. What a cruel, cruel life.’
Daisy, ever practical, said, ‘Do we have to tell them, them Waters, what’s happened to her?’
‘No,’ Delia replied firmly, ‘we do not. They have no claim on her. She’s Rita’s sister, she’s formally identified her and we will take care of her now.’
‘Won’t the police tell them?’
‘No, I don’t think so,’ Delia replied. ‘We told them her name is Rose Stevens, not Jean Waters, and they seem to have accepted our identification.’
It was strange, Daisy thought as she looked down at the pale, peaceful face, framed by the soft golden hair, but now I can see it’s Rosie, just Rosie grown up. Why couldn’t I see it before?
They sat in silence for a while and then Rita reached into a bag at her feet and pulled out Rosie’s beloved Knitty. Carefully she tucked him under Rosie’s arm, then replacing her hand under the sheet that covered her, she reached down and kissed Rosie’s smooth, cold cheek. ‘Bye, Rosie,’ she said softly. ‘I’m sorry I didn’t look after you better, but you’re safe now. Nobody can’t hurt you any more.’ Then she turned round and said, ‘I’d like to go home now.’
Delia nodded and taking her hand, said, ‘Come on then, darling,’ before reaching out her other hand to Daisy and saying, ‘you too, Daisy.’