Solitaire
by Karin Kallmaker

“Well, that was a total cock-up.” DJ unknotted the short scarf from the collar of her white shirt. How was she supposed to sell emergency room supplies if the company sent the wrong samples for the exhibit hall booth? The convention had been a total bust for her, a complete waste of time.

A hot shower, fresh clothes, and then she was going to lose herself at the poker tables—any table where Texas Hold ’Em wasn’t the game. What was wrong with a good round of seven-card stud?

What she really wanted was for Lyn to walk through the door right now. That would be heaven. She’d been on the road too long, and their phone calls were too unsatisfying. It wasn’t like her to leave her clothes all over the floor, but right now, she couldn’t care less. Tomorrow morning she packed up the booth and then caught a plane home.

The aroma of Lyn’s shampoo was soothing. She traveled with a little bottle of it to remind her of the things she really loved in this world, and one of them was the way Lyn smelled. She scrubbed her short hair free of gel and washed the sweat of the day from her body, then stood just a little longer under the hot spray, inhaling steam to soothe her dry sinuses.

Maybe she was too tired for the tables tonight. That would be awful, though, to be in Las Vegas and too bleedin’ tired to do the one thing she could do with her girl so far away. Lord knows every other temptation was available, and she’d said no to a few in the hospitality suite earlier.

Maybe a trip to the fitness room? Even as she thought it, she dismissed the idea. It would be overrun with men, and American men were second only to Aussies in their unwavering belief in their universal sex appeal. She was too tired to deal with them.

The Palace towels were thick and thirsty, and normally she’d have delighted in the little luxuries of the heated towel rack, the warming lamp—someone else was paying for it, too. She had a major case of the post-convention blahs, though. Her hand reached for an old, comfortable T-shirt. She hesitated, knowing if she put it on she wouldn’t go out. If she put on the tight black tank then she would hit the tables. She looked back and forth between both garments, then opted for the hotel robe before she got chilled. Decision deferred.

She flipped open her cell phone and tried not to be disappointed that Lyn wasn’t home. Of course she wasn’t. DJ had known that all day. Lyn’s eldest was finally performing live and DJ was sorry to miss it. She was sorry she couldn’t hear more than Lyn’s voice telling her to leave a message.

Drifting to the window in hope of some form of distraction, she watched the lights change in the famous fountains she could just glimpse through an opening between buildings. Her room faced inward over the hotel grounds and her view was of two of the swimming pools, ringed in lights. One had a floating bar in the middle. Maybe that was the way to go. Lounge in warm water, kick back with a good drink, and daydream. That might be okay if the temperature had dropped enough. There was nothing more dismal than sweating while sitting in a swimming pool.

She unlatched her sliding glass door and stepped out onto the balcony. It had cooled off quite a bit from midday. The pool with the bar was appealing more and more. She turned to go back inside when she heard a voice from the adjacent balcony—a woman’s voice possibly—say plainly, “Are you sure it’s okay, baby?”

“Yes.” Laughter, definitely a woman this time, then, “What happens in Vegas, right?”

“Let me get it out of the package and clean it, then. You stay right there.”

The lights that bathed the hotel exterior didn’t quite reach this floor, but DJ still tried to discreetly peek through the separating barrier. It was dark, though, that is until the first person came back and a glow from inside their hotel room dimly illuminated the small confines of the balcony.

Definitely both women. Lounging in the chaise was a lovely creature whose slender charms were quite noticeable, given that she was naked. There was something comfortable about her beauty, quiet even. Maybe it was just the contrast with the glitter, spandex, and artifice of Las Vegas in general. Her hands briefly brushed over her natural, yielding breasts as she relaxed in the chair.

DJ told herself to stop looking. But when the other woman, a no-apologies butch, shucked her tank top and briefs and joined her lover on the chaise, it was more than DJ could do to look away.

“You’re sure?” The butch kissed her girlfriend with a melting tenderness. “Do you want to hold it? Just to get used to it?”

DJ lost the reply, but there was no mistaking the object in the woman’s hand. If she remembered correctly, that was the Mighty Aphrodite. One like it was at home.

The butch had stretched out alongside the other woman, stroking her breasts and shoulders. “It’s up to you, Marcie.”

“I want to. How many times do I have to say it?”

“I’m sorry, baby, it’s just that I don’t want to hurt you, and I don’t want you to regret it tomorrow.”

“Did you bring the lube?”

The butch’s voice got more gravelly. “Yes. Please, let me.”

For a moment, DJ’s view was obstructed, then the butch stopped moving around and settled on her knees between Marcie’s legs.

DJ swallowed hard. She missed Lyn fiercely at that moment, because she knew how trickling lube over her fingers felt, and she knew why the butch moaned when she pushed those slippery fingers into her eager, receptive lover. Her own hand twitched, and her cunt did as well. If she were closer she would be able to smell them both, smell sex and the unmistakable blend of lube and silicone and woman.

The butch bent to lavish attention on Marcie’s clit. Marcie let out a long coo, a single note of pleasure that finally broke as she hooked one leg over the butch’s shoulder and lifted her hips to offer more. Their words were lost for several seconds, then Marcie said, her voice taut with desire, “Please, Keri, fuck me with it.”

Now DJ could hear everything. The slippery, wet noises and the mutual quiet grunts they shared were enough to send her own fires leaping.

“Fuck me…”

“I am…”

“More…”

DJ put her hands over her ears and stumbled back into her hotel room, collapsing on the bed.

The women in the hospitality suite had all loved the accent, and while so many men never figured her for a lesbian, the same number of women did. She could have been with someone tonight instead of peering like a pathetic Peeping Tom at her neighbors. What happened in Vegas stayed in Vegas, or so they said. Trouble was, none of the women offering had short hair, piercing eyes, and a sense of humor sharper even than her own. None of them were Lyn.

“Oh, yes! Yes, baby, don’t stop…”

DJ quietly closed the balcony door, but she fancied she could still hear those pleas.

She’d be home tomorrow night and Lyn would meet her plane, and they might even take care of some of their itches on the way home from the airport. Maybe she’d surprise Lyn with a night in a motel. Just the two of them and lots of sex.

The wall behind her bed began to thump. Bloody hell, they’d moved inside. Now she wasn’t eavesdropping or peeping, she couldn’t help but hear it.

If there had been any trepidation about whether Marcie would like the toy, it sounded like they were over it. Marcie not only liked the toy, she liked getting fucked hard with it, hard and deep and for a very, very long time.

DJ called Lyn again and listened to, “I can’t come to the phone right now, but if you’ll leave your name and number, I’ll get back to you.” She listened to it three times before snapping her phone shut.

Marcie was getting well and truly fucked, and from the sound of it, she was going to scream in five, four, three, two—

“Oooh, fuck, baby! Fuck me!”

DJ knew how sheepish she had felt the first night with Lyn, when her vocabulary had abruptly become that limited, too. That had been such a good night. All the nights together had been that good.

Tonight was not a good night. Now her body ached and she was turned on and wet, with no recourse but to get on her own bed and touch…touch…

Fingers always knew what to do, they knew every circle to make, when to glide over the nerves, when to pinch and lift. It was her mind that wandered, sifting through memories and fantasies for the one that would catch like kindling.

Tomorrow she would get into the passenger seat of their car and she would let Lyn drive, but when they got as far as the scattered office buildings, she would tell Lyn to pull into a deserted parking lot. She’d pull her across the seat, put Lyn’s hand down her slacks and beg, beg for Lyn’s touch, beg to come, right there in the car. She’d strip off her pants, spread her legs, and pull Lyn’s fingers inside her, and Lyn would know, like she always knew, how much, how hard, how fast, like that.

“God, yes, baby, do me again, I can’t believe how good it feels when you do that…”

How good she feels, DJ thought, how good Lyn always feels. She moaned, feeling the dance of electricity start in her clit, then spread upward, outward until the sizzle escaped from the top of her head. She would lie back in the seat, sated, drifting, while Lyn drove them home.

She smiled lazily, feeling much better, but the fantasy in her head continued. Too soon to stop, she thought, as she envisioned herself in her own bed. Lyn’s shoulder would be against her cheek, their knees bumping and shifting until arms and legs got just right.

And she was falling asleep in Lyn’s arms, surrounded with the scent of her. It was the best fantasy of all.