How to live again, when all the finished words

have been scraped off to leave the parchment clean.

How to come back willing for new events

to be scratched on old skin, to be reused

in unforeseen languages,

to be spread on a table under infrared

and inch by inch be studied, screened,

stripped down to the subtext. Ultraviolet

looks through the layers to the thing

they mean, the last flake of ink embedded

in a single thread, something holding on

to nothing, speech holding on to silence,

one mark holding on to the abyss

as if all life depended on it.