When you reach up and take them off the shelves,
the notebooks surrender, along with lists of specimens,
mineral, plant, animal, a treasury of smells.
This is quite distinct from the almond scent
of equations and astronomy,
or even the sage top note of calculus.
These letters on the other hand, unfolded,
let out a sigh of fading ink and smoke
from rooms where coal fires have been lit.
Sometimes you come across a trace
of the writer’s or the reader’s hand,
a smear of plum or pomegranate juice,
and from the deposit or the stain,
forensic science could probably isolate
the dna, and assign each one a name.
When you touch something you are changing it.
You touch me and I change.
But the manuscripts are rare and have to learn
self-preservation. They have to teach
themselves a way to live without the touch
and there it is, a sound more like a beak
on shell, a tap, a click. It hatches on a breath
You touched me and I changed.
Gravitation may feel different in Kanpur,
the scribbled notes arrive more eucalyptus
to the scholar in Shanghai.
You touched me and I changed,
and when the touch is gone
am I diminished?
Or am I grown?