Most poets are swans
BUKOWSKI
It was you who told me about the starving
man and his two friends, shivering through winter
in a dingy room. He set out on Christmas Eve to find
a swan. Swan, goose, turkey, it was all the same
to him. Just imagine the man, his heart shaking,
climbing the park gate, lurking in the bushes
by the lake, lying in wait for its stately arrival.
How did he catch it? Easy, an unsuspecting swan,
expecting to be fed. It must have caught on at last,
fought back, bitten him black and blue. What a commotion
that must have been, the screaming bird and its furious mate,
a great clatter of wings. After he had wrung its beautiful neck,
how did he hide it, carry it back? In a shiny black
bin-bag, I expect.
One swan left behind in the icy Serpentine. One
would do fine, more than enough to feed the friends.
Carted home in a bus,
plucked, roasted, eaten. Afterwards,
the man sat back, a good host, his guests fed.
He wiped his mouths and told a few jokes.
That was where your story ended. But now I think
that after the hot dinner and the long evening,
just as he was about to turn in, the swan inside
began to sing. Inside all three, the sweetest voices,
The song was not invisible.
The song was white feathers
floating from their mouths
into the frozen air.
Across the city at the lake,
the lover stopped his furious searching,
hushed his great wings and listened
to the sky crying
white tears.
The three
lifted their faces to feathers,
a benediction of snow
or feathers, it didn’t matter which,
snow or feathers, feathers or snow,
swans or poets, poets or swans,
it came to the same thing.