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I’m screaming, “Rex, please,
stay by my side for the night
and no one has to know.”
But he didn’t listen,
I kept on begging for him
to stay, stay, stay.
It was hopeless to cry
but I had to cry to myself.
Took the last bottle of champagne
and the pills to help ease the pain
but it was no use.
I couldn’t help but think to myself.
What have I done wrong
that he would leave me for her?
She may be his wife
but I’ve got my life.
Dear God, I know I’m hopeless
when it comes to love
but I promise I’ll be better
when I leave this place.
It’s torture to my heart
to see him with someone else
much wiser than I could be.
And yet, I’m the icey blonde
in an equation of love.
Blank spaces beside my name
as I spend this night alone.
I wish that it was easy
to be in love with someone like him
but it’s not. It’s a tragedy.
A life for a wife
and a happy marriage.
If I’m called the home wrecker
in this Greek tragedy. I’m out.
I don’t want to be know
for ruining a marriage like theirs.
I just want to be loved
by someone who cares about me.
I’m not sorry for saying
that this is goodbye.
I have to go away, far from here
if it’s going to be this way.