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Love Is A Desperation

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I wish it was easy to be with you

but I’m desperate to be loved by you.

It seems a little monstrous to end

the day without seeing you in the view.

I’m broken but to the sound of silence.

I saw you there with a gleam

in your deep blue eyes

and the Clark Gable way about you.

I’m not a broken record

but I’d rather spend a day alone with you

right there to hold me.

There’s a sincere allowance to love you

in the depths of the dark.

It’s cinegraphical when it comes

to romance with love and lust.

You had me at hello

but I don’t want you to know that.

I wanted you to keep on guessing

whether I love you or not.

I guess we were both desperate

of the other’s company for a time

until we can nurture the torture

time had on us but we feel

like we have to obey the rules.

With you, I want to bend everything.

I want to see the world with you there.

It’ll be like a wondrous time

with french champagne at an occasion.

Was it a mistake for me to love you?

We’re not in a love story.

This isn’t a Shakespearean fairytale.

It’s a small town with the twinkling lights of the city.

We’re desperate to spend a day

fiddling with the clowns in the circus.

Je t’aime de tout mon coeur, mon coeur...

I love you with all my heart, my heart

is fragile and altered to fit in with the times.

But I don’t feel as free as I should be.

Let me be the first to control my own destiny

like I’ve done when I was younger.

The burning desire and the desperation

we both went through as fallen foes.

I wish it was easy to be in love with you.

We fought most days but I’m burning

without knowing how it’ll affect

the version of me you saw.

Romeo, save me from the desperation I feel.

I know I’m not Juliet but I’m an inch away

from the Lord’s grasp of my soul.

Broken hearts mended by time.

I don’t know the cause I’ve craved

since I left the boy next door

for the one I truly love.

Moon over water and ocean.

I want to spend my days with you

right there to hold me.

I’m in love with the one

who came into my life time and time again.

I’m never the beautiful one

or the homecoming queen.

I always leave the party

when it gets interesting.

I never wanted to dance alone

in the crowd of thousand faces.

I want so much just to be with you.

The view up here is dimming my light

but what the hell am I missing?

Other boys seems to turn a blind eye

on being with a loyalist like me.

I’ll never hurt anyone who cares about me.

I couldn’t change the girl they saw.

I know she just wants a love that’s pure and magical.