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I wanted to love you
but the pain of wanting
was enough for me to suffer.
It was a fragile state
that got my thinking I wasn’t
enough for a world full of glamor.
I wanted to have a shot
of happiness when it comes
to my ability to win at something
with a lot of faces in crowds.
I wanted to love you
and to hold you once more.
There are reasons I won’t shade
my friends for my own sake
but I’ve never held myself back.
I wanted you and nothing more.
I know that’s the kind of peace
you’ve been dying to get
from the other girls.