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I feel it is so necessary to get
ahead of somebody and so unkind to

do so (and humiliating not to):
maybe that’s why I feel more ex

than dis (tinguished, I mean): I
can’t go right straight down the road:

a wheel comes off and runs across a
pond: the hood flaps away to Mars:

the seats disjoint into ticketed
areas by a theater: pretty soon, I’m

riding a chassis like a Greek chariot
plunging downhill to a bifurcation:

no, I have a lot of trouble with
singleness of purpose or precision

of direction: I want to roll up the
whole landscape like a piece of

oilcloth and take it with me: this
means I encounter fullness: well,

more than an armful or chariot tare:
(I should use an unusual word

occasionally—unusual is a funny
looking word, though (ain’t it):