So it came that Too Little married Too Much
and all pronounced it an ideal match,
as tending towards the golden mean:
a chance for Too Much to be somewhat less,
for Too Little to wax into something more.
The priest and the guests felt sure it was blessed.
‘O cup to my water, O my weather vane!’
‘Rain to my drought, my gentle hurricane!’
They looked lovely in matching metonymies.
But they left out one guest – the Literal –
who sneaked, unseen, into the hall
to utter her matter-of-fact revenge:
‘See things as they are, for only a fool
can pretend a cracked cup can ever be full
or that mankind can catch it when brightness falls.’
For a while they were fine. Too Little grew fat
and, filling out to his marriage vows,
abandoned his famine in favour of feast.
But his viscera got him. No conjugal bliss
could stop him from turning away in disgust.
Soon he had slid into someone less,
past least, until he was merely some,
an honest-to-goodness matchstick man –
he’d tried to be golden, but had ended up mean.
Too Much grew rampant at his mutiny
and ditched her honeymoon regime
to rail against the insults of time.
Dressed in gowns of bitter glory,
she flung floods at her husband’s thing of stone,
wove storms of illusion, but woke alone
to worry the winds to their proper paths,
and hold up huge cities by force of will,
keeping coal to its seams beneath the hills.
But all was not lost for, during a lull,
he lifted his siege, she breached his wall
and they had a bit of the actual.
Surprise! A daughter! and on her face
the seven letters of ‘Homo Dei’
spelt promise, reliance and simple grace
(if only they’d seen it). So, day by day,
their hopes grew high on her infant health,
bridge of their bloods, their commonwealth,
the map that would chart their antipodes!
The Literal sighed and the child fell asleep
between her parents’ parentheses.
She grew and they redrew their battle lines
to criss-cross their daughter, who lived in fear
that she’d always fall short of their metaphors.
A blank, she became the board for their games:
The words on her face were never the same
as they played hard scrabble with desperate hands…
compliance, no, defiance. These shifting sands
blunted her features, dulled her hair
as she mimicked cold triumph or old despair,
sure that her mirror could save their souls.
Till her own went missing. Then, how she ran,
chasing its radiant flickering
down alleys of phantasmagoria
that ravish travellers from what they are,
dim waters that make the near far
and all holding impossible, where the past
takes hostages to make itself last.
Still her satellite danced ahead,
glinting through chasms, past chimeras
that flayed her of feeling and left her for dead.
Her parents grew anxious and, quiet with dread,
went looking for her, hand in hand.
Together they tried to understand
how their marriage had slid so wide of the mark.
Too Little wept and Too Much let him be.…
They finally found her where a troupe of tropes
had turned her to pure geometry.
High in electric air she hung
too like a triangle to hear
how they wanted her down from the sizzling wire;
and around the echoing chamber
resplendent reflections glided and glanced
away from the empty darkness of her.
They stood transfixed, their faces two noughts.
‘Come down!’ called Too Little, but his daughter’s pain
wound her up tighter and started a spin.
But somehow she’d glimpsed their frightened eyes,
a spirit level to her tilting skies.
She stirred but, held back by stunning bolts,
described another sickening arc
for she had remembered, and brittle tears
fell in a brilliant shower of sparks.
‘Help her’, they prayed to the Literal,
‘save her from this human fall,
for we can do nothing for her as we are.’
At that the uninvited guest
stepped from the shadows and gently unbound
the girl from her cradle and bore her down
softly and, as the floor drew near,
she whispered: ‘There’s nothing further to fear
for I am your gravity and your grace,
the only contentment you’ll ever know.
So remember this twisted parable of you.
Our lives begin as you touch the ground.’
And she set her down and, patient and mild,
showed them each other, then took them home –
a father, a mother, and a shaking child.