22 March 2017
I.
Broken light, high water. Here and elsewhere
the cold thought of something beyond belief
settling into movement – an unstoppable design –
lodges in the throat, will not be sung.
We fall on words made for other means:
Visibility: four miles. More clouds than sun.
II.
Within days, it seems, this injury
will join the rim of that other, deeper cut
over which no scar can form. Unclean, unshut.
As yet it gapes distinct: flesh wound, a loss
without name and yet no easier
to reckon, its surface so bare of facts
except the act of loss itself, no choice
or distance, no motive, no face, no legend
(a mere expanse which holds the skin apart),
no way to map the way to map a way.
III.
Lines open for interchange. The earth trembles,
holds fast this steel heart, its brave circulation.
Every safe passage a jubilee. Who are they
whose paths must cross at our deepest station?
IV.
Already, without doubt, we have begun to fear
and fear the upshot of fear, the lightning and the storm.
But darkness now, which passes for calm.
A prayer:
V.
For each morning that takes place unawares.
The still scalding shower. The flight of stairs.