Chapter Fifteen

“She watches you still. I vow, Martin, Sally scarcely takes her eyes from you.”

Martin glanced across the clearing to where Sally sat with Madlyn, supposedly sorting herbs yet keeping him and Rennie under a careful eye instead. He said carelessly, “Let her stare, if she will.”

Rennie shot him a cool look. This last seven-night she and Martin had been virtually inseparable, doing everything but sleeping together—and to be honest, Rennie had considered even that. Martin possessed potent, if wild and dangerous, charm. Perhaps the wildness made part of the attraction, Rennie admitted. And the more time they spent together, the closer the bond she could feel between them. The fact was, he had stolen more than one kiss while they were alone, and she had felt the fire in him. And she found the idea of losing herself in that heat beguiling.

And, if she did, might she not then belong somewhere, to someone?

“It makes me uneasy,” she confessed, “being constantly under her eye.”

Martin paused and a wicked smile came to his face. “Let us give her something to see, then.” He drew Rennie up hard against him. Instantly his warmth and strength enfolded her, both thrilling and disturbing. She could feel not only his body but his emotions, hard and confident, a heady combination. Not for the first time, she wondered how it would feel to lie with a man she could sense so intensely.

He placed his lips close to her ear. “Kiss me, Lady Wren.”

Rennie’s pulse began to drum, yet she drew away slightly. “Here? Now?”

“Here. Now.”

“You possess an evil streak, Martin Scarlet.”

“Look into my eyes, and you will see it is more than a paltry streak.”

Rennie almost feared gazing into his eyes. She had heard there were creatures that could mesmerize their prey with a stare. She suspected she might fall into that sea of blue-gray and never resurface.

“Nay,” she told him. “We have important work to do.” Tomorrow, it being market day, they would journey to Nottingham and attempt a bold rescue. Word from the castle had proved scant and unsatisfying, but the Sheriff still lay far too ill to conduct Lil’s trial. And so Lil languished yet in her cell, Lambert conducted castle business, and rumor had it he planned to execute a number of prisoners on May Day, now but a few days off.

“All our allies are in place, and will keep their word?” she asked Martin, not for the first time. “You are certain?”

“Aye, it is as I told you. A few days hence we will be celebrating, and you will be so grateful to me you will deny me nothing.” Rennie knew him well enough, now, to recognize this as teasing, which Martin enjoyed full well. Of course, his badgering conveyed much intent. Now he lowered his voice to a purr. “Then again, you might reward me beforehand, so to stoke my courage.”

Rennie could not deny she enjoyed the banter, and his kisses. “What had you in mind?”

“Come, and I will show you.” Suddenly her hand was in his and they were moving off through the trees. Madness, Rennie thought, her practical side rearing its head even as something inside her responded to this spontaneity. The encounter had been days in coming, so she felt little surprise when, once out of sight, he paused and backed her against a tree.

“Now then, Wren—you know full well what I want. Being so close to you all this while has driven me half desperate with need. Say you will not make me wait. Let us plight ourselves to one another before we go to Nottingham.”

Rennie struggled to catch her breath. The heat of his body—so hard and intense—trapped her and ignited her own desire. But was that what giving herself to him would mean: a plight, a vow, a choice made?

She found it so hard to think with his emotions beating at her, along with her own. “Martin, I do not know that I am ready.”

“I am ready enough for both of us.”

Aye, and she could feel that right through his leather breeches. The man must be a right bull.

She managed to meet his eyes. “I have never yet lain with any man.”

“Aye, well, Wren, I want to be the first. The only.” Suddenly his hand plunged into her hair. Hot as his touch felt, still it made Rennie shiver. “Give yourself to me now.” The words were demand, and temptation.

“Here? Out among the trees?”

“What better than to couple in Sherwood?” His gaze held her as surely as his hands. And suddenly Rennie found herself more than half convinced. What could be more right?

A sound she did not recognize came from the back of her throat. Taking it for assent, Martin kissed her.

So far, every kiss he had given her blazed with heat and masterful possession; this one surpassed them all. His lips drove hers apart and his tongue touched hers. Fire poured through her from that point of contact, stealing all resistance. The force of his will bore her over, and her good sense flew away.

Oh, but he tasted of nut-brown ale and danger and irresistible desire. His beard scraped her chin and his hands seemed to be everywhere, roaming her body as freely as if he owned it. The laces of her tunic proved no barrier to him. She felt the cool air caress her skin but an instant before his hand covered her breast.

This felt nothing like when Lambert had touched her, nothing like. Martin’s rough, callused palm abraded skin made suddenly alive with sensation and brought a hard rush of pleasure.

By the holy Lady, she had never imagined anything like this.

And still his hands moved; one cupped the weight of her breast and the other wandered downward even as his body bore hers back against the tree. How had his clever fingers got past the barrier of her leggings? She wore nothing beneath, and his knee nudged her legs apart; his fingers went where she barely dared touch herself.

Rennie gasped, but his mouth was there and swallowed the sound. His fingers mimicked the movement of his tongue, spearing, stroking, and an entirely wicked thought invaded Rennie’s mind: what if that tongue replaced those fingers?

Now he groaned and broke the kiss to gaze into her eyes and whisper, just as if he had heard the thought in her mind, “Wren, let me show you.”

He slid down her body, to his knees. Rennie seized his golden mane, digging her fingers deep, and he laughed softly. The sound further ignited Rennie’s blood.

But oh, she could not let him. Surely such a thing might steal her very soul.

“Martin, nay!”

“Oh, aye.” Gently, he parted her thighs. She felt his lips—or was it his tongue?—brush her private heat and stiffened in alarm.

“You cannot. Martin, by God!”

“God, or the devil?” He gazed up at her, his eyes dancing with naughty light.

Unable to face that look, she dropped to the ground and hid her face against him.

His voice wrapped around her like the purr of a cat. “Wren, do you know how lovely you are, how much I want you? Give yourself to me now, before we face the danger ahead, so I go knowing you are mine.”

He did not await her answer but laid her down beneath him, there on the moss below the trees, just as if he had done so a hundred times. His desire—and Rennie’s—made a powerful spell, and she lay gazing up at him wonderingly. The sun made a nimbus of his hair, and she could no longer see what lay in his eyes.

“Give yourself to me,” he urged again, “and let it be settled between us. I swear, you shall never be disappointed in me.”

His hand went to the laces on his leggings, now straining against the weight of him. Rennie’s own pulse pounded in her ears; she knew if she let him he would play her body the way a minstrel played a lute. And there would be no going back from it. She did not just choose her own pleasure, but the very cast of the future and, perhaps, the fate of Sherwood.

But he did not wait for an answer. Her tunic had fallen open, and he bent his head and took the tip of one breast into his mouth.

Ah, sweet holy heaven, she had never felt such a sensation. Warm, daring, it made her desire dance—clever tongue and clever fingers also, that once more entered her and made her entire body begin to thrum. Rennie closed her eyes against the unbearable pleasure, the tickle of his beard on her skin, the soft tug of his lips, that soon became so demanding she arched herself into him.

She could feel his strength, his muscles bulging, his desire raging like a fire in dry tinder, and knew, despite the overweening pleasure, she must stop him now, if at all.

And she must stop him, for she was not ready, she was not sure.

“No.” Somehow she forced the word through a throat gone suddenly dry, and against a desire that cried out just the opposite. For an instant she thought he did not hear. Then he took his lips from her breast and gazed into her eyes, all demand.

“Choose me, Wren—choose me now. Let me fill you, and forge our bond.”

Rennie fought for breath. It would be so easy to open her legs to him, open her soul to him, and let this happen. Yet among all the impulses screaming inside her, one thought held her back. “Do you want me, or the place?”

“Eh?” The bright eyes narrowed quizzically. “I want you, Wren. You are like drink in my blood. If you doubt it, let me show you.” He had freed himself from his leggings and now pressed his hot, scorching heft against her. Rennie’s eyes widened; he possessed a mighty weapon.

Yet she had begun to know him, what dwelled inside him. These many days, she had felt his emotions. Martin Scarlet was a man driven, and not merely by desire.

What of love? Neither the word, nor any hint of it, had crossed those clever lips of his. Was she to be denied love in the cause of duty, in the service of this triad, set to rule her life?

She planted both palms on his chest, where she felt his heart thumping. “No.”

“Wren, you know not what you are saying.” He snuggled himself more firmly between her thighs. “Together we can achieve anything. Have you not felt that?”

“I do not know what I feel.”

“Then place yourself in my hands and I will tell you—”

“I just wager you will.” She shoved him harder and in response her emotions fell into place. “You wish to beguile me, Martin Scarlet. But you will not. Get off!”

The expression in his eyes changed, and anger licked through him. Rennie warranted he did not often hear refusals. He did not budge. “This is how it must be, Wren.”

Her anger rose, a reflection of his, even as had her desire. “What makes you think I would choose you?”

He sharpened like a blade. “So, that is it. Sparrow.” He spat the name. “Do you mean to let him have you instead? To claim you?”

“Is that what it means to you—claiming?”

“Has he touched you here? And here?” The light in his eyes turned cruel and his fingers, at her breast and between her legs, pinched. “Will you be his kitchen slut, after all?”

She slapped him, not even taking time to think about it. “Fine one to talk, you—still warm from Sally’s bed.”

“Just tell me you do not mean to lie with Sparrow, or I swear I will beat the snot out of him.”

“Get your hands from me!” On a rush of rage, Rennie heaved him off and scrambled to her feet. “What I do, and with whom, is my affair.”

“That is where you are wrong.” He leaped up also, quick as lightning. “Stupid lass—what you do affects us all.”