Taylor stared down at the diary entry as she finished her green tea lemonade. Veris was the father of her baby, then. It was ironic. He’d been missing for two weeks now. The lecture series had been over for ten days, but Veris hadn’t arrived home on the expected flight. The limousine had returned empty.
Brody had received the news in silence. His first reaction had been to glance at her. Then, nothing. No reaction at all. Taylor knew he was muffling his responses. Hiding them, for her sake. It both bothered and touched her.
But this news put everything into a whole new class of…not quite urgent. Importance?
What if Veris had gone off on one of his decade long breaks?
Taylor’s heart gave a queer jerk.
Brody’s tight-lipped silence about Veris wasn’t reassuring on that point.
She simply had to find out more from Brody.
A feminine hail, light and throaty, caught her attention. She lifted her head from the diary to look. The road the Starbucks branch was on served the hospital where her doctor’s office was located, not far from the main entrance—a very strategic location.
The sexy blonde woman was tall, lean and drop-dead gorgeous, wearing the latest in designer sundresses in dazzling, traffic-stopping red, that stopped just short of showing off what was sure to be the latest in designer underwear, too. Her legs were, Taylor admitted, gorgeous. Tanned, endless and finished with strappy stilettos even Taylor wouldn’t mind owning. Red, of course. Plus red toenails to match. She was leaning against a convertible sports car with the top down, wearing sunglasses and lipstick that matched her dress.
As Taylor lifted her head, the blonde waved enthusiastically toward someone emerging from the hospital to catch their attention. Then she dived between cars, causing at least one driver to stomp on his brakes and slam to a stop. She made the curb on the other side, flashing plenty of thigh, kept running and threw herself at the doctor as he stepped out of the second set of sliding doors. She wrapped one long leg around his thigh and kissed him with a thoroughness that told everyone within viewing distance that theirs was not a nodding acquaintance by any stretch of the imagination.
The doctor returned the kiss with enthusiasm, his hands on her ass. He slid one hand down her thigh and back up so it was under the dress.
Taylor could feel the green tea lemonade trying to come back up her throat.
The doctor was Dr. Edward Cruz, who had been so cut up about his wife’s malignant brain tumor.
Taylor watched Cruz and the blonde climb into the convertible. They shared another intimate kiss before the blonde pulled the car out from the curb and drove away.
Taylor closed her diary. It was time to go home.
All the way home she kept seeing Cruz’s hands on the blonde. The knowledge burned that he wouldn’t have pulled that stunt if Brody or Veris had been with her at the examination.
* * * * *
BRODY WATCHED TAYLOR WALK INTO the library from his seat on the balcony and for a moment it was like watching a stranger walk into the room. She had lost weight, he realized with a start. Over the last few weeks of record heat and the stresses of her new job at the state library, she had lost more than a few pounds. Enough to be noticeable.
He sat up from the slouch he’d fallen into while he’d been reading. Who was he kidding? Veris’ absence was mostly responsible for her wasting away before his eyes.
He felt like a bastard for only just now noticing it. Someone who cared more would have noticed sooner. Veris would have.
Yes, but Veris wouldn’t have been dodging her in the first place, would he?
Self-loathing circled through him. Brody put the book on the floor beside the low-slung chair. He’d lost all interest in it now.
Taylor came up to him. “Thought you’d be here,” she said softly. “Can I interrupt?”
Even the question made him feel guilty. “Of course,” he said roughly. He studied her face more closely. She was ghostly white, to the point where he could pick out the tracery of veins under her skin. Good God, what had he and Veris driven her to?
“You’ve been working too hard,” he said, probing.
“Perhaps,” she said lightly. She pulled over the padded bench and perched on one side of it. She spread her hand on the empty space next to it, her mouth curving up in a small smile that made him think, oddly, of Veris. Had they had sex on that bench? He made a mental note to ask Veris one day.
Taylor looked at Brody and there was a tiny line between her brows. “Do you know where Veris is?”
Bingo, Brody thought. Then he mentally sighed. He wanted to slug Veris square on the jaw for what he was doing right now.
“Truth, Taylor?” he said. “I have no fucking idea.”
Her face fell. The change of expression was so dramatic, Brody was alarmed. He held up his hand. “That doesn’t mean we don’t have resources to dig the bastard up if we have to.”
She hesitated. “What does that mean, exactly?” she asked.
Brody sighed. Jesus. He so wanted to kill Veris now. If the old Viking could see the look on Taylor’s face, he’d be back here in a heartbeat, groveling on the floor at her feet begging forgiveness. Instead, he’d left Brody to deal with her. Brody wasn’t Veris and she wanted Veris.
There was no way to explain the truth to her and have her accept it, because for her, it wasn’t acceptable. Just waiting around for Veris to work out whatever the hell he had to work out then come home, fuck his brains out when he did and move on…that wouldn’t go over with Taylor. It couldn’t. As Taylor had pointed out, she didn’t have the timeline they did.
Brody pushed his hand through his hair. “Shit, I don’t know how to explain all this stuff. Veris is good at it. You’re good at it. You two are the brains. I just go along for the ride, remember?”
Taylor shook her head. “You’re better at it than you think. You’re the son of a bard and you have poetry in your soul. You understand feelings. You understand people. That’s why you and Veris get along so well. You do know this stuff. You know words very well indeed. So just tell me. Tell me your way.”
He blew out his cheeks. Taylor wasn’t going to let him off the hook. So he ruffled his hair again and sat forward. “Look… I was a slave for seventeen years. I know what it means to be afraid of being locked into a relationship that is too tight. So does Veris. He negotiated your independence before you stepped foot through that door, four years ago, remember?” He inclined his head toward the front door.
Taylor nodded. She was independently wealthy now and didn’t need to work a single day of her life if she didn’t want to, thanks to Veris.
“I’ve known Veris a very long time,” Brody continued. “We took a long while to figure things out between us. It wasn’t always smooth.” He grinned. “Still isn’t.”
Taylor smiled. It was weak, but it was there.
“You need to figure that stuff out for yourself, too. This is the start of it.” He picked up her hand. “I love you very, very much. As much as I love Veris. I would never want to have to choose between the two of you. I don’t think I could anymore.”
“But,” she said softly.
He smiled. “You keep saying you want Veris the way I have him, but you keep trying to grip too tight.”
She shook her head. “No, I don’t. That’s where you’re wrong.”
Surprise touched him. “Why?”
“He wants to marry me.”
Brody sat back as something hot and hard skewered his chest. “Did you say yes?”
“I said I would marry him only if I could marry you, too.”
“Would you?”
“Would I what?”
“Marry me?”
“Is that a proposal, Brody?” Her gray eyes seemed to grow larger as she watched him.
He swallowed. “It’s academic anyway. This world will only let you marry one man and neither of us are really men to begin with. Besides, in our world you’re more permanently bonded to both of us than any of today’s marriages appear to last.” He shrugged.
Taylor nodded slowly. “So Veris tells me.”
Brody sighed. “He’s never turned anyone.”
Her chin jerked up and her eyes seemed to get even larger. “Excuse me?”
Brody grimaced. “In nearly sixteen hundred years, Veris has avoided making anyone a vampire. He won’t do it.”
Taylor’s breath pushed out in a rush. “Oh my…” She frowned. “Because of you?” she asked. “Were you…forced?”
Brody shook his head. “Not unless you consider a choice between death or vampirism as being forced.”
“It was another slave that made you, wasn’t it?”
Brody nodded.
“And you and Veris didn’t meet until the crusades.”
“The first crusade.”
“Even though you were both in Britain in the fifth century.”
Brody grinned. “It happens. Angelina Jolie and I are both in the United States right now, too, but I doubt we’ll ever meet.”
Taylor smiled a little. “Don’t discount your own fame. She might like Death Metal music. Your band is fantastically popular in North America and you get mobbed whenever you go to Europe”
“I won’t hold my breath on it,” Brody said. He brushed Taylor’s hair out of her eyes. “I don’t know why Veris is staying away. I’d like to kill him myself, except that it would upset you. I’ve tried the hotels he’s supposed to be staying at, but he checked out. He’s gone to ground and I’ve lost track of him. We spent years touring around Europe before the band got known here and we’ve got contacts all over the place over there. Veris knows…six, seven modern languages. He’s got four current passports and sets of ID that I know about. He could be anywhere. I gave up trying to trace him two days ago.”
Her smile this time was radiant. “You’ve been trying, though.”
Brody sighed again. “Yes.”
“You wouldn’t, normally, would you?”
“No. I’d let him sulk and kick his ass when he came home.”
“So you were doing it for me.”
“Well, yes.” He shrugged.
She slipped into his lap and that told him exactly how much weight she had lost. She was a featherweight on his thighs. “If ever you got around to asking me to marry you, I would say yes, Brody Gallagher. You’re too good for me, but I’d say yes anyway.”
Brody caught his breath in pleased delight, just as she kissed him.
* * * * *
THE DRY, DRY HEAT WAS his first warning. That and the noise of dozens, if not hundreds of hammers on wood, the braying of horses and donkeys. Brody opened his eyes to dazzling sunlight and shut them, giving his too-sensitive vampire vision a chance to adjust.
Taylor’s lips were still against his. “I’m not wearing a red shirt,” she murmured.
Relief flooded him. “Then you’ll live long and prosper,” he said. “Wait a moment,” he added. “It’s too bright for me. I have to adapt.”
She slid her arm around his neck, giving him the time he requested. He felt the touch of cloth. Smelled bergamot. More impressions registered. Voices. Many of them. Languages. Accents. Arabic, Farsi, old Latin. And Medieval French. Lots of it.
That alone was almost enough to tell him where they were. “There’s a walled city nearby,” he murmured.
“Yes. And people standing along the walls, firing arrows.” Her lips brushed against his. To the rest of the world they would look like they were kissing. It gave him the privacy he needed to let his eyes adjust to the blinding harshness of the Middle East in high summer.
He sighed. “Then I know where we are. Holy Mother.” Slowly, he began to open his eyes.
There was a loud clearing of a throat nearby. “Clearly, I’m interrupting,” came the familiar voice.
Brody turned, alarm slamming through him. Taylor gasped behind him.
Veris stood a dozen paces away. He wore a red and black tunic with a red crest on the breast, over a black mail hauberk and a long sword strapped to his hip. His visor was under his arm and he held a war horse by the other gauntleted hand, unconsciously controlling the fretful animal. His blue eyes blazed in the bright sun as he looked from Brody to Taylor and back.
“You are Brendan, Raymond’s man, are you not?” Veris asked.
Brody nodded. “I am.”
Veris looked past him again. “You brought your lady wife with you all this way?”
Brody glanced at Taylor over his shoulder. She was dressed in the clothes of a landed woman. Then Brody spotted the crest on the center of her gown. Her bliaut, he recalled from memory.
His crest. He fought the need to look down at his own tunic to confirm the blue and white crest was repeated there. He knew it was.
Taylor was staring at Veris with wide, shocked eyes.
“You are William, with Selkirk, who is camped with Godfrey of Bouillon on the north side of Jerusalem,” Brody prompted, turning back to Veris.
“I am. Most who call me friend call me Will, though,” Veris said. He looped the reins of his horse around a lump of blasted and sun-bleached rock that was weighing down the rope holding up the pole of the tent behind them. The tent was emblazoned with Brody’s colors, too. Veris pulled off his gauntlets and held out his right hand.
Brody took the offered hand, staring into Veris’ eyes. There was no recognition there. Nothing.
Taylor stepped up to Brody’s side. He could feel the fine trembling in her as she stared at Veris. He reached under the deep looping sleeves of her bliaut and squeezed her wrist in warning.
She either didn’t understand or didn’t care.
“Sir, would you permit me an indelicacy?” she said to Veris.
He seemed puzzled. He looked her over with a flicker of his blue eyes. “If I must,” he said dismissively.
“Tyra, this is not the time,” Brody said softly. There were too many witnesses. Knights tending their weapons nearby. Pages caring for horses and running errands. Footmen, soldiers, cavalrymen, far too many witnesses lolling about in the heat of the day that would soak up the gossip Taylor was about to create.
She reached up on tiptoe, her veil thankfully hiding her actions from most of the people nearby. Her fingertips rested against Veris’ jaw and she kissed him. It was no light, chaste peck. Brody knew from personal experience that Taylor threw her mind, body and soul into her kisses and the impact was devastating to the recipient. Veris—Will—had never experienced one of Taylor’s kisses before. If anything was going to bring the modern Veris back to the past, this would.
Veris broke the kiss and staggered back a few paces. He stared at Taylor, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. “An indelicacy?” he said, sounding utterly outraged. He turned eyes blazing with fury upon Brody. “Keep your woman contained, Norwich.” He picked up the horse’s reins and mounted, then turned the horse until he was looking at Brody again. His gaze was direct and angry. “I believe we were at cross-purposes. I must have misunderstood. I won’t make that mistake again. Good day.”
He turned the horse and wheeled away.
Fright tore through Brody. He lifted his hand to halt Veris. “Wait!” he called. But it was too late. The horse was already galloping away and the sound was loud on the dried-out land.
* * * * *
TAYLOR WATCHED VERIS GALLOP AWAY on the horse and felt a sense of panic. Kissing either one of them had always worked to bring them into the past before.
Brody whirled to face her and the despair on his face told its own story. This was worse than she thought. Something was wrong beyond simply failing to bring Veris back to the past.
He grabbed her arm and hurried her into the tent behind them. She found she was tripping over the hem of her dress until she thought to lift the front of it as she walked.
The inside of the tent was astonishingly luxurious and stiflingly hot. She gasped at the still warmth, feeling sweat break out on her temples.
Brody walked a pace or two, then back. The sword at his side slapped his thigh.
He rounded on her. “In case you didn’t figure it out, that was the moment Veris and I…” He took a breath. “Got together,” he finished. He pushed his hands through his short hair. “Or when we were supposed to in our true pasts.”
Taylor wrapped her hands around her middle. “But you didn’t, just then. Because of me. Because he saw me.”
“Right.” Brody kept pacing.
Taylor sank down onto a chest with a flat carved lid. “Oh, God, Brody, this is awful. He said he wouldn’t be back.”
“Right.”
“He thought he misinterpreted.”
Brody nodded. “We had a moment earlier today. He was following up. He wasn’t misinterpreting at all. In the real past, I was alone.” He threw himself into a big wooden chair and put his head in his hands. “Oh fuck, this is a disaster…”
Taylor really was starting to feel ill now and wondered if it was something to do with the baby.
Then a more terrible thought struck her. “If you two don’t ever get together, if we don’t fix this, then what happens? Do I never get to meet you in the future? Do we as a relationship suddenly cease to exist?”
Brody lifted his head and looked at her. It took him a long time to answer. Eventually he said slowly “I suppose…yes. We do. If the time travelling we do is real, like Veris claims and not just in our minds, like the queen seems to think, then yes, we’ll cease to exist as a relationship. Veris and I don’t get together, so you never meet us in the twenty-first century.”
Taylor already knew that the time travel they did was real. The proof of it sat in her uterus. My baby will cease to exist too, she thought. She clutched at the edges of the chest as dizziness swept through her. “Then we have to win Veris back for you, don’t we?” she said. Even to her, her voice sounded wobbly.
Brody gave a harsh, hollow laugh. “You’re talking about manipulating the most un-cooperative man on the planet, the man who has never had a true master, remember?”
She pushed forward on the chest. “I’m talking about seducing a man. That’s a different sort of manipulation.”
“I didn’t seduce him the first time. He hunted me. Veris would never consent to being the prey.”
“Well, he’s going to have to consent to it this time, isn’t he?” Taylor snapped. “We’re possibly running out of time. Between the two of us, we know every erotic weakness Veris has. If we can’t seduce him, no one can.”
“We?” Brody repeated, sitting up in the chair.
“Fatimids! Fatimids!” came the cry from a dozen voices outside the tent. At the same time, the sides of the tent began to shiver as something slapped it repeatedly.
“Fuck!” Brody muttered in English. He picked up a bow and slung a quiver of arrows over his shoulder. “Stay here,” he said, his voice flat. “You’re mortal. I’m not.” He dropped the tent flap down behind him, leaving her in virtual darkness and with nothing but the shouting and slapping against the tent to listen to.
There was a sharp tearing sound and a clatter nearby and Taylor finally lifted the tent flap to see what had happened.
An arrow lay next to her feet.
They were shooting holes through her tent.
Taylor picked up the arrow and stepped out of the tent. It was of no protection to her, anyway. Instead, she ducked down behind a row of bags of seed that had arrows sticking out of the sides of them and watched over the top.
There was a lot of fighting happening on and around wooden equipment close by. There were a lot of bodies swarming over the equipment but gradually Taylor could make out the basic shape and recognized it from history books and movies. Siege engines…incomplete siege engines.
Then she realized what was happening and her memory supplied the rest of the information from her study of history.
This was the first crusade when the Fatimids controlled Jerusalem and the western powers marched on the city and laid siege. They broke the city in July 1099 by cannibalizing one of their ships and building siege engines from the wood. Brody would have to give her the exact date.
But the Fatimids clearly weren’t happy with the idea of the western allies building siege engines and were trying to stop them from completing them. Raymond and his men, including Brody, were beating off the Fatimids and protecting the engines.
Taylor sought for and found Brody’s tall figure among the allies. In his blue and white tunic, he stood out. She was shocked to realize he was liberally daubed in blood and the blades of his sword and knife were red with it. He was fighting as hard as the men he directed, and shouting orders at the same time in a parade ground voice she could hear from her sheltered position behind the seed bags.
The fight stopped abruptly. She didn’t see the Fatimids give up but suddenly, they all laid down their arms and were backing away from the engines.
A group of five of the Fatimids was forced to their knees in front of Brody and another man with red hair and a green tunic that Taylor guessed was Raymond, Brody’s superior. Brody had an arrow sticking out of his left arm. She hadn’t seen that happen. He was leaning on his sword as if he were tired as he spoke to the men kneeling before him.
The Fatimids spoke quietly, never lifting their gaze from the ground at their knees.
Brody moved with lightning-fast speed. He lifted the sword, swung it and decapitated the man and was walking away all before Taylor barely began to react.
She clapped her hand over her mouth, sure that this time she would be physically sick. But Brody reached the tent itself and she found she had not moved from her crouch on the ground.
Brody leaned on the sword, looking at her. “You didn’t stay in the tent,” he growled. Even his face had blood sprayed on it.
“The arrows were shooting through the tent. I figured I was just as safe out here, behind these seed bags. They’re like sandbags.” She stared at him. Brody was nothing like she had ever seen before. Not from him. She let her gaze settle on the arrow. “Do you want me to tend to that?”
“No, thanks.” He pushed into the tent. “Mordacai!”
A small man with tight black curls hurried in after him and Taylor followed in behind.
“My lord?” Mordacai asked Brody.
“I need the wound kit and let’s open up the tent.”
Taylor sank back down onto the chest again. “What can I do?”
“Help me get everything off around this arrow,” Brody said shortly, as he worked at his sword belt.
She rose again and worked the belt undone, then eased the bloody tunic off. The hauberk unlaced at the shoulders, but the arrow pierced the sleeve, so Brody shook his head. “It stays until the arrow is out. Just get my gauntlets off for me. Flexing the muscle hurts right now.”
“Just hurts?” she asked.
“Just hurts,” he confirmed. “It’s not fatal. Nothing is,” he added softly for her ears only. “Except spears. The spears here are basically wooden stakes with metal tips. One of those through the chest is a stake through the heart.” He caught her eye. “I saved Veris from one this morning.” He grimaced. “We recognized each other as vampire immediately.”
Mordacai hurried in with a wooden box which he placed next to Brody and hurried away.
“That’s why you liked each other?” Taylor asked.
“No.” He blew out his breath. “It’s Veris. You tell me why you first liked him.”
She tugged the gauntlets off his hands. “Because he’s so large he sucks all the air out of any room he’s in. Because you can’t look away when he’s there. Because he’s Veris.”
“Exactly,” Brody said dryly. “Sometimes, I wonder what he saw in me.”
“You say he and you were fighting this morning?” Taylor asked.
“Yes.”
Taylor thought of what she had seen of Brody out there just now, bawling out orders and leading his men. The ruthless leader who had just summarily executed the leader of the opposing side and barely remembered it now. The man who was now gripping the arrow stuck in his arm with pliers and was…
“What are you doing?” she asked, alarmed.
“Pushing it through.”
“What?”
He held out the pliers. “It’s my non-dominant hand and it’s been centuries. You’ll have to do it.”
She backed up a step. “Do what?”
“Push the arrow through and cut off the head, so you can pull it back out.”
All around them, the sides of the tent were falling on the ground as servants unlaced them from the roof and rolled them up. It left a filmy layer of thinnest gauze as the walls.
Brody hefted the big, round-headed pliers. “Either you do it, or someone from this time who has no idea about infections and cleanliness does it,” he said.
“You can’t get infections,” she said, but took the pliers anyway.
Brody held out his arm. “You’ll be more gentle than anyone else,” he added.
You don’t feel as much pain in vampire form. It was on the tip of her tongue, but she held it back at the last second. Now was not the time to begin that conversation.
Brody placed his hand on her shoulder and the other on the arm of the chair. Taylor swallowed hard. “I don’t believe I’m doing this,” she muttered and took a good grip on the arrow.
“Do it fast,” he told her.
She put hard pressure on the shaft and felt it move through the tissues in his arm. Nausea swept over her, but she gritted her jaw and breathed hard and kept pushing. The flesh beneath was the worst, because it stretched before it gave way. Taylor was nearly hyperventilating when it was done.
Brody, too. But his voice was calm. He pushed the links of the chainmail up his arm to expose the metal head of the arrow, now red with his blood. He gripped the other side of it with his other hand. “Use the heavy sheers to cut it off,” he told her. “You’re nearly done.”
She picked up the sheers, still breathing heavily. With a series of cuts, she sawed the metal head off the arrow. She made sure there were no splinters hanging from the end of the arrow.
Brody pulled it out of his arm. It made a sucking sound.
Taylor clapped her hand over her mouth. “Where?” she tried to say, looking around wildly.
He pointed. There was a covered bucket sitting in the corner. She staggered over to it, pulled off the lid and vomited hard and tiredly into it. When she was finished, she put the lid back on and pulled herself back onto the chest.
Brody was naked from the waist up and wrapping a bandage around his arm. He was scowling.
“You’re angry?” she asked.
He shook his head.
“For heaven’s sake, now is not the time to be coy about anything. If we’re to get out of this, we have to stick together. I’ve got to know what you’re thinking. All the time, not just when it’s convenient for you.”
“You won’t like what I’m thinking,” he told her.
“I’m a big girl. I can handle hearing things I don’t like. Stop being the peacemaker for once.”
He looked up from the bandage, startled. “Is that what I do?”
She bit her lip. “You try to protect me. A lot. Mostly from Veris.”
“I just know what he can be like.”
She leaned forward. “News flash. After four years, so do I.”
“Not really. Not the worst of it. Not all of it. His disappearing act in Europe caught you by surprise.”
She shook her head. “Surprise, no. I knew about them. Distress, yes. But not for the reasons you think. I’m working it out. Just not the way you and Veris work it out. I’m female and I’m human. Of course I’m going to work it out a different way.” She tilted her head. “So what are you going to tell me that I won’t like?”
He tied off the bandage using his teeth and the fingers of his right hand and sat back. “I’ve always suspected you held a romanticized view of me. ‘Brody the poet.’ Today just confirmed it. You don’t see me at all. Not the real me. If you did you wouldn’t have been so shocked by what happened here just now. You would have accepted it as part of who I am. You would have known that’s what I’m like. I was a slave, I’m a soldier. I’m just a savage who happened to strike it lucky and ended up owning land and a title when it counted. Veris was the educated one, for all he didn’t write a word. Even before he left Norway he could speak five languages. Who do you think taught me to speak Saxon? Arabic? Greek?”
Taylor recoiled. “That’s what you think I believe of you?”
“I know it. You’re looking at the wrong person if you’re looking at me to be the gentle one.” He picked up his hauberk and tunic and undershirt with his good hand and his sword belt with his injured one. “I’m going to find out where Selkirk is camped and what Veris is doing. I was a good hunter myself, once. Time to unpack old skills.” His gaze slid from her face. “I don’t know how long we’ll be left in this time, Taylor. Pray it’s long enough to fix this. If we jump back before Veris commits to me, then we jump back to non-existence.”